“I still need it to understand you,” said Jerry. “I guess I need a little help to join you all the way.”
“Help? We will help!” cried Communicator. “But you must throw that away. You have rid yourself of the dead things that you kept wrapped around your limbs and body,” gabbled Communicator. “Now rid yourself of the dead thing hanging about your neck.”
“But I tell you, if I do that,” objected Jerry, “I won’t be able to understand you when you talk, or make you understand me!”
“Throw it away. It is poisoning you! Throw it away!” said Communicator. By this time three or four more natives had come up and others were headed for the gathering. “Shortly you will understand all, and all will understand you. Throw it away!”
“Throw it away!” chorused the other natives.
“Well…” said Jerry. Reluctantly, he took off the belt with the transceiver, and dropped it. Communicator gabbled unintelligibly.
“…come with me…” translated the transceiver like a faint and tinny echo from the ground where it landed.
Communicator took hold of Jerry’s hand and drew him toward the nearest whitish structure. Jerry swallowed unobtrusively. It was one thing to make up his mind to do this; it was something else again to actually do it. But he let himself be led to and in through a crack in the structure.
Inside, the place smelled rather like a mixture of a root cellar and a hayloft—earthy and fragrant at the same time. Communicator drew him in among the waist-high tangle of roots rising and reentering the packed earth floor. The other natives swarmed after them. Close to the center of the floor they reached a point where the roots were too thick to allow them to pick their way any further. The roots rose and tangled into a mat, the irregular surface of which was about three feet off the ground. Communicator patted the root surface and gabbled agreeably.
“You want me to get up there?” Jerry swallowed again, then gritted his teeth as the chained fury in him turned suddenly upon himself. There was nothing worse, he snarled at himself, than a man who was long on planning a course of action, but short on carrying it out.
Awkwardly, he clambered up onto the matted surface of the roots. They gave irregularly under him and their rough surfaces scraped his knees and hands. The natives gabbled, and he felt leathery hands urging him to stretch out and lie down on his back.
He did so. The root scored and poked the tender skin of his back. It was exquisitely uncomfortable.
“Now what—?” he gasped. He turned his head to look at the natives and saw that green tendrils, growing rapidly from the root mass, were winding about and garlanding the arms and legs of Communicator and several other of the natives standing by. A sudden pricking at his left wrist made him look down.
Green garlands were twining around his own wrists and ankles, sending wire-thin tendrils into his skin. In unconscious reflex of panic he tried to heave upward, but the green bonds held him fast.
“Gabble-gabble-gabble…” warbled Communicator reassuringly.
With sudden alarm, Jerry realized that the green tendrils were growing right into the arms and legs of the natives as well. He was abruptly conscious of further prickings in his own arms and legs.
“What’s going on—” he started to say, but found his tongue had gone unnaturally thick and unmanageable. A wave of dizziness swept over him as if a powerful general anesthetic was taking hold. The interior of the structure seemed to darken; and he felt as if he was swooping away toward its ceiling on the long swing of some monster pendulum…
It swung him on into darkness. And nightmare.
It was the same old nightmare, but more so. It was nightmare experienced awake instead of asleep; and the difference was that he had no doubt about the fact that he was experiencing what he was experiencing, nor any tucked-away certainty that waking would bring him out of it.
Once more he floated through a changing soup of uncertainty, himself a changing part of it. It was not painful, it was not even terrifying. But it was hideous—it was an affront to nature. He was not himself. He was a thing, a part of the whole—and he must reconcile himself to being so. He must accept it.
Reconcile himself to it—no! It was not possible for the unbending, solitary, individualistic part that was him to do so. But accept it—maybe.
Jerry set a jaw that was no longer a jaw and felt the determination in him to blast through, to comprehend this incomprehensible thing, become hard and undeniable as a sword-point of tungsten steel. He drove through—
And abruptly the soup fell into order. It slid into focus like a blurred scene before the gaze of a badly myopic man who finally gets his spectacles before his eyes. Suddenly, Jerry was aware that what he observed was a scene not just before his eyes, but before his total awareness. And it was not the interior of the structure where he lay on a bed of roots, but the whole planet.
It was a landscape of factories. Countless factories, interconnected, intersupplying, integrated. It lacked only that he find his own working place among them.
Now, said this scene. This is the sane universe, the way it really is. Reconcile yourself to it.
The hell I will!
It was the furious, unbending, solitary, individualistic part that was essentially him speaking again. Not just speaking. Roaring—snarling its defiance, like a tiger on a hillside.
And the scene went—pop.
Jerry opened his eyes. He sat up. The green shoots around and in his wrists and ankles pulled prickingly at him. But they were already dying and not able to hold him. He swung his legs over the edge of the mat of roots and stood down. Communicator and the others who were standing there, backed fearfully away from him, gabbling.
He understood their gabbling no better than before, but now he could read the emotional overtones in it. And those overtones were now of horror and disgust, overlying a wild, atavistic panic and terror. He walked forward. They scuttled away before him, gabbling, and he walked through the nearest crack in the wall of the structure and out into the sunlight, toward the transceiver and the belt where he had dropped them.
“Monster!” screamed the transceiver tinnily, faithfully translating the gabbling of the Communicator, who was following a few steps behind like a small dog barking behind a larger. “Brute! Savage! Unclean…” It kept up a steady denunciation.
Jerry turned to face Communicator, and the native tensed for flight.
“You know what I’m waiting for,” said Jerry, almost smiling, hearing the transceiver translate his words into gabbling—though it was not necessary. As he had said, Communicator knew what he was waiting for.
Communicator cursed a little longer in his own tongue, then went off into one of the structures, and returned with a handful of what looked like lengths of green vine. He dropped them on the ground before Jerry and backed away, cautiously, gabbling.
“Now will you go? And never come back! Never…”
“We’ll see,” said Jerry. He picked up the lengths of green vine and turned away up the path to the ship.
The natives he passed on his way out of the clearing huddled away from him and gabbled as he went.
When he stepped back into the clearing before the ship, he saw that most of the vegetation touching or close to the ship was already brown and dying. He went on into the ship, carefully avoiding the locked sick-bay door, and wound lengths of the green vine around the wrists of each of the men in restraints.