I'll burn, he thought, and be scattered in ashes all over the continental lands. I'll be put to use. Just a little bit, but ashes are ashes and they'll add to the land.
He fell swiftly, like a bullet, like a pebble, like an iron weight, objective, objective all of the time now, not sad or happy or anything, but only wishing he could do a good thing now that everything was gone, a good thing for just himself to know about.
When I hit the atmosphere, I'll burn like a meteor.
"I wonder," he said, "if anyone'll see me?"
The small boy on the country road looked up and screamed. "Look, Mom, look! A falling star!"
The blazing white star fell down the sky of dusk in Illinois.
"Make a wish," said his mother. "Make a wish."
The Illustrated Man turned in the moonlight. He turned again... and again... and again....
The Other Foot
When they heard the news they came out of the restaurants and cafes and hotels and looked at the sky. They lifted their dark hands over their upturned white eyes. Their mouths hung wide. In the hot noon for thousands of miles there were little towns where the dark people stood with their shadows under them, looking up.
In her kitchen Hattie Johnson covered the boiling soup, wiped her thin fingers on a cloth, and walked carefully to the back porch.
"Come on, Ma! Hey, Ma, come on - you'll miss it!"
"Hey, Mom!"
Three little Negro boys danced around in the dusty yard, yelling. Now and then they looked at the house frantically.
"I'm coming," said Hattie, and opened the screen door. "Where you hear this rumor?"
"Up at Jones's, Ma. They say a rocket's coming, first one in twenty years, with a white man in it!"
"What's a white man? I never seen one."
"You'll find out," said Hattie. "Yes indeed, you'll find out."
"Tell us about one, Ma. Tell like you did."
Hattie frowned. "Well, it's been a long time. I was a little girl, you see. That was back in 1965."
"Tell us about a white man, Mom!"
She came and stood in the yard, looking up at the blue clear Martian sky with the thin white Martian clouds, and in the distance the Martian hills broiling in the heat.
She said at last, "Well, first of all, they got white hands."
"White hands!" The boys joked, slapping each other.
"And they got white arms.
"White arms!" hooted the boys.
"And white faces."
"White faces! Really?"
"White like this, Mom?" The smallest threw dust on his face, sneezing. "This way?"
"Whiter than that," she said gravely, and turned to the sky again.
There was a troubled thing in her eyes, as if she was looking for a thundershower up high, and not seeing it made her worry.
"Maybe you better go inside."
"Oh, Mom!" They stared at her in disbelief. "We got to watch, we just got to. Nothing's going to happen, is it?"
"I don't know. I got a feeling, is all."
"We just want to see the ship and maybe run down to the port and see that white man. What's he like, huh, Mom?"
"I don't know. I just don't know," she mused, shaking her head.
"Tell us some more!"
"Well, the white people live on Earth, which is where we all come from, twenty years ago. We just up and walked away and came to Mars and set down and built towns and here we are. Now we're Martians instead of Earth people. And no white men've come up here in all that time. That's the story."
"Why didn't they come up, Mom?"
"Well, 'cause. Right after we got up here, Earth got in an atom war. They blew each other up terribly. They forgot us. When they finished fighting, after years, they didn't have any rockets. Took them until recently to build more. So here they come now, twenty years later, to visit."
She gazed at her children numbly and then began to walk.
"You wait here. I'm going down the line to Elizabeth Brown's house. You promise to stay?"
"We don't want to but we will."
"All right, then." And she ran off down the road.
At the Browns' she arrived in time to see everybody packed into the family car.
"Hey there, Hattie! Come on along!"
"Where you going?" she said, breathlessly running up.
"To see the white man!"
"That's right," said Mr. Brown seriously. He waved at his load. "These children never saw one, and I almost forgot."
"What you going to do with that white man?" asked Hattie.
"Do?" said everyone. "Why - just look at him, is all."
"You sure?"
"What else can we do?"
"I don't know," said Hattie. "I just thought there might be trouble."
"What kind of trouble?"
"You know," said Hattie vaguely, embarrassed. "You ain't going to lynch him?"
"Lynch him?" Everyone laughed. Mr. Brown slapped his knee. "Why, bless you, child, no! We're going to shake his hand. Ain't we, everyone?"
"Sure, sure!"
Another car drove up from another direction and Hattie gave a cry. "Willie!"
"What you doing 'way down here? Where're the kids?" shouted her husband angrily. He glared at the others. "You going down like a bunch of fools to see that man come in?"
"That appears to be just right," agreed Mr. Brown, nodding and smiling.
"Well, take your guns along," said Willie. "I'm on my way home for mine right now!"
"Willie!"
"You get in this car, Hattie."
He held the door open firmly, looking at her until she obeyed. Without another word to the others he roared the car down the dusty road.
"Willie, not so fast!"
"Not so fast, huh? We'll see about that."
He watched the road tear under the car.
"What right they got coming up here this late? Why don't they leave us in peace? Why didn't they blow themselves up on that old world and let us be?"
"Willie, that ain't no Christian way to talk."
"I'm not feeling Christian," he said savagely, gripping the wheel. "I'm just feeling mean. After all them years of doing what they did to our folks - my mom and dad, and your mom and dad - You remember? You remember how they hung my father on Knockwood Hill and shot my mother? You remember? Or you got a memory that's short like the others?"
"I remember," she said.
"You remember Dr. Phillips and Mr. Burton and their big houses, and my mother's washing shack, and Dad working when he was old, and the thanks he got was being hung by Dr. Phillips and Mr. Button. Well," said Willie, "the shoe's on the other foot now. We'll see who gets laws passed against him, who gets lynched, who rides the back of streetcars, who gets segregated in shows. We'll just wait and see."
"Oh, Willie, you're talking trouble."
"Everybody's talking. Everybody's thought on this day, thinking it'd never be. Thinking, What kind of day would it be if the white man ever came up here to Mars? But here's the day, and we can't run away."
"Ain't you going to let the white people live up here?"
"Sure."
He smiled, but it was a wide, mean smile, and his eyes were mad.
"They can come up and live and work here; why, certainly. All they got to do to deserve it is live in their own small part of town, the slums, and shine our shoes for us, and mop up our trash, and sit in the last row in the balcony. That's all we ask. And once a week we hang one or two of them. Simple!"
"You don't sound human, and I don't like it."
"You'll have to get used to it," he said.
He braked the car to a stop before the house and jumped out.
"Find my guns and some rope. We'll do this right."
"Oh, Willie," she wailed, and just sat there in the car while he ran up the steps and slammed the front door.
She went along. She didn't want to go along, but he rattled around in the attic, cursing like a crazy man until he found four guns. She saw the brutal metal of them glittering in the black attic, and she couldn't see him at all, he was so dark; she heard only his swearing, and at last his long legs came climbing down from the attic in a shower of dust, and he stacked up bunches of brass shells and blew out the gun chambers and clicked shells into them, his face stern and heavy and folded in upon the gnawing bitterness there.