It was clear that she had said all she was going to say. That reference to the spirit and the flesh was intended to be the punchline, he guessed. The smile she had produced was clearly no more than an expression of lunacy in general.
He thought for a moment, then gave up and began to reel off the questions in his notebook – all eighteen of them – but none of them received an answer.
Not a single answer, and not even a puckered brow.
Presumably she was feeling sorry for herself. Regretting having opened her mouth at all.
All the time he maintained the same irreproachable care and correctness, even though he was thoroughly fed up by the end. As a counter to her silence, every time she ignored one of his questions he drew a clear and very audible line in his notebook, and there was something in these short, sharp sounds – repeated over and over again and as inexorable as a razor blade – that he found very attractive.
Like the cuts made by a surgeon, he thought.
Ten minutes later he left Wolgershuus. The whole visit, including his private thoughts under the chestnut tree, had taken less than an hour, and it was hard to predict how much the fragments of information he had squeezed out of Ulriche Fischer were actually worth.
But of course there were others better qualified than himself to judge that.
Thought Inspector Jung with his usual becoming modesty, and began to walk back through the forest. There was a smell of warm resin among the pine trees, and before he had even caught a glimpse of the town of Sorbinowo, he could feel his shirt clinging to his back and his fluid balance declining.
If Reinhart hasn’t come back yet, I’ll go for a swim in the lake, he decided.
And I’ll have a beer.
32
After the conversation with Uri Zander, Chief Inspector Van Veeteren drove back to town and had lunch at the Stamberger Hof. It was nearly half past one when he started eating, and as he decided he needed at least three courses – pate, sole and figs in cognac – it was turned three by the time he’d finished.
After some hesitation (but the casting vote was dictated by considerations of the digestive process), he returned to his car and left Stamberg again. Drove in an easterly direction for fifteen minutes and then found, without a lot of effort, an attractive and shady slope covered in beech trees down to the River Czarna. With the aid of a blanket and a pillow he made a rudimentary bed, took off his shoes and lay down for a postprandial nap.
Once again he dreamed of a peaceful little antiquarian bookshop, a chestnut-haired woman and a sparkling blue sea, and when he woke up forty minutes later he recalled that he actually had a ticket for a flight due to leave Maardam in less than two days’ time. He sat up.
It was all very promising, both the dream and the future prospects. Especially in view of the fact that right now he was sitting by an unfamiliar sluggish river, watching a herd of similarly unfamiliar and sluggish cows gaping at him from the high grass on the other side.
What the hell am I doing? he asked himself, well aware that this was a very old and frequently asked question. Still unanswered.
Over a hundred kilometres away were an investigation team and a hundred reporters waiting for the outline of a double murderer to become clearer.
Or perhaps they were waiting for him – the notorious Chief Inspector Van Veeteren with only one unsolved case to his name – to winkle him out.
Or her?
He moved a couple of metres to one side, leaned against a beech trunk and suddenly remembered one of Mahler’s favourite quotations: To live your life is not as simple as to cross afield.
Probably Russian, he thought. It had that sort of ring about it.
Then he lit a cigarette and tried to sort out his thoughts.
Two girls.
Aged twelve and thirteen. Raped and murdered.
About a week between them. First Katarina Schwartz. Then Clarissa Heerenmacht. But found in reverse order.
Both residents of Stamberg. Both members of the obscure sect the Pure Life and attending the sect’s summer camp at Sorbinowo.
Pretty, slightly wild Sorbinowo.
And then the priest.
Shortly before the discovery of the younger girl’s dead body the alleged man of God, the church’s spiritual leader, Oscar Yellinek, goes up in smoke. The rest of those involved, the sect that is, seal their lips. The younger generation – about a dozen girls around the age of puberty – slowly start to thaw out, but what they have to say is not of much relevance to the murder mysteries.
Or is it? Van Veeteren wondered, watching one of the cows that had just turned its back on him and demonstrated how remarkably efficiently its digestive processes were functioning.
And she probably hasn’t even had figs in cognac for lunch, the chief inspector assumed before returning to his train of thought.
Had they missed something crucial in the tearful outpourings of the girls? Was there something more – something more deeply hidden – in all these testimonies about purity and self-deprivation and nudity? Apart from their dubious nature per se, that is?
He didn’t know. The images of the girls’ stylized behaviour as they bathed at the water’s edge that first day came back to his mind’s eye, and he wondered if there were images like that in the murderer’s baggage as well.
In the actual motive. In so far as it was meaningful to talk about a motive in a case like this. Perhaps, perhaps not; in any case, it was hardly something that could be developed usefully.
What about the women? The priestesses who kept an eye on everything, and presumably had a lot of information they could share but had chosen to remain silent. Was it possible that one of them was the killer? It was a possibility he had been keeping in reserve from the very beginning. Oh yes. A blank card hidden up his sleeve. A woman murderess?
Could one assume that it was one of them who had contacted the police and tipped them off?
Perhaps.
But in any case, surely to God it was obvious that they shared in the guilt?
Most probably, he decided.
The only question was: what? Guilty of what?
‘Oh hell!’ muttered Chief Inspector Van Veeteren. ‘I’m getting nowhere!’
For one bitter self-critical moment he realized that the cows on the other side of the river were probably not only a symbol of inaccessible wisdom – demiurges and all that sort of thing – but also a symbol of his own unrelieved inertia.
He lit a cigarette and changed track.
What about Figuera? he wondered.
Ewa Figuera? Hmm, he would have to track her down and find out why she was with the other three women in Przebuda’s photograph. What had she been doing in Waldingen the previous summer?
In view of the fact that he had solved the problem caused by the misspelling of her name – and the fact that he had obeyed his celebrated intuition and come to Stamberg – his efforts so far certainly hadn’t come to much.
Or was there a grain of gold dust hidden away inside the last couple of days’ conversations as well? Had these confused members of the congregation contributed something after all that he wasn’t in a position to notice?
Oh hell, Van Veeteren thought again. What a brilliant analyst I am! First I say A, then I say A can’t be right. All the time.
He sighed. For the moment he was unable to think about anything other than this dialectic, and the dark river that separated him from the cows.
Ergo? he thought gloomily. Could there be a clearer indication of the fact that it was time to hand in his police ID? Hardly.
He stood up and decided to go for a half-hour drive accompanied by Faure rather than this fruitless vegetating.
Then he would have to search through the telephone directory.
Okay. All in good time.