“C’mon, you should be thanking me,” Griffin said, turning back to Minnie. “I gave you a full two minutes of what it’s like to be normal.”
Minnie wanted to scream. She wanted to hit him. But her body locked up and her legs began to tremble. Still, there was no way she’d cry for him. No way. She tried steeling herself, but all she saw was how hard all three of them were laughing. From her nose, twin waterfalls of snot slowly ran down.
“Bye, freak,” Griffin said, dropping both bags of groceries. The eggs shattered in one bag. From the other, a single can of tuna fish cartwheeled down the sidewalk.
“You even realize how much you look like a boy? Whatchu got down there, boy parts or girl parts?” Griffin asked, flicking his fingers against her crotch. The trembling in her legs only got worse. “It’s boy parts, innit?”
Minnie shook her head, fighting the tears. “I’m a girl,” she whispered.
“And you’re telling me all those girl parts work? No chance,” Griffin challenged, getting right in her face. “No chance those parts work.”
Minnie watched the can of tuna fish roll into the street and tip on its side, making a small repeating circle like a spun nickel approaching its stop.
“I’m right, ain’t I?” Griffin added as the can of tuna continued to spin in front of the car. Minnie shut her eyes, her legs trembling worse than ever. “You got nothing working down there, do ya?” he shouted. “Take the hint, animal. God did it for a reason-He don’t want no more mongrels like you!”
Minnie’s legs finally stopped trembling. She could feel the result running down her legs.
“Did you just wet your-!?” Griffin took a step back, making a face. That smell…“Is that-? Ohh, nasty!”
“She just took a dump in her pants?” the white kid asked.
“She crapped her pants!” Griffin laughed.
Scrambling backward, Minnie tripped over the rest of her groceries, landing on her rear with an awful squish that set Griffin and his friends howling.
In the street, the can of tuna sat there.
Climbing to her feet, Minnie looked up at Griffin and his eight-ball tattoo as the world melted in a flush of tears.
“Check it out-a face made for an abortion-and the stench of one too!” one of them said, laughing.
“Where you going, Elephant Man!? You forgot your groceries!” Griffin called out as she fought to her feet and started running up the block. “Whatcha gonna do-go tell your mom!?”
She didn’t respond, but as she ran as hard as she could and tried to avoid thinking of what was running down her legs, Minnie Wallace knew the answer. She knew exactly what she was going to do.
She was going to get her brother.
88
I stumble backward, bumping into the spine of the open hospital room door.
“Good news!” the red-glasses nurse calls out behind me. “Nico’s upstairs. He’s on his way down.”
I barely hear the words. I’m too focused on the patient with… eight-ball. He’s got an eight-ball…
“I–Is he…? Is that…?”
“Relax. He’s fine,” the nurse says. “He’s PVS. Persistent vegetative state. Been like that since he got here-though actually, you should talk to Nico. We ask our patients to go in and do therapy for him: play music, rub his face. But Nico swears that he’s heard him speak-just mumblings, of course.”
I spin back to face her. It’s the first time she sees the panic on my face. “You okay?” she asks.
“Is that his name? R. Rubin?” I blurt, reading the name from the medical chart clipped to the foot of his bed. “How long has he been here?”
“Actually, that information is-”
“How long’s he been here!” I explode.
The nurse steps back at the outburst. Eightball doesn’t move, his bat eyes barely blinking.
“Ten years,” the nurse says coldly. “Now I need to ask you to leave. If you want to speak to Nico-”
Nico. I almost forgot. Nico’s headed here right now.
“I changed my mind. I don’t need to see him,” I say, cutting past the nurse and rushing back to the lobby. “And don’t tell him I came. You’ll only upset him,” I warn, meaning every word.
As I shove the metal door open and dart back into the cool air of the lobby, my brain is still swirling, trying to do the math. If Eightball’s here, then-No. Don’t even think it. Not until I know for sure.
“Well that was fast,” the guard with the big football ring calls out from behind the security desk.
“Can I-? Your sign-in book,” I blurt, pointing to the black binder on the edge of his desk. “You need me to sign out?”
“Nah. I can do it for you.”
“It’s fine, I’m right here,” I say, flipping open the book and grabbing the pen. My name’s on the last page. I purposely flip to the first, scanning names as quickly as I can.
For Eightball to be here… If Nico knew-or even if he didn’t know-there’s no way this was pulled off without help.
The first page in the overstuffed book dates back to June, over six months ago. There’re only two or three visitors per day, which, as I continue to flip through the pages, makes it easy to see who’s been in this building five months ago… four months ago… three months ago…
Oh. Shit.
No… it can’t be.
But it is.
My ribs contract, gripping my lungs like thin skeleton fingers. But before I can react, my phone vibrates in my pocket.
Caller ID tells me it’s Dallas.
“You ready to pass out?” I ask as I pick up.
“Don’t talk. Just listen,” he insists. “We’ve got an emergency.”
“Trust me, the emergency’s here.”
“No, Beecher. The emergency’s here. Are you listening? I had some folks-some of our folks here-I had them run Clementine’s info to see if they could find something new. But when they looked up her address-”
“The address isn’t in her name. I know. It’s her grandmother’s place. Her grandmother owns the house.”
“You said that last night. But that’s the problem, Beecher. When they ran her name-according to everything we found…” He takes a breath, making sure I’m listening. “Clementine’s grandmother died eight years ago.”
Inside my ribcage, the skeleton fingers tighten their grip. I’m still flipping through the sign-in book. But I can’t say I’m surprised.
“I know,” I tell him.
“What’re you talking about?”
I look down at the sign-in book and reread the one name that is in here over and over and over again. Three months ago, two months ago, even last month-the signature is unmistakable. An effortless swirl from the one person who I now realize has been coming to see Nico not just since yesterday, but for over three months now.
Clementine.
89
Twenty-six years ago
Journey, Ohio
It was Thursday, and the barbershop was open late.
The young barber wasn’t thrilled-in fact, if it were any other client, he would’ve already locked up and left. Especially tonight. Tonight was card night, and with Vincent hosting, that meant they’d be playing bid whist and eating those good pierogies Vincent always ordered from around the corner. They were probably already eating them now, Laurent thought as he glanced down at his digital watch and then out the plate glass window where the rain had just started to springboard from the black sky.
Ten more minutes. I’m not waiting a minute more than that, he promised himself, even though he made the same promise ten minutes ago.
And ten minutes before that.
Again, if it were anyone else, Laurent would’ve already left. But he wasn’t waiting on just any client. This was one of Laurent’s first clients-back from when Laurent was still in high school and his dad first gave him the scissors and a chair of his own.
In a town like Journey, where the same man has been cutting the same hair for nearly four decades, it takes more than just bravery to try out the untested new barber.