‘But it will be jail for Mirjan Fingher, I suppose?’
‘Without a doubt. What she did was both rational and logical.’
‘And defensible as well, perhaps,’ said Przebuda. ‘Obviously, you can’t just wander around killing any priest you come across… But from a mother’s point of view…’
‘You may be right,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘One might also ask who was worst affected by this nasty business. The poor girls and their families, of course, but I don’t think we should forget Mathias Fingher in this connection. Maybe you could call in on him if you happen to be in his neighbourhood.’
‘Yes indeed,’ said Andrej Przebuda, raising his glass. ‘Poor devil! Anyway, let’s finish this off.’
It was turned half past one when he crossed Kleinmarckt for the last time, on his way back to Grimm’s. The bar next door to the town hall was still open, but there was not much sign of night life there. The reporters had evidently been summoned back home as soon as the case was solved; as soon as the final whistle blew. As usual. The priority now was to construct a psychological portrait of the murderer instead – childhood, injustices suffered at school, let-downs, and all the rest of it.
The dead are dead, Van Veeteren thought. But the killers are still alive and are newsworthy. Every dog has its day.
Reinhart, Jung and the rest of them had also left Sorbinowo that afternoon: he was the only one to stay on for an extra day.
As if that was what decency required of him, he thought. As if all those involved needed to have a line drawn underneath what had happened. Guilty or innocent. Victim or perpetrator.
All these social castaways, he thought.
And all this evil. All this accursed, uncontrollable murkiness that had flooded the stage on which he’d been performing for the last thirty-five years now. Always lurking in the background and ready to strike the moment you turned your back or dropped your guard. This brooding enemy that cast a shadow over all happiness, and made all rest seem indecent.
Was it more than just an illness, this murkiness? It didn’t matter, you only needed to look at the result, at the people affected – maybe this was the context in which the problem ought to be described. His own problem, and that weighing down on everybody else.
As the difference between the motives of actions, and their consequences. Was this the vital factor that created evil?
Not really. He could see that this was merely one angle of incidence. One of several hundred more possibilities. As he walked down the steps towards the lake, he began to wonder if the Pure Life would ever resurrect itself. But he soon realized that this was not the heart of the matter either.
Would all those people, all those misled members, be able to resurrect themselves – that was the question. Resurrect themselves as – as people.
Then another concept occurred to him.
God’s finger.
God’s Fingher?
No, time to put a stop to all this. Time to stop theorizing simply in order not to have to think about the bodies of those dead girls. I shall never be able to forget them.
And as he entered Grimm’s Hotel, it occurred to him that this was the very evening, the very night, when he ought to have been going to bed at Christos. A hundred metres from the Venetian harbour at Rethymnon.
By hook or by crook.
Too bad, he thought. I’ll call her when she gets back home instead. Time and space are concepts for cretins.
Yes indeed, for cretins.
SEVEN
10 AUGUST
41
When he woke up. the dream was lingering on inside his head.
The image with the pale girls in the background, at the very edge of the water. Slim figures in groups of three or four – and a strange, shimmering light over the lake and over the outline of the forest to the east. Morning. Yes, definitely morning.
The two dead bodies in the foreground.
Naked and strangely twisted. Covered in wounds and swellings, and big black holes instead of eyes – but even so they seem to be staring at him, accusingly.
Girls’ bodies. Dead and violated girls’ bodies.
Then the fire. Tongues of flame spurting out of the water, and soon the whole image is consumed by flames. A sea of fire. He can feel the heat in his face. Then he turns his back on it all and hurries away.
The same short dream. No more than one sequence, or a tableau. The third night now.
And when the image of Wim Fingher crops up, he is already awake. Inexorably awake. The murderer. Throughout the whole of the investigation he has been a mere stone’s throw away from the crime scene, and on two occasions Van Veeteren has been face to face with him without reacting.
Unforgivable.
The ultimate signal.
He got out of bed. Opened the balcony door: pale sky, a warm, barely noticeable breeze.
A few half-hearted back exercises in front of the mirror.
Then breakfast and the Allgemejne. That took an hour; the mate-in-three chess problem another half – it all depended on the knight, the most difficult of all the pieces to master.
He showered, dressed and went out. Another of those friction-free days, he noted. Blank and unspecified, and a temperature that ensured the air had no effect on the skin. Not many people about on the streets. Holiday time – more crowded in the centre, no doubt, around Keymer Plejn and Grote Square where the tourists generally gathered. But that wasn’t where he was going.
Instead he headed down towards Zwille. Crossed over Langgraacht and turned into Kellnerstraat from the opposite direction this time. It was only eleven o’clock, and he indulged in a glass of beer at Yorrick’s first.
Sat outside under one of the lime trees, and took his time. Observed what was happening around him. The few passers-by. The Art Nouveau facades. The green crowns of the trees and the pale sky. Listened out for any whispers and doubts inside himself, but there weren’t any.
So, let it come to pass, he thought. Emptied his glass and crossed over the road.
Pressed down the handle and walked in. A bell over the door announced his arrival. An elderly man – almost white-haired and with a full beard in the same shade – had been studying a map with the aid of a magnifying glass. He looked up. Gave him a nod and seemed to be slightly drowsy.
‘Good morning,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘I’m here in connection with that sign in the window.’
‘Welcome,’ said the man.