And with the same results. "Pity," Antoniewicz said, sounding almostregretful.
"In that case, you're worth nothing to me at all." He looked at the manstandingbehind me to my right and lifted a languid hand.
And abruptly, the pressure of the gun muzzle on my back vanished as, out ofthe corner of my eye, I saw him bring the weapon around to point straight atTera's face I don't know why I did it Antoniewicz was bluffing, and I knew he wasbluffing. He would never kill a potential hostage whose usefulness hadn't yetbeen tested, not even one who'd verbally spit in his eye the way she had. Iknew it was an act, and if I'd had another fraction of a second to think about itI'd have realized that I was playing directly into his hands.
But I'd promised Cameron that I would watch over his daughter, and thereflexes just kicked in on their own. With my right hand I slapped the thug's gun offtarget, then spun around on my right heel to drive my right elbow into hissolar plexus as I grabbed for the weapon with my left hand.
It was about as close to a complete failure as anything I'd ever tried in mylife My elbow struck an unyielding slab of body armor, my snatch for the gunmissed completely as he twitched it aside out of my reach, and before I couldregain my balance to try something else he'd taken a long pace backward andwas looking at me with the sort of expression you might use for a particularly interesting new species of insect. About the only thing that kept it frombeinga complete failure was that I didn't fall flat on my face in the process.
I braced myself, waiting for the inevitable flurry of shots and the searingpainthat would accompany them. But once again, my reflexive thought was out ofstepwith reality. "Interesting," Antoniewicz said, his voice cutting calmly acrossthe sudden tension. "You were right, Ryland. He is something of the heroictype, isn't he?"
"And seems to have soft feelings for Ms. Cameron, besides," Brother Johnagreed.
He was openly gloating now, I saw, though whether that was at my failure orhis own cleverness I couldn't tell.
"The only feelings I have for her are ones you couldn't understand," I growledback with the ill temper of a man who's just completely humiliated himself.
"Loyalty, for one. Or any of the other sympathetic emotions human beings havefor each other. Of course, in your case, I use the term 'human being' in itsloosest possible sense. You're a lot less human than most of the aliens Iknow."
The gloating vanished from Brother John's face, the handsome face turningsuddenly ugly. "Listen, McKell—"
"Enough," Antoniewicz cut him off, giving me the same interesting-insect lookhis bodyguard had. "Whatever the details of his character flaws, it's clearnow that McKell would not wish harm to come to the lady." He lifted his eyebrowsslightly. "That is clear, is it not?"
I looked at Tera. Some of that earlier defiance was still simmering in hereyes, but the face behind them had gone noticeably pale. The aura of death and evilsurrounding Antoniewicz was starting to get to her. "What's that supposed tomean?" I asked, giving bluff and bluster one last try.
I might as well have saved myself the trouble. "Don't play stupid, McKell,"
Antoniewicz reproved me. "It doesn't suit you. Will you release the locks youput on the Icarus's systems? Or do my men take Ms. Cameron back to the engineroom?"
The ship, I noticed dimly, suddenly felt very cold. "Let me offer analternative deal," I said, my tongue feeling sluggish in my mouth. Antoniewicz wasstartingto get to me, too. "If you'll let Tera, Ixil, and me leave here unharmed, I'llungimmick the ship and give you something that'll be far more valuable to youthan all three of us put together."
"He's stalling," Brother John said contemptuously. "He hasn't got anythingleft to bargain with."
"On the contrary," I said. "I have Arno Cameron."
"You can tell us where he is?" Antoniewicz asked.
"I can do better than that," I said, trying hard to ignore the suddenlystricken look on Tera's face. "I can deliver him to you. Right now."
The atmosphere was suddenly electric. "What are you talking about?" BrotherJohn demanded, looking around as if expecting Cameron to pop out of the alien hull.
"Where is he?"
"He's hiding in the smaller sphere," I said, settling for the simplestexplanation. Giving them the complete story would only confuse the issue. "Ican go in there and get him."
"Really," Antoniewicz said, his voice suddenly cold. "Do you think us fools, McKell? My people checked every cubic centimeter of this ship before I cameaboard."
"Maybe everything out here and in the engine section, but not the smallsphere,"
I said, shaking my head. "Not visually, anyway. That place is a mess of cablesand wires—they'd have been hours at it. What did they use, body-heat sensorsand motion detectors?"
"And a few other specialized devices," Antoniewicz said, eyeing mespeculatively. "You realize, I trust, that Cameron dead is not a bargainingchip."
"He's not dead," I assured him. "There's an area in there that sensors can'treach. All that alien machinery, I suppose."
Antoniewicz glanced at Brother John, turned back to me. "All right," he said.
"Tell me where he is. I'll send one of my men in after him."
"It's very hard to find the place," I said. "Besides, if it's anyone but me, he'll probably put up a fight. That could damage something."
"Possibly even Cameron himself," Brother John murmured.
"I'm not letting you out of my sight," Antoniewicz said in a tone that saidthere would be no further discussion on the matter. "Tell us where he is."
I sighed. "That's not necessary," I said reluctantly. "I told him that when itwas safe to come out I'd either come personally or else send in one of Ixil'sferrets. There's an entrance in the engine room that should be open."
"Good," Antoniewicz said. He was all calm again now that he'd gotten his way.
"Send him."
I looked at Ixil and nodded. He nodded back, and Pix scampered down his legand headed up toward the wraparound. "You'd better tell whoever you have in thewraparound and engine room not to stop him," I warned.
"There's no one back there," Antoniewicz said. "I presume Cameron will becomingout the same way?"
"No, he'll come out here," I said, pointing to the covered access hole besideTera's computer. "There's a better access panel over there."
"Open it," Antoniewicz said, flicking his eyes to one of the bodyguards.
"While we wait, McKell, you can start fixing my ship."
"Yes, sir," I said. Furtively, with the feeling of someone about to rub saltinto his own raw flesh, I looked over at Tera. Knowing that, however painfulit was going to be, I had to see how she was taking this.
I was prepared for rage, for fear, for even borderline hysteria. But there wasnone of that in her face. Not anymore. Her face was instead totally drained ofemotion, as dead as Antoniewicz's eyes, the face of someone facing the end ofall things with the certain knowledge that there was nothing left to beredeemed from the ashes. The strong industrialist's daughter, the proud and defiantroyalpersonage—all of that was gone. There was nothing left but fatigue, and ayoungwoman facing the inevitability of her own death.
"I trusted you," she said quietly.
I turned my eyes away. It hurt just exactly as bad as I'd expected it to. "I'msorry," I said. "I did what I had to."
I estimated it would take about ten minutes for Pix to make it to the center of the sphere and trip the stargate mechanism. I took my time unlocking the sealsI'd put on the Icarus's helm and nav systems, with the result that nine ofthose minutes were gone by the time I walked back down to where Antoniewicz and theothers were still waiting. "They can get started now," I told Antoniewicz, nodding up at the techs. "I locked down the computer and engine controls, too, but I can't undo that until the helm and nav have been fired up and done theirself-checks."