‘ How can a man as sensitive as you sometimes be so cruel? ’
Several times Edith had asked him that, unable to understand his peculiar morality of survival. As Sir Archibald’s secretary in the early days, before their marriage, she’d heard it talked about in the department. Admired even, as essential for the job. But she hadn’t admired it. She’d been frightened of it. He didn’t think she had ever been completely sure that it hadn’t affected their marriage, suspecting Charlie of a calculated willingness to use her as he seemed willing to use everyone else.
Not even at the very end had she truly believed that it was inherent in him, something of which he was more ashamed than proud.
‘You would not care to stop to see the monument?’ said Chiu. ‘Or perhaps the Museum of the Revolution?’
‘No, thank you,’ said Charlie. ‘I’d rather get straight to the airport.’
Again the formalities were waived and they were the first on the Canton-bound aircraft. Neither spoke while the other passengers boarded, but as they trundled towards take-off, Chiu said, ‘You had a good meeting with your embassy?’
Charlie looked at the man beside him. That was the problem, he accepted. He’d never know. Not until it was perhaps too late.
‘Very,’ he said. ‘The ambassador is making a report to London about your helpfulness.’
‘It will probably mean a fresh application for the man to be returned to Hong Kong.’
‘Probably,’ agreed Charlie.
He closed his eyes, hoping the other man would stop forcing the conversation. He was very tired, realised Charlie. But not from the restless, almost unsleeping night. It was an aching mental and physical fatigue, his mind and body stretched against relaxation not just by the need to anticipate the obvious dangers, but to interpret the nuances and half-suspicions. He’d swung the pendulum too far, he thought. The rotting inactivity about which he had whined to Willoughby seemed so very attractive now. But wouldn’t, he supposed, if he were pushed back into it. Which didn’t, at the moment, seem very likely.
He managed to feign sleep until the arrival of the meal.
‘We will be in Canton soon,’ promised Chiu.
And after that, Hong Kong. To what? wondered Charlie.
‘I can’t thank you enough for the help you’ve given me,’ he said sincerely.
‘Let us hope it has not been wasted,’ said Chiu, the criticism obvious.
‘Yes,’ agreed Charlie, unannoyed. ‘Let’s hope.’
Because there was special clearance in Canton, they were aboard the express within an hour of touchdown. The same peasants seemed bent beneath the same hats in the same fields, thought Charlie.
‘I will keep Mr Kuo and your Hong Kong legation informed of what happens,’ promised Charlie.
‘What do you intend doing?’
‘I’ll lay the information before the Hong Kong police, obviously,’ said Charlie. ‘It will be more than sufficient for them to begin enquiries. Then tell our lawyers in London that we have proof upon which they can immediately enter a defence to Lu’s claim.’
And then flee, he thought.
Chiu nodded. ‘With no guarantee that there will be either a criminal or a civil hearing at which Lu can be denounced.’
‘It’s almost a certainty, in one court or another,’ said Charlie carelessly.
‘ Almost a certainty,’ echoed Chiu, throwing the qualification back.
At the border, Chiu escorted him to the bridge.
‘Again, my thanks,’ said Charlie, facing the man near the jostling booth. There seemed to be more people than when he had entered China.
‘It was in both our interests,’ said Chiu.
Charlie turned, offering his passport, but was again waved through without inspection. He walked across the bridge, glad of the distant sight of a train already in Sheung Shui station. He felt a flush of relief. Then, immediately, annoyance because of it. He had become so nervous that he saw omens of good fortune in something as ridiculous as a waiting train, like a housewife planning her day around a newspaper horoscope. He hadn’t realised the strain had become that bad.
He was about a hundred yards into the New Territories when instinct made him react, seconds before the attack became obvious. He swivelled, automatically pulling the overnight bag and briefcase in front of his body as some sort of protection. There were three of them, he saw, marked out against the rest of the Chinese by their Westernised silk suits. The sort that Lucky Lu favoured, thought Charlie fleetingly.
They were spaced expertly, so that it would be impossible to confront one without exposing himself to the other two. And approaching unhurriedly, very sure of themselves. The man to the right was even smirking.
Charlie turned to run, but collided at once with an apparently surprised man carrying a jumble of possessions in a knotted rug. It burst open as it hit the ground, cascading pots and pans and clothing and the man started screeching in bewildered outrage. Charlie tried to dodge around him, brushing off the man’s grasping protests, but hit another group who drew together, blocking his escape and gesturing towards the shouting peasant.
He’d never get through, he realised, turning back. The three were still walking calmly and unhurriedly towards him, blocking any dash back to the border. The smiling man had pulled a knife. Narrow-bladed, so there would hardly be any puncture wound. Little risk of identifying blood splashes, after the attack. Very professional, judged Charlie.
The peasant was babbling to his left and Charlie swept out, thrusting him aside. The advancing men stopped, warily.
They believed he was seeking space in which to fight, Charlie knew. It wouldn’t be a mistake they’d make for longer than a few seconds.
All his life Charlie had existed in an ambience of violence. But always avoided actual involvement, relying upon mental agility rather than physical ability. A survivor unable to fight his own battles. It was not cowardice, although he was as apprehensive as anyone of physical pain. It was an acceptance of reality. He just wasn’t any good at it. Not close up, hand-to-hand brutality. Never had been. No matter how persuasive the lecture or good the instruction, he had never been able to bring himself to complete the motion in training that would, in a proper fight, have maimed or killed. The practice, grown men grunting around a padded floor in canvas suits, had even seemed silly. He’d actually annoyed the instructors by giggling openly.
‘One day,’ Sir Archibald had warned in rare criticism, ‘there might be the need.’
But he’d still been careless, because the department had had a special section for such activity, men who regarded death or the infliction of pain as a soldier does, uninvolved and detached, a function of their job. He’d only achieved the attitude rarely. To survive, in East Berlin. And to avenge Edith’s murder. And even then it had been remote. He had wanted Edith’s killer to die. But not to see the fear of realisation upon his face… the sort of fear that the three men could see in him now.
Now there was the need.
They’d started forward again. More confidently. The one with the knife said something and the other two began to grin as well.
They definitely knew, realised Charlie.
‘Help!’
He screamed the plea, desperately, instantly aware that other people around had joined in the shouts of the man with whom he had collided, smothering the sound of his voice.
‘Help! For God’s sake, help!’
The crowd pulled away from him and for the briefest moment Charlie thought it was because of his yell. Then he saw it was an almost rehearsed enclave, with the three men facing him just six feet away. And that there were more assailants than he had at first identified.