Wendy tosses and turns on the bed for the next few hours while Sarge dabs at her face with a wet cloth. As evening approaches, soldiers bring in steaming bowls of beef stew and the survivors sit on the floor in a circle to eat by candlelight.
“Just like old times,” Paul says, chewing. “Except for this good food.”
“Must be nice to have a job that pays in raw beef,” Ray says.
Ethan grins. “You don’t know what I had to do to earn it,” he points out.
“Something dangerous, from the looks of your face,” Sarge says, squinting at him as if trying to figure out a puzzle.
“It’s nothing,” Ethan tells him happily. “Some people at the government center thought I was a doctor and attacked me. I ran, found a crew unloading cattle, and worked the day.”
“Ah,” Ray says in understanding. He knows about the cattle crews and how they use people as bait for the monsters that infect the animals.
“When I got back to the government center, the same people were waiting for me and gave me this,” Ethan answers, pointing at his face and laughing.
Todd laughs with him and says, “Why are you so happy about it?”
“I’m happy because I think I may have found my family.”
The other survivors glance at each other and offer weak smiles.
“That’s good news, man,” Ray says.
Sarge touches his shoulder and adds, “Yeah, it’s good, Ethan.”
Ethan glares at them. “I’m serious.”
“And I’m taking you seriously,” Ray answers carefully, bristling.
“I spent several days at the government center. The records people found one Carol Bell in the camp, but it wasn’t my wife. I kept pushing until I finally convinced somebody to check some of the other camps. Turns out there is a C. Bell and two M. Bells at the FEMA camp near Harrisburg. Three days after Infection, a C. Bell and an M. Bell arrived on the same day.”
He studies the faces of the other survivors for a reaction.
“It sounds hopeful, Ethan,” Paul says, nodding. “I mean it.”
“It sounds awesome,” Todd tells him.
Ethan turns to Sarge and says, “I was wondering if you could take me there. There, or as far as you can.”
Sarge believes it is appropriate that the other survivors are here with him again, as he has never really left them. His mind has been plunging into the past, against his will, during every still moment, reliving the horrors of Infection, the Screaming, Afghanistan. The worst is when he suddenly finds himself standing in the dark alone in front of the hospital, shooting the Infected swarming across the parking lot while every atom in his body screams at him to run. He surfaces from these terrifying flashbacks drenched in cold sweat, his heart clenched in his chest, refilling his lungs with a sudden gasp. He is not stupid. He knows he is suffering heavily from post-traumatic stress. He also knows that getting back out into the field will cure it, at least temporarily.
“I might be able to take you to Steubenville,” Sarge says.
“What’s in Steubenville?”
“Bridges.”
“The Infected of Pittsburgh,” Ethan says, nodding.
“What are you guys talking about?” Todd says.
“That big fire that chased us out? It also chased out all the Infected,” Ethan explains. “They’re walking west, straight to the bridges. Straight to us. Right, Sarge?”
Sarge nods. “I’m leading a mission out there to blow the bridges. Specifically, the Veterans Memorial Bridge. Six lanes across the Ohio River.”
“You can’t help but hear them,” Paul adds. “They’ve been attacking the camp ever since we got here. The gunfire has become almost constant, day and night. After a while, it gets to be background noise. If they get inside, we’re done.”
“We’re the last refugees that made it to the camp from Pittsburgh,” Sarge says.
“Can the Infected swim?” Ray says.
“Our intelligence says they can’t,” Sarge tells him. “If we blow the bridges, they’ll be stopped cold at the river.”
“What they’ll do is go north and south.”
“That’s not our problem.”
Ray shrugs. “You’re right. It’s not.”
“The migration will be deflected and that’s all that counts as far as we’re concerned.”
“I want in,” Todd says. “Let me come, Sarge. Please.”
“I might as well join in, too,” Paul says, eyeing him hopefully. “I could be useful.”
Sarge shakes his head in mild disbelief. The truth is he would be happy to bring them on the mission. The boys he commands are good but they do not know what the survivors know. Frankly, he is surprised that they would want to leave the safety of the camp to go back into the jaws of the beast. And after just a few days, no less. Was it not the point of their journey together, after all—to find this sanctuary, and try to live a normal life?
“It’s going to be incredibly dangerous,” he tells them.
He remembers driving through Steubenville, the town eerily quiet. No sign of life, not even a dog barking. The Infected are there, all right. And with many of the Infected of Pittsburgh migrating west, the place is going to be swarming.
“I’m coming, too,” Wendy says from her cot.
“Wendy!” Todd says happily.
The men launch themselves to their feet as she stands painfully, visibly trembling, touching the back of her head and wincing. She shrugs off their hands and walks to where they were sitting, taking a place next to Sarge and accepting a drink of water in a plastic cup.
“Well, then I’m going, too,” Ray says.
“The hell you are,” Sarge growls. “You’re not one of us.”
“But she’s one of us. If she goes, I’m going. It’s that simple. I made a promise.”
“Yeah?” Sarge glares at him. “To who?”
“To a lot of fucking dead people,” Ray snaps back.
“Ray is coming with us,” Wendy rasps.
Sarge scowls but says nothing.
“Are you all sure about this?” he says.
“Yes,” the survivors murmur, looking down at their bowls.
“What about you, Wendy?”
“You were right,” Wendy says. “It’s not safe here for us.”
“Can you do it?”
“You’re not going without me.”
“All right,” he says.
The room falls silent as they consider their reasons for wanting to go.
“I hate it here,” Todd says finally.
Ethan says, “I actually love it. But I have to get to Harrisburg.”
“We’ll get you as far as we can, Ethan,” Sarge tells him.
“It will be good to get out of here for a few days,” Paul says. “Maybe I’ll go all the way to Harrisburg with you. This place is unclean. God doesn’t live here.”
“Where exactly does he live, Preacher?” Ray asks quietly.
“Where? Out there, friend. With them. They are his agents.”
“Get your sleep tonight,” Sarge tells them. “We’re training tomorrow. The morning after that, we’re going to drive out there and blow a hole in that bridge.”
He adds, “I hope this is what you want.”
FLASHBACK: Reverend Paul Melvin
He remembers seeing the half-eaten remains of the children defiling the altar of his church, blood running down its sides like the afterbirth of some grisly sacrifice to a pagan god. He remembers his shoes squishing on the wet carpet, stepping over the bodies of his congregation surrounded by clouds of buzzing flies. He remembers the mob marching out of the haze singing and waving their Bibles and banners and weapons. He remembers how they hung the Infected on a traffic light at the intersection of Merrimac and Steel, how they demanded that he bless them, how he told them their war was just. He remembers the screams, the popping guns, the newly Infected lying twitching on the ground, the final shouting as the last of the mob made a stand and were overrun in the smoke. He remembers telling them not to be afraid as they died.