“Now you are one of us,” the giant says, grinning. “Machín.”
“See this?” Ethan says, holding up his finger. “I was already one of you.”
The giant nods, transfixed by the jagged stump, his face paling.
Ethan stares at the thing lying dead on the ground. The men are spitting on it.
“So what happens next?”
“Now we check the cattle for Infection, vato.”
The cattle are led into a special quarantine pen. Two of them are Infected. They are easy to spot: thin, silent, listless, staggering a little when forced to walk. A heifer has one of the monkey things growing out of its side while a steer has two, both on its right flank.
“Hoppers,” the giant says.
The Infected cattle are separated, killed and dragged to a large, smoking pit behind the barn. The heat there is incredible, rising from the scarred ground in blistering waves. Charred legs stick out of the blackened piles of meat, slowing crumbling into ash blowing away in the wind.
There, the dead cattle are burned with all of the others.
Todd lights a candle in his small, sweltering one-room shack and stares at its intense glow. This candle, he thinks, is possibly the only beautiful thing in this entire horrible place.
Candles would be an ideal specialty as a merchant, he thinks. Everybody needs candles. They are simple, small and necessary. The only thing to watch out for is breakage. That and a match shortage. He might have to sell matches, too.
But he is not going to buy and sell candles.
He has an idea he believes will make him rich. He remembers Philip telling him that a good businessman will buy low and sell high. But how do you do this with a barter system?
The answer may be that you acquire lots of something that is almost worthless now and sell it later on when it is almost priceless.
Winter clothing, for example.
A few people sell winter gear in the market, mostly for scrap value and as substitute pillows and stuffers for bedrolls. Coats, hats, scarves, gloves, sweaters.
Almost nobody here believes Infection will last until winter. They have been here for less than two weeks and many of them have no idea what things are like outside. They believe the rumors that the Army is coming to save them. They believe the government propaganda that things are getting better. Things are not getting better. They are getting much, much worse.
Todd knows the people here will be in for a rough winter. If he can build up a big supply of winter clothes, he can trade them for pretty much anything he wants.
“Knock, knock,” a voice says from the doorway.
“Hey, Erin,” he grins. “Come on in. Welcome to my humble abode.”
The girl walks into his shack and looks around.
“Humble is right,” she says. “Yeesh.” She holds up a plastic baggie. “I scored some weed. It’s not very good, but it gets the job done. You want to get high?”
“Okay, I guess,” Todd says warily, looking at the bag.
Erin sits on the ratty carpet covering the dirt floor and starts rolling a joint.
“I am in dire need of some entertainment,” she says. “My need is dire. You know, before everything went to shit, I was going places. I was one ugly duckling as a kid. And then I got older and I wasn’t. Just like that: Suddenly I was popular. I had like eight hundred friends on Facebook. Then the bug comes along and I’m cut off from the world. Sometimes I feel like I don’t even exist anymore.”
Todd watches her come up for air but she says nothing more, lighting her joint and toking on it carefully until getting enough smoke in her lungs. She hands him the joint and he kisses it, taking little puffs and wondering about the strange, strong smell of it.
“I’m so fucking bored,” Erin says, blowing a long stream of smoke.
“I used to do a lot of wargaming with these college guys,” Todd offers tentatively. “I’m wondering if there are any wargaming clubs around here. You know, Warhammer 40,000…”
Erin is staring at him curiously. His voice trails off and time appears to slow. He coughs loudly on the smoke.
She suddenly smiles, beckoning the joint to return.
“I don’t know anything about that stuff,” she says. “Can we light another candle?”
“Sure,” he says, relieved.
“Cheer this place right up. How about beer? You got any alcohol?”
“No, but I have some candy if you’re interested.”
“Oh God, yes.”
Chewing on Gummi Bears with an expression approaching bliss, she asks him what things are like on the outside. He tells her about escaping his house during the first day of Infection, surviving on his own, finding the other survivors. Riding in the belly of the Bradley, spilling out to fight and scavenge. The stories are so fantastic that instead of embellishing them he tries to downplay their drama, afraid she will accuse him of making it all up.
Erin stares at him wide eyed. “I wish I had done all that,” she says, her eyes gleaming in the candlelight.
“I’m not sure if you would. We came very close to dying—well, almost every day.”
“Man, it’s so cool.”
“Um,” he says.
“Is that how you got that wound on your arm?”
Todd remembers the worm monster lunging out of the dark, its sharklike jaws snapping.
“Yeah,” he says gloomily, covering the bandage with his hand. “So how about you? What’s your story?”
“I’ve been here almost since the beginning,” she says, then stops.
“What happened?”
“I came to the camp with my dad and I got bored,” she mutters, then suddenly brightens. “Let’s play truth or dare.”
“Okay,” he says.
“I’ll go first. Go ahead, Todd. Ask me.”
“Um, truth or dare?”
“Truth,” she announces, sitting primly.
“All right,” Todd says. He is not sure if he is high or not from the joint but he wants to think that he is. “Okay, what’s the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you?”
“Oh my God, I’ve got a great answer to that one.” Erin starts laughing and Todd smiles along. “One time, in study hall, me and my friends were updating the status on our Facebook pages, right? I had to run to the ladies’ due to some women’s trouble. That night, my Blackberry started ringing nonstop with these guys wanting to do some really gross things to me. Turns out I’d left myself logged in to Facebook and my jerk friends wrote as my status that I love to give blowjobs, with my phone number.”
She is laughing loudly now while Todd continues to smile along politely, wondering why she finds something so cruel to be so funny.
“Oh, man,” she adds. “That happens to everybody sooner or later, right? Okay, it’s your turn. Truth or dare?”
“Truth,” he says, hoping she will not ask him the same question.
“When was the first time you did it with a girl?”
Todd stammers briefly before inventing an elaborate story about his junior prom and how he scored with his date in the backseat of his friend’s car. His voice trails off. She can tell he is lying.
“It’s okay,” she says.
“Um,” he says.
His mind scrambles in search of something light and witty to say to recover the mood, but none is needed; Erin deftly rescues him.
“Want to see one of my cheers, Todd? A really good one?”
“Okay,” he tells her, feeling overwhelmed.
Erin jumps onto her feet, shakes off a sudden wave of laughter, and then stands erect with her arms stiff and muscles tight.
“Sharp and snappy,” she says. “One, two, three, here it is: Go Cougars!” She claps to the beat, keeping her hands under her chin. “Go Cougars! We are the Cougars, hey, we’re number one; our cougar roar has just begun.” She punches the air. “Roar!” She claps again. “Roar, roar! We are the Cougars, yeah, we’ll say it loud; we’re stepping up because we’re proud. Roar! Roar, roar! We are the best, all right, we’re here to win—”