“Well, here it is.” I stuck a hand in my raincoat pocket.
“What a relief.” She tapped her replenished glass against mine.
“Un… for… tunate… ly,” I had never realized before what a long word it was, “Rose found it first and wrote all over the walls with it. I thought I’d have to repaper, but sitting here thinking about it, I think those purple squiffles… squiggles may grow on me. She didn’t use it all.” I spoke into the mounting silence, “There’s a nub left, but I’ll buy you an… other one.”
“They don’t make that color no more.”
“Oh, dear!”
While waiting for Mrs. M. to burst into sobs, I lit another cigarette. But she rallied nobly.
“There’s no good blaming a two-year-old child. Course I’ve always said you spoil her ’cos she’s the baby and you were so relieved when your cousin Vanessa finally signed the papers and you got to adopt her. Neither do I blame you for that matter, what with this rift between you and Mr. H. Couldn’t be expected you’d be in any state to think of other people’s hopes and dreams. I’d had this lovely fantasy, you see, of Mr. Jugg finishing with his difficult client, then laying eyes on me. I’d be emptying the ashtrays, and his eyes would be drawn like a magnet to me Purple Passion lips and it would hit him like a wallop that I was a real woman.”
“Whereupon he’d ask you to marry him?”
“No,” she spoke dreamily, “he’d tell me in ever such a masterful voice to sit down and take dictation.” A pause. “What could be sexier than that, Mrs. H.?”
I didn’t answer. Suddenly I was feeling extremely peculiar. The room was spinning, and Mrs. Malloy’s face kept shrinking. Her voice seemed to come at me from the ceiling.
“Men being what they are, I’m sure Mr. H. will get over his snit,” she was saying. “Probably what’s upsetting him more than your getting rid of his stuff without his say so is all the money you spent fixing up the study the way you wanted it… for him, of course.”
“The money was going to come out of my own earnings from a couple of design jobs,” I explained. “But at the last moment both clients backed out. One woman decided to go on a cruise rather than redo her house, and the other took my ideas right down to one of the discount furniture places. And…” The desk was now floating across the room with Mrs. Malloy on board.
“Mr. H. can be hot tempered. Well, you do have to allow for the literary temperament, don’t you? Him being a book writer when all is said and done. And cookery books no less. First-rate fiction most of them.”
“What do you mean, fiction?” I put down my glass and pressed a hand to my clammy brow.
Her voice throbbed its way inside my head. “Have you ever had a recipe turn out like them cookery books promise? They tell you the Lancashire hotpot serves eight and there’s not enough to feed you and the cat. And the cakes always as big and round as hatboxes. But more power to Mr. H., if he can earn a living making millions of women think they can get their egg whites to peak like Mount Everest.”
“I feel awful.” I wobbled to my feet.
“Well, now you say it, you do look a bit off. I wonder if it could be something you ate before coming here? But never mind that. Let’s get you to the loo. Mrs. Malloy was marching me forward as she spoke. “If you’re going to be sick I’d as soon it wasn’t on this floor. Here we are Mrs. H., I’m opening the door for you and switching on the light. I’ll be right outside if you should need me.”
I would have preferred her to be in Timbuktu. There are times when one wants to be completely alone in the world. But after five minutes, having soaked my face in cold water and brushed my hair back from my forehead I felt somewhat recovered. Whatever had possessed me to smoke and drink like a sailor? Surely not the seaside ambience of Mucklesby?
Mrs. Malloy peeked in on me. “I was thinking about milk,” she informed me as if this was of far greater importance than the state of my health.
I stared at her.
“Mr. Jugg. Milk is his nickname, given to him by an auntie when he was small.”
“Really?” I trailed after her to lean against the big desk.
“There has to be a way to make him see that he can’t do without me. I’ve got a fortnight, two whole weeks to work on becoming his Girl Friday. And,” she smiled brightly, “I’ve decided to let you help me, even though you’ve shown you can’t hold your liquor. It’ll take your mind off your troubles.”
“Help you? How?”
“We’ll think of something,” she said impatiently. “And it will have to be something more than doing up the place by putting a few potted plants on the windowsill.”
She had barely finished speaking when a knock sounded at the door. Mrs. Malloy called: “Come in!” And in walked an elderly woman, regally clad in black, from her 1940s-style hat and flowing velvet cape to her buttoned boots.
Here, belatedly, was the 6:00 client.
Three
“Has to be her, don’t it?” Mrs. Malloy stage whispered in my ear, while the woman in black took stock of the room. “Wouldn’t be some gypsy come selling clothes peg; not at this hour, it wouldn’t. Name’s Lady Krumley. Got aristocracy written all over her long-nosed puss. But don’t you go bobbing no curtsies, trying to get in thick, Mrs. H. We’ve no time for none of that. You and me, we’ve got to come up with a way to handle this here situation.”
I wasn’t at all sure I liked the sound of this. My insides still felt a bit unsure of themselves, and my head began revolving on its own axis several feet above my shoulders. Fortunately her ladyship did not appear to notice anything amiss. At her age-well into her seventies-she could be blessedly hard of hearing and worn out by her journey.
She might have been in the throes of hypnosis as she lowered herself onto a chair, rested her carpet-style handbag on her knees and drew the black velvet cape across the buttoned-up bosom of her decidedly dated frock. Were the odd clothes a misguided attempt at disguise, I wondered? I could almost see the thought drift off into the still lingering haze of tobacco smoke. Holding onto the edge of Milk Jugg’s desk, I wavered a glance at Mrs. Malloy that I hoped would make it clear that Lady Krumley’s arrival was none of my concern.
My place was at home with the husband who might at this moment be planning to divorce me if I did not restore his study to what he considered its old world charm. The fact that I couldn’t at that moment quite remember what he looked like did not stop me from deciding to telephone Kathleen Ambleforth, the vicar’s wife, to ask her to return the items that she had assured me, with such grateful enthusiasm, would do very nicely for St. Anselm’s annual charity drive. Kathleen I could picture all too well. She has a grimly controlled temper behind her brisk smile. Taking a firmer grip of the desk, it seemed to me the better part of cowardice to focus on returning Lady Krumley’s blank stare.
She was, to put it as kindly as possible, a horse-faced woman beset with an oversized Roman nose, a sloping chin and hooded eyes, so dark as to be almost black. But perhaps when my head cleared she would improve. At the moment her hair was undoubtedly her best feature. It was was thick and coarse and either from art or nature mahogany in color, with only a touch of gray at the temples. She wore it wound in a thick coil topped by the 1940s-style hat.
Undoubtedly, Kathleen Ambleforth would have coveted that hat for the charity drive. I focused on it in an attempt to stop the walls revolving and prayed that Mrs. Malloy would do nothing to distract me. No use hoping for miracles. She wasn’t about to fade gracefully into the woodwork. Not while wearing the pink angora sweater that looked as though it had been stolen from Marilyn Monroe, or the miniskirt that might once have been one leg of a pair of boy’s shorts. The wretched woman was all bounce and enthusiasm as she informed her ladyship that it didn’t matter a whit that it was now 9:00 and Mr. Jugg had left for the day.