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But that was for later. Right now, he just needed to keep these ghost voices out of his head long enough to set Starlene on the straight and narrow.

"Don't mind her," Bondurant said.

"Who was that? What was that?" Starlene peered into the darkness as if she could will the visions free of the walls into which they had evaporated.

"Nothing. Just one of Kracowski's tricks of the light."

"Kracowski? Is that what all this machinery is for? His treatments?"

"The Lord's work."

Sounds came from the dark corridor. This wasn't a ghost. This was something larger, something real, something not used to the dark. The ghosts were always silent. Even when they "spoke," you could still have heard a candle burning.

The glow cast by Kracowski's machines outlined Starlene's hair and gave her an aura. Bondurant reached a trembling hand to punish her. Those two brats, Freeman and Vicky, knew he was down here with Starlene. They'd probably tell Randy or one of the other counselors. He'd have to hurry and make her pay for her sins while he had the chance.

"Who's there?" Starlene called into the yawning black corridor.

He wished she'd shut up. Her mouth was good for only one thing, and that was apologizing to God for her wayward and wanton soul. Why did she waste her lips on asking questions?

Bondurant touched her hair, sought to clutch it, but she moved away. The bitch was ignoring him.

Me! Francis Bondurant, Director of Wendover, a member of the state's Board of Social Services, a man who crushes careers like yours with one rubber stamp. I'll give you a goddamned lesson in placement, all right. Let me get my paddle and I'll teach you to mind your own business.

Bondurant followed her into the circle of blue light. He staggered a little and fell against one of the tanks. It was cool to the touch. He drew away and went for her. She kept walking down the corridor.

Perfect. If he could corner her in one of the old cells, he could lock her in, accomplish his mission and be absolved in time for his after-dinner meeting. The cells were nasty, and he'd leave her in there until she begged forgiveness in front of God. Kracowski's ghosts could watch if they wanted as long as they didn't put their crazy words in his head again. He had enough crazy words in there already.

Words that the Good Lord might not approve of, but as long as Bondurant didn't utter them aloud all would be forgiven. All would be forgiven anyway, because that's just what kind of guy Jesus was.

Starlene had entered the cell block now, and the stench of rot and mildew made Bondurant's stomach roil. He fought down the tangy whiskey bile and felt his way along the coarse stucco wall.

"Are you scared of the dark?" he said.

Dark don't walk, dark don't talk, dark don't do nothing but smarty smarty smarty.

At first Bondurant thought Starlene had spoken, because she'd paused near the door to the first cell. But that wasn't her voice. This was one of Kracowski's ghosts.

"Did you hear that?" Starlene whispered.

"God speaks in many tongues," Bondurant said.

She didn't know enough to ignore the voices. Bondurant had nearly wet himself the first time he'd seen that ragged stooped old woman with me forehead scar. And when the ghosts started talking to him, putting words right in his head he nearly signed himself up for a skull session with one of the counselors. Now he'd been exposed to enough of them that he could almost tune them out, as if they were an irritating rock music station on the heathen radio.

He could ignore them, but he couldn't shut them up. So he accepted them as they came. They were harmless. Like pets you didn't have to feed.

You can't keep me here. Don't you know who I am? I'm Eleanor Roosevelt, you fools. Can't you tell by my hat?

"Eleanor Roosevelt," Starlene said.

"Don't listen to them," Bondurant said. "They're trying to drive you mad."

"What's going on here? I don't believe any of this."

Unbeliever. She had stopped moving and that gave Bondurant his opening. Take advantage of weakness, that was the way of the world. The black rectangle of a doorway stood out against the dim blue light of the hallway. He would shove her in there.

Shuffle, shuffle.

That sound again. Almost swallowed by the black throat of the corridor. Something bigger than a ghost.

Maybe it was more than one. A dead parade, communion time for the criminally insane, in lockstep search for their scattered reason. Whispering in the walls like mutant rats. Marching in aimless uprising against the agitators of their sorry souls.

But they had no right.

They were the imprisoned, and he was the jailkeep.

Wendover was his, damn it. Bad enough when Kracowski moved in with his machines and his theories and his secret funding. Now these restless idiot spirits had invaded, crowding his domain and changing the rules. Playing with his head. Making him think their weird thoughts, lending their pain, forcing him to empathize.

A white, white room in which to write.

Not that one again. The same voice, the same sentence over and over. This one was male, cracked the sentence always taking a different rhythm but the words and their order always the same. An eternal revision that always yielded the same outcome. Crazy as a fucking bugbed.

Crazy as a fucking bugbed.

Whoa. Wait a second. Did he think that, or had one of the ghosty things echoed it back into his head?

"Did you hear that?" he asked Starlene, and he was ashamed that his throat caught. No weakness allowed. He was the one who took advantage of weakness. Wendover was his.

"Crazy as a bad-word bugbed," Starlene said. "Yeah, I heard it."

Starlene moved away from the doorway, spoiling Bondurant's opportunity to seal her in a temporary tomb. He was too drunk, and in the darkness he'd lost track of her. He brushed his knuckles along the walls, scouring the flesh on the rough masonry. He sucked at his bloody wound.

Shuffle, shuffle.

Recreation hour in the ward of the damned.

"What's going on, Mr. Bondurant?"

What's going on was the whole world was turning upside down, and Starlene couldn't see it because she was blinded by purity. This was Ground Zero for Armageddon, the first testing ground of faith.

The blackness was a solid thing, pressing like a suit of wet clothes, forcing itself against his eyeballs and his eardrums and winding through his mouth and wiggling into his lungs and I've half a mind.

Her.

The one with the scar.

She was with them, somewhere in this darkness, making words go into his head even when he DID NOT GODDAMN WANT THEM IN THERE.

Bondurant had lost track of Starlene. He reached an intersection of corridors and listened for her footsteps. All he heard was the soft shuffling. He was having a hard time concentrating with all those voices in his head. The rows of cells were invisible mouths that whispered feverish, foul things.

White, white room — my wife is a hat — tin foil gods and metal scarecrows — artcrimesexpill — seven nine eleven thirteen He tried to steady his breathing so he could locate Starlene in the dark, but he was panting too hard from anger and fright and confusion and things going in and out of the walls. The blank canvas before him became a softer gray, then a fuzzy suggestion of shape.

Then she appeared.

She glowed softly, naked her face shadowed the rest of her suffused in a yellow light. She was the Whore of Babylon and the mother of all creation. A promiscuous virgin with a hell of a stage show.

"It's a miracle," Starlene said from somewhere to his left.

In the light cast by the woman, Bondurant saw Starlene leaning against the wall in the doorway of a cell. He gave her only a glance; this nude, see-through woman demanded all his attention.

This woman's beauty made even the wholesome Starlene pale in comparison. Bondurant took a step toward the woman. Her mouth opened, and looking into her throat was like looking down the corridor, a long blackness stretching to a deeper dark. The woman was smiling, but her smile had far too many teeth in it.