After the great horde of the people had gone, a single man remained. He had feathers and ribbons in his hair, and wore a goatskin shirt decorated with little black stick men. He sat high on a golden limestone bluff looking away over the great river towards the south and the west, looking out over Europe. A soft evening breeze stirred the grass and the yellow rockroses, and the sunset was beautiful on the water. How beautiful the world was in all its mystery. He understood nothing of it, after all. The world was as it was, unimaginably beautiful, and it broke his heart to leave it.
Weep not, Little Bird,
Tribe-lonely, restless,
Unheeded, nestless,
Words on your lips that hold
The People’s history,
More rare than gold.
And I salute you, earth-breaker,
Bridge-builder, fortress-maker,
Danube-tamer, Roman brother!
You called us the storm from the east,
Storm that shall not cease,
But you are the storm from the west,
Storm that shall know no rest.
14
It was some weeks before the news arrived at Ravenna and Constantinople that Attila, King of the Huns, was dead – at the hands of a girl of twenty.
Marcian understood his dream.
Valentinian got drunk.
Aetius hung his head.
Valentinian observed Aetius, and what looked like his sorrow. Only a few days later he summoned him to the palace.
The emperor had more guards around him than usual, and also several of his closest courtiers and advisers, including that old orator Quintilianus, the library-expert on Huns.
The general bowed curtly. There was a prolonged and unsettling silence, but Aetius was not unsettled. He had experienced many things worse than the ritual intimidation of an imperial audience.
Standing there in all his sad majesty, alone and silent and unafraid in that vast and echoing hall, its walls covered in gleaming mosaics showing the emperor as Lord of All, its great porphyry pillars disappearing up into the vaulted darkness overhead, the emperor high upon his dais gazed down in divinely-appointed judgement. Everything was designed to dwarf any mortal man who stood before the resplendent gilded throne. But Aetius was not dwarfed.
The emperor’s eyes were watery and unfocused, and his voice was soft and sinuous. ‘So,’ he said, ‘he is slain by a cruel fair maid. Your… alter ego. ’
Aetius said nothing.
Valentinian’s mouth began to work. ‘Your boyhood friend, the Scourge of God, is no more. You must feel that a light has gone out of your life, that your sense of purpose, of mission, is over. That your whole career is over, in fact.’
Still Aetius said nothing.
Valentinian leaped to his feet and stood shaking. ‘Answer me, damn you! Standing there in dumb insolence like Christ before Pilate! Who do you think you are?’
‘My apologies, Majesty. I was not aware that you had asked a question.’
The emperor gave a strangulated cry and rushed down the steps towards him. He fought for self-control, grew quieter again, and began to pace around Aetius, examining him as he might a strange animal in his menagerie. Aetius remained quite still.
‘You make me anxious, Master-General. You are not like other men.’
Aetius could almost have smiled at this. Coming from you, Your Majesty…
‘And, you see, this leaves us with a problem. Indeed, my dreams point to many problems, and the word of God which comes to me in the night tells me of only one solution.’
‘Majesty, my most ardent wish is to be quit of the court, to relinquish my command, and to go on a pilgrimage. To Jerusalem.’
‘To Jerusalem, you say!’ His mouth began to work again, and his words became garbled. ‘And what will you do and say and plot out there in the mysterious shining east, I wonder? Is not the old empress, there too? Old Eudoxia, a great and cunning enemy of the Empress Pulcheria, eh?’
‘Majesty, I do not believe-’
‘And I do not believe, either!’ cried Valentinian furiously. ‘I do not believe that it is your “most ardent wish” at all to go to Jerusalem, to dirty your knees in prayer all the way up the Via Dolorosa to the Holy Sepulchre, along with all the other low-born pilgrims! You would not so humble yourself, Master-General, great victor of the Catalaunian Fields! No, we must not let you get away, we must monitor you. There is no need for you to visit Jerusalem, to see Calvary with your own eyes. I will show you Calvary right here!’
The emperor began fumbling beneath his robes. Aetius’ grey eyes were very still, looking straight ahead. He did not stir to protect himself.
‘I will show you Calvary, you, you…’ Imperial spittle flew in Aetius’ face. ‘You brazen traitor! Hold his arms out!’
Four guards seized him, two on each arm. He could not resist, and he did not try. He only glanced left and right to see their faces. Lads of eighteen or nineteen, new appointments, obedient slaves. Even though they hardly knew him, they lowered their faces before his searching gaze. He wanted to say something to them at this last moment, knowing that they were not to blame, but suddenly his body was ablaze with agony and his throat was taut and wordless. For Valentinian had produced a long blade and thrust it up beneath his ribs. Aetius gasped and his eyelids fluttered and lowered. Through the haze he saw the emperor’s grinning face, his spittle-flecked chin almost touching his own as he twisted the knife.
The four guards let go of his arms and stepped back, and he staggered. Only then did the other courtiers and counsellors crowd around with their own daggers in hand, and join in killing the man who had saved them from ruin a dozen times. Old Quintilianus alone stood back.
His eyes filmy with death, glazed and misted, his body twisting and falling, his last breath exhaling, what did he see as he fell? Did he see the Triumphal Way, the City on the Seven Hills, the great Basilica of St Peter, the Capitoline? Did he see his beloved legions, scarlet plumes and pennants fluttering in the breeze? Did he see the grim face of his enemy, the Scourge of God? Or did he see a vision of Jerusalem?
As they stood staring down at the savaged body, Quintilianus spoke from behind them.
‘Your Majesty,’ he said quietly. ‘You have cut off your right hand with your left.’
For Aetius there were no songs of praise or lamentation. Reader, it is not I who concoct the ironies of history. I can but tell the truth. Only a handful mourned Aetius’ passing, a handful in all of Italy. Most of his friends had died on the Catalaunian Plains. If the news ever reached the island of Britain, there would have been mourning. In the Court of the Visigoths at Tolosa, there was deep, deep mourning. But in his homeland…
Attila the Destroyer went to his death praised and beloved and glorified by lavish funeral rites, much loved among his fierce people.
Aetius the Saviour, the last and noblest Roman of them all, to whom all of Christendom and the West owes an incalculable debt – his savaged body was wrapped in sacking and quietly dropped in a marsh. This much he has in common with his great enemy: none knows where he is buried.
But surely the believers must be right, and the history of this world is not everything; but there is another story, in which justice will be done. Oh, let it be so. Or else this world is not worth a handful of dung.
The widow of Emperor Theodosius, Eudoxia, was still in Jerusalem when she heard news of the death of Aetius. She immediately went to the Church of the Holy Sepulchre to pray. She prayed for a long time. And for many evenings after, she loved to sit on a moonlit balcony and look out over the Golden City of Zion.