Worse in the eyes of most Lacedaemonians was Athenian presumption. Gold and silver jewelry appeared openly in Laconia for the first time in living memory. The corrupting influence of these baubles was the subject of much discussion around the mess tables; the effect on Spartan women was feared the most. The conceit of the Athenians went hand in hand with their vanity: when one of them saw a desirable helot, he invariably proffered either some high-handed objection to Greeks enslaving other Greeks, or else made an offer to purchase. Since helots were public resources, not private slaves, it was illegal to buy or sell them. Yet few of the visitors seemed to respect this or any other Spartan law.
In the end, the Athenian troops were as useless as they were offensive. Cimon, their leader, took one look at the ridge of Ithome, more than four stades tall, and declared that the task required not siegecraft but wings. This was the final straw: the Gerousia, with the support of the kings Pleistarchus and Archidamus, delivered an official disinvitation. The Athenians were deeply insulted to be sent home. Some of them (but not Cimon) went around claiming it was democracy, not Athenian arms, that Sparta feared most. With their departure the treaty between Sparta and Athens was finished. Insofar as Athens was a rising threat to Spartan interests, the end of the alliance was not unwelcome in some quarters.
Soon after these events, Molobrus turned thirty. According to tradition, this was the age when a married man was supposed to leave the barracks to go live with his family. Damatria first thought she would welcome this, but very soon realized how wrong she had been. Her husband came home with very odd ideas about running things in his own household. The first days of his homecoming were awkward, with Molobrus moping about, missing his comrades. Soon he turned to making ignorant comments about the condition of the gardens, the olive grove, the hearth, the helots’ work, and whatever else displeased him. The celebrated reticence of the Laconian male, she learned, was nothing more than a myth-or more precisely, a tale for ignorant outsiders. Spartiates chattered like sparrows when they didn’t get their way.
Damatria soon tired of defending a way of life she had managed alone since the day of their marriage. Nor did Molobrus’ actual presence do much for their physical intimacy. Spartan sex, predicated as it was on mystery and rarity, did nothing to prepare her for this stranger at her door.
Equally disturbing to her was the way he treated his sons. At first, he knew no other way of dealing with them than as barracks mates. In one instance, Damatria was upset to find an unsheathed sword in the hands of little Epitadas. She snatched it up, causing the boy to scream in protest.
“Are you a fool, giving a sword to a six-year-old boy?” she cried.
Molobrus shrugged. “He wanted to see it. Should a Spartan be kept from blades?”
“And how will he ever carry a weapon in the line if he loses a hand or some fingers?”
“I’m going to the barracks,” he said, slamming the door. There was a cold winter rain falling, but he left in too much of a hurry to take his cloak.
In time, Molobrus acquired enough common sense for her to trust him with the boys. What soon became apparent to her, though, was that he was determined to treat Antalcidas and Epitadas with equal affection. She would stand in the shadows, watching him play war games with them. His ignorance sickened her. True, she had never told him that Antalcidas was not his son. Yet some part of her could not help but wonder why he failed to perceive in him the bastard vigor, the doglike desire to please, the slave’s devious cleverness. “Can’t you see the truth?” she wanted to scream, making the wife’s eternal complaint at her husband’s failure to divine what she could not bear to say.
Fortunately, within the year Antalcidas was of age to begin the Rearing. The boy-herd, Endius, son of Melancidas, came for him one morning when Molobrus was away on the hunt. Damatria had not made the mistake of heaping warm clothes on her son’s back, or packing him a last meal for the road, because she understood such things would be tossed in a ditch by his teachers. She had, in fact, not prepared him at all for his final departure from his parents’ home.
The boy seemed to guess the nature of the stranger’s business as he entered the yard. He ran to Damatria, wrapping his arms around her legs, and she looked down at him, frowning.
“Mother, who are they? Are they here for me?”
“What do you want from me, boy?” she cried, deeply embarassed in front of Endius. She yanked her skirt from Antalcidas’ grip and lifted it to midthigh. “Do you want to crawl back up under here? Now off with you!”
The boy-herd pried him loose, and with the kind of curt nod given by someone collecting alms or taxes, carried Antalcidas away. But the boy bit down hard on his forearm. He ran back to his mother, this time locking his arms around her ankles. Damatria, not entirely willing to kick him, finally asked Endius to wait outside.
“This is very disappointing,” she said as she got him to his feet at last. “Can’t you see that everyone is watching you?”
“But… I… leaving… go… don’t… wanna…” the boy uttered between sobs.
She gripped his arms tightly enough to make him yelp.
“Listen to me, you little shit. You will not unman this house. Don’t you think your father did his duty? And his father before him?”
More tears. She brought his face close to hers, with almost their noses touching, and said, “Antalcidas, look here. I need you to be brave. You need to take care of Epitadas for me one day, when I can’t be there. Do you understand?”
Lower lip aquiver, he nodded.
“To do this for me, you need to become strong. These men want to help you. Will you go with them?”
Uncertain, he showed a brave face as Endius returned and took him by the hand. The boy-herd had a poultice of mud and spit on his arm where Antalcidas had bitten him.
“No need for an apology!” declared Endius, though Damatria had not offered one. “We see all kinds of reactions… better tears now than in front of the other boys!”
He was gone. Damatria stood dreading the sound of him bolting back to the house, but she heard nothing more. Straightening the linen over her legs, she winced at the stains of Antalcidas’ tears on the fabric. A torment to the very end! Yet with that, Damatria hoped the ordeal that had begun more than seven years before, beside the rubble of her father’s house, was finally over. She looked to Epitadas, who had been watching through a doorway.
“By the gods, I don’t expect such a fuss from you!” she told him.
6.
Endius took him to a place in the fields where a wide circle of grain had been trampled flat. Fifteen other boys his age romped inside the circle. There were no introductions and little talking-just the vegetal crack of fifteen bodies jumping, wrestling, and flopping on the stalks. Endius stripped off Antalcidas’ cloak, leaving him with only a thin tunic. The boys halted to examine the new arrival. When Antalcidas looked up at him with a questioning look, the boy-herd winked and walked away through the rows of barley.
Antalcidas wondered if he was supposed to follow, until he was shoved from behind. Turning, he was confronted by an older boy, about twelve years old, who bore a striking mole on his right cheek.
“Are you really just seven years old?” asked Birthmark.
“Yes.”
“He’s too tall,” he said to the other boys. “Betcha his mother kept him at home an extra year, maybe even two!”
“Did not.”
“Don’t argue, Grub!” a redheaded boy ordered, holding his little fist under Antalcidas’ nose.
“Grub?”
“It’s a kind of useless worm… Grub!”