Josephine’s face took on the expression of a hunted animal. She’s scared of me, thought Jane. What am I not getting about this picture?
“It’s been a really hard week,” said Josephine. “I needed to get outside, just to think. I’d heard the park was a pretty place to walk, so I went.” She straightened, her voice now stronger. More assured. “That’s all it was, Detective. A walk. Is there something illegal about that?”
The two women locked eyes for a moment. A moment that confused Jane because she did not understand what was really going on.
“No, there’s nothing illegal about it,” said Frost. “And I think we’ve pressed you hard enough today.”
Jane saw the young woman abruptly look away. And she thought: We haven’t pressed hard enough.
TWELVE
“Who appointed you the Good Cop?” said Jane as she and Frost slid into her Subaru.
“What do you mean?”
“You were so busy making goo-goo eyes at Pulcillo, you forced me to play the Bad Cop.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Can I make you a cup of coffee?”Jane snorted. “Are you a detective or a butler?”
“What’s your problem? The poor girl just got the crap scared out of her. Her keys were stolen, a body’s in her trunk, and we’ve impounded her car. Doesn’t that sound like someone who needs a little sympathy? You were treating her like a suspect.”
“Sympathy? Is that all you were giving her in there? I was waiting for you to ask her out on a date.”
In all the time they’d worked together, Jane had never seen Frost truly angry at her. So to witness the fury that suddenly flared up in his eyes was more than unsettling; it was almost scary. “Fuck you, Rizzoli.”
“Hey.”
“You’ve got some real issues, you know that? What is it about her that ticks you off? The fact that she’s pretty?”
“Something about her doesn’t add up. Something doesn’t feel right.”
“She’s scared. Her life’s just been turned upside down. That’s got to freak a person out.”
“And you want to swoop right in and rescue her.”
“I’m trying to be a decent human being.”
“Tell me you’d be acting this way if she looked like a dog.”
“Her looks have nothing to do with this. Why do you keep suggesting I’ve got other motives?”
Jane sighed. “Look, I’m just trying to keep you out of trouble, okay? I’m Mama Bear, doing her duty and keeping you safe.” She thrust the key into the ignition and turned on the engine. “So when’s Alice coming home? Hasn’t she been visiting her parents long enough?”
He shot her a suspicious look. “Why are you asking about Alice?”
“She’s been gone for weeks. Isn’t it about time she came home?”
That elicited a snort. “Jane Rizzoli, marriage counselor. I kind of resent it, you know.”
“What?”
“That you think I’d ever go off the rails.”
Jane pulled away from the curb and merged into traffic. “I just thought I should say something. I’m all for heading off trouble.”
“Yeah, that strategy worked really well on your dad. Is he talking to you these days, or did you piss him off for good?”
At the mention of her father, her grip on the steering wheel tightened to a stranglehold. After thirty-one years of apparent marital bliss, Frank Rizzoli had suddenly developed a hankering for cheap blondes. Seven months ago, he had walked out on Jane’s mother.
“I only told him what I thought about his bimbo.”
Frost laughed. “Yeah. Then you tried to beat her up.”
“I did not beat her up. We had words.”
“You tried to arrest her.”
“I should have arrested him for acting like a middle-aged moron. It’s so frigging embarrassing.” She stared grimly at the road. “Now my mom’s doing a pretty good job embarrassing me, too.”
“Because she’s dating?” Frost shook his head. “You see? You’re so damn judgmental, you’re gonna piss her off as well.”
“She’s acting like a teenager.”
“Your dad dumped her and now she’s dating, so what? Korsak’s a good guy, so let her have some fun.”
“We weren’t talking about my parents. We were talking about Josephine.”
“ Youwere talking about Josephine.”
“There’s something about her that bothers me. Do you notice how she hardly looks us in the eye? I think she couldn’t wait to get us out of her apartment.”
“She answered all our questions. What more did you expect?”
“She didn’t give us everything. She’s holding something back.”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know.” Jane stared ahead at the road. “But it wouldn’t hurt to find out a little more about Dr. Pulcillo.”
From her window above the street, Josephine watched the two detectives climb into the car and drive away. Only then did she open her purse and pull out her ankh key ring, the one she’d found hanging on the apple tree. She’d said nothing to the police about the return of these keys. If she’d mentioned it, then she would also have had to tell them about the note directing her there, the note addressed to Josephine Sommer. And Sommer was a name they must never know about.
She gathered together the notes and envelopes addressed to Josephine Sommer and ripped them up, wishing that at the same time she could rip away the part of her life she’d been trying all these years to forget. Somehow it had caught up with her, and no matter how hard she tried to outrun it, it would always be part of who she was. She brought the shredded bits of paper into the bathroom and flushed them down the toilet.
She had to leave Boston.
Now was the logical time to get out of town. The police knew she was frightened by what had happened today, so her departure would rouse no suspicions. Perhaps later, they might ask questions, search records, but for now they had no reason to examine her past. They would assume she was who she said she was: Josephine Pulcillo, who lived quietly and modestly, who’d worked her way through college and grad school while waitressing at the Blue Star cocktail lounge. All of that was true. All of that would check out fine. As long as they didn’t dig deeper or earlier, as long as she gave them no reason to, she would never trip any alarms. She could slip away from Boston with no one the wiser.
But I don’t want to leave Boston.
She stared out the window at a neighborhood she’d grown attached to. Rain clouds had given way to splashes of sunshine, and the sidewalks sparkled, fresh and clean. When she’d arrived to take the job, it had been March and she’d been a stranger to these streets. She’d trudged through the icy wind, thinking that she wouldn’t last long here, believing that, like her mother, she was a warm-weather creature, bred for desert heat, not a New England winter. But one April day after the snow had melted, she’d walked through the Boston Common, past budding trees and the golden blush of daffodils, and she’d suddenly realized she belonged here. That in this city where every brick and stone seemed to resonate with the echoes of history, she felt at home. She’d walked the cobblestones of Beacon Hill and could almost hear the clatter of horses’ hooves and carriage wheels. She’d stood on the pier at Long Wharf and imagined the call of the fishmongers, the laughter of seamen. Like her mother, she had always been more interested in the past than in the present, and in this city, history still breathed.
Now I’ll have to leave it. And leave behind this name, as well.
The apartment buzzer startled her. She crossed to the intercom, pausing to calm her voice before she pressed the speaker button. “Yes?”
“Josie, it’s Nicholas. Can I come up?”
She could think of no way to gracefully decline his visit, so she buzzed him in. A moment later he was at her door, his hair sparkling with rain, his gray eyes pinched with worry behind drizzle-fogged glasses.
“Are you all right? We heard what happened.”