"I shouldn't." She was hesitating, figuring out which way to go. I could sense it more than hear it. "Maybe you're too much for me to handle, Zelmont."
"Oh I think you handle it just right, honey girl."
We had some chow at the Pacific Dining Car on 6th, then bopped to the club. We got in with no effort and made our way around, checking out the action. Ozomatli was the kind of band, what with their blend of salsa, rap, and ska, that pulled in all kinds of people. I was wondering if Danny was really hip enough to have anybody but one of his gangsta-rappin' homies play the set. My silent question was answered when I saw Nap as we went up the stairs.
"Hey, man, I want you to meet Isabel. Isabel, this is one of the original bad boys, Nap Graham, All-Pro and all right."
Nap, looking fly in a purple suit and black and yellow checked shirt, clicked his heels together like Basil Rathbone in an old school flick. "Good to meet you." He shook her hand and bent over.
"Same," she said.
"So the band was your idea?"
"Yes, I've been trying to get these cats to play here for more than a year."
The band came onstage and everybody gave it up for them. We were next to the rail and had a pretty good view of the band. They started playing one of their popular numbers.
"This is cool, thanks for inviting me." Isabel kissed me quickly and turned back to watch the band.
I went over to speak to Nap. I kept my voice down. "Negro, I thought you was supposed to be layin' low till we did the do."
"Pablo can be so trying after a while, he's so high maintenance. Plus Wilma convinced me it was probably better I started showing my face again. Stadanko and Chekka are out of town anyway, and it would look more natural that I'd come back around like nothing was up."
When did Wilma talk to him, after the trip to Ridgecrest? Did she tell him she peeled some fool's cap? What I said was, "Say, man, you and me got each other's back, right?"
Nap put his large hands on each of my shoulders. "We down for each other. That's how it's always been."
At that frozen moment in time I believed his words. "Yeah, you got that right."
We stayed for the first set, then left to find a quiet place. It wasn't my idea I like noise and crowdsbut no sense getting into a fracas with her. I was hoping to get a little 'fore the night was over. She guided me to a tequila bar over on North Broadway in Glassell Park.
"That cop came back to see me." She belted down her El Torpedear in a shot glass like it wasn't nothin'.
"I knew he would." I sipped at mine.
She sorta glanced down while still looking at me. The bar was dark, smokey, that roc en español they play down in TJ was on the CD. On the walls of the long bar were velvet paintings of Mexican wrestlers and boxers. We sat at a small round table in the rear. A couple of hombres gave me the eye, but they didn't flex so neither did I.
"Zelmont, what did you think about my sister?" She turned to the waitress walking past and ordered another jolt of El Torpedear for both of us.
I never really thought about it, not like she meant. Me and Davida got along good 'cause we didn't expect anything out of the other. Or maybe that's what I kept believing. She had been going on of late about her career. She wasn't getting younger, and that cheerleading shit was getting played. I guess she really wanted to make the music thing happen 'cause it was something she liked and thought could bring in some dough. I damn sure couldn't fault her for that.
''We understood each other, Isabel."
"No talk of long-term commitment?"
"You'd know better than me, baby."
"We didn't talk that much. We weren't that far apart in age, but I guess I was always considered the serious one. She and me both went to St. Mark's High School over in Lincoln Heights." She lifted her shoulders and thanked the waitress, who had brought back the two tequilas.
"Book learning just came natural to me, and I think she could have done as well, had she tried. But she was pretty from the get-go and she knew what she did to boys."
"Them nuns let you go to school with boys?" Two dudes at the bar got into a shoving match but quieted down after a couple of their friends jumped in to break it up.
"We didn't live in plastic bubbles, Zelmont. Every once in awhile St. Marks and Verbum Sapienti, the boys school in Mt. Washington, would have dances together. And of course we went to their football games." She smiled at me and drank.
"So that's why you both have a thing for ballplayers," I said. What I was imagining was her and Davida sitting with their legs crossed in the bleachers. They were wearing their pressed and pleated Catholic schoolgirl skirts, the socks pulled up high on their calves. I had to stop myself otherwise I was gonna let my imagination go too far.
"I guess." She reached for my hand across the table. "You bring a different me out, you know?"
"Sure, baby." I had no fucking idea what she was talking about.
On the way back to her place, Isabel gave me a blow job while I drove. She was drunk and sighing and going on in Spanish while she polished the knob. I got so worked I damn near flipped the Explorer over whipping around a corner to her pad.
That Sunday, the Barons beat the Raiders in the game opener 23 to 18. The TV had a shot of Stadanko up in his sky box clapping and getting all excited like a kid winning a new bike. Next to him I could make out Weems and Wilma.
"You got back from New York early, huh?"
"Yeah, I sewed up the deal with Fox quicker than I figured."
"So what did Weems say to you?"
"Nothing." She took a long hit on the splif, sucking in and expanding her chest as she came out of the water a bit.
"Take it easy, girl, you gonna pop your eyeballs."
She laughed, a cloud of smoke gushing out of her. "I guess I'm a little keyed up."
"That's only natural, you want that feeling, 'cause it'll keep you sharp, in the zone." I took the joint, settling back in the Jacuzzi. It was part of the sauna setup Wilma had built in her backyard.
"So you ain't nervous?"
"Yeah, that's what I'm talkin' about. If you don't get them whales swimmin' in your stomach, then you're either a liar or a psycho."
"But it's what you do with the feeling, huh?"
"Just like one of your big trials, right? Anyway, what did Weems seem like when he saw you?"
She got a strawberry out of the bowl sitting on the edge of the Jacuzzi. "I'd been in there since half-time, chatting with Stadanko, Ysanya, and a couple of Hollywood types he was trying to impress."
"That why he trot you out?"
She looked like she was gonna hit me. "I am the team lawyer," she said proudly.
"Damn, I didn't know you was so sensitive about it. I was just bullshittin'." I handed her the blunt.
"Yeah, well." She took another drag. "Weems shows up somewhere in the third, right after Grier ran for fifteen yards."
"It ain't him we're talking about."
"Now who's sensitive?"
"Whatever."
"Aw." She came over and patted my cheek. I pinched her nipple.
"Dog. So he comes in"
"Trace with him?"
"No, he was alone. He nods at me and is introduced. But what was he going to say? Both of us know the other had no business up at the cabin unless we were up to no good."
"But we still don't know what kind of no good he's up to. And you're sure there's no connection between Weems and Fahrar?"
"No, I already told you," she said in that teacher tone of hers. "You got that cop on the brain."
"Somebody oughta."
"Shit." Wilma got out of the Jacuzzi. She only had on bikini bottoms, and I watched her dry herself off with a towel. She knew I was feasting my eyes and took her time, going slow down her legs and rubbing them dry. Then she threw the towel at my head and I chased her out on the grass of her backyard. I pulled down her bikini and we ran around naked like a couple of goofy kids.