“The dance ring,” Thera said wearily. “She’s in the dance ring. We put a cold spell around it when we went for a walk the other day so that no one would want to go into it.”
Jared ran.
He saw his uncle Yarek and Thayne and a few other villagers come out of the buildings and look around, dazed.
He heard Blaed shouting Thera’s name.
He heard someone running behind him and knew it was Talon.
Please, he thought as he ran. Sweet Darkness, please don’t let her walk out of the dance ring and see this.
He leaped over a body and ran up the slope. He hit a wall of air cold enough to make his breath hitch, but it vanished as soon as he went through it.
Reaching the crest, he skidded to a stop.
Talon joined him, breathing hard.
Lia sat near the center of the ring, her legs spread wide, her hands clutching her chest.
“Lia,” Jared breathed.
He rushed down to the dance ring and dropped to his knees between her legs. “Lia?” Cautiously, he reached out to touch her but didn’t quite dare. “Lia?”
Her blank eyes stared at him.
Talon went down on one knee beside her.
Lia blinked. Blinked again.
Hesitantly, Jared rested his hand on her thigh. “Lia?”
“It knocked me down,” she said, pouting.
She sounded like a little girl whose best friend had snatched her favorite toy.
“It knocked me down,” she said again. She lowered her hands.
Jared looked at the Gray Jewel smeared with blood. His blood. That’s how she had keyed her Gray power to recognize the psychic web and not destroy everyone connected to it.
And the Blood shall sing to the Blood—and through the blood. Thank the Darkness.
“It’s mine,” she pouted. “It shouldn’t knock me down.”
“It was the backlash, sweetheart,” Talon said gently.
“Oh.”
*Did it damage her?* Jared asked on a spear thread.
Talon hesitated, then shook his head. *I think she’s just dazed. Even with a Gray shield around her, she must have taken a vicious hit.*
Humming softly, Lia caressed the Jewel.
Jared could almost feel her fingers sliding over his skin.
When she looked up again, her eyes were no longer blank.
“Your men?” she asked Talon.
He turned his head toward the village, his attention focused inward. After a moment, he said, “A couple of them were injured, but not seriously.”
“Your people?” she asked Jared.
“They’re fine.”
She hesitated. “Thera? Did all the Gray shields I made hold around Thera?”
“They held just fine. She was brilliant. She scared the shit out of us. After that little performance, I think Blaed deserves a month of fussing without any objections.” He glanced at Talon. “Don’t you?”
“At least,” Talon said dryly.
Lia hesitated again. Longer this time. “I killed them, didn’t I?”
Jared didn’t answer.
“They’re dead,” Talon finally replied.
Lia burst into tears.
Shifting position, Jared pulled her into his lap and rocked her.
The sobs ripping through her unnerved him.
“Let her cry it out,” Talon said, resting a hand on Lia’s head. *I'll go back to the village and bring a couple of horses.* He grimaced. *If any of them survived. I know how to make a brew that will sedate her for several hours. I’ll bring that, too.*
Rising slowly, Talon left the dance ring. When he reached the top of the slope, he turned back. *You did well, Warlord.*
Resting his cheek on Lia’s head, Jared rocked her until her tears finally stopped. “So did you, Lady,” he whispered. “So did you.”
Chapter Forty
Dena Nehele. From the rogue camp that protected the middle pass through the Tamanara Mountains, Jared looked at the rolling hills, the sweeping forests, the rivers and lakes. He saw the cultivated fields, the pastures dotted with animals, the villages and towns.
This high up in the mountains, the autumn air already held the taste of winter. The change came more slowly to the land below him.
To the south, the trees were still holding on to the green of late summer. But as his gaze swung to the north, the green gave way to golds, oranges, and reds.
A beautiful land. A healthy land. A thriving people.
Jared looked back at the Coaches. Lia was still inside, still sleeping off exhaustion and the brew Talon had made for her.
It was better this way. During the hours it had taken to reach this camp, he’d made his choice and believed it was the right one—for both of them. But he felt grateful he wouldn’t have to be the one to tell her. And he hoped with all that was in him that he wouldn’t look back on this day and regret the decision.
After they finished the simple meal the camp had provided, the others would make the last leg of the journey. By sunset, they’d be in Grayhaven, the town that took its name from Lia’s family estate.
His uncle Yarek and the rest of the villagers would be all right. Shalador’s seeds would thrive in Dena Nehele’s soil.
What would the former slaves do? Most likely, Eryk and Corry would return home. Little Cathryn would remain, probably with Lia’s family. So would Garth—at least until a Black Widow helped untangle the rest of his mind. Randolf and Thayne might choose to return to their own people.
Blaed would not.
Like Thera, the young Warlord Prince had made his choice. He might send a message to his family, but he had chosen the land he would now call home—and he had chosen the Queen he would serve.
Jared blinked against the stinging in his eyes. Just the wind, he lied to himself.
But, sweet Darkness, he was going to miss those two.
They broke away from a group of villagers and joined him, almost on cue.
It was tempting—and worthy of an “older brother”—to tease Thera about leaning on a man, but it didn’t seem fair to rile her and spoil Blaed’s contentment.
“I’d like to ask a favor,” Jared said.
“Of course,” Blaed answered instantly.
Thera said nothing. Her eyes held a hint of anger.
“My youngest brother, Davin, now lives in one of the southern villages. I’d appreciate it if you’d locate him and give him the two honey pear trees our mother planted for him.”
Blaed nodded cautiously.
“The ones meant for Janos . . .” Grief for the boy he remembered jabbed at him. “I’d like you to have them. As a wedding gift.”
“We haven’t even handfasted yet,” Thera grumbled.
Jared smiled. “But you will.” His smile faded. “The ones she planted for me . . . I want Lia to have them.”
Tensing, Blaed’s eyes flicked to the Coaches and back to Jared.
Thera just watched him. “You’re leaving.”
It was hard enough to tell Thera. He wasn’t sure he would have survived telling Lia.
“I’m going with Talon,” he said, his voice suddenly husky.
“Then what you said meant nothing?”
This time, when tears stung his eyes, he didn’t lie to himself. “It means everything.”
After a moment, Thera nodded. She stepped away from Blaed, put her hands on Jared’s shoulders, and kissed his cheek. “What should I tell Lia?” she asked quietly.
Hugging her, Jared pressed his cheek against hers and replied just as quietly, “Tell her I’ll be back in the spring.”
Chapter Forty-one
Jared stepped off the landing place. The abandoned traveler’s inn looked rougher than it had six months ago when he had brought Lia there to be healed. Yet the call that had been more subtle than a thought had come from there, as it had before.