She knows how it’s going to go from here.
She suspects Charlie knows too.
The wire slackens off. She pulls in a deep breath. Then there’s a thud, followed by a bigger thud. She’s heard enough people getting hit in the head and falling over this week to know what’s just happened. She begins to cry.
Cyris drags Charlie out in front of her. He tosses the black satchel onto the ground. The material has taken on a plastic look and the zip has been gummed open. It’s been burned. He uses the rope he brought to secure Charlie’s ankles. Then he claps a set of handcuffs onto Charlie’s wrists. He throws the rope over one of the branches. He grabs it and pulls down. He goes about his work methodically and without delay.
Charlie’s feet are dragged into the air. Cyris keeps pulling on the rope. Charlie’s jacket falls over his head and hangs from his arms. The handcuffs stop it from coming off. His T-shirt bunches up around his chest.
Cyris moves to his satchel and a moment later a can of lighter fluid comes into view.
Oh, Jesus.
Jo struggles against the duct tape, against the wire, but it’s no good.
Cyris pops open the can and starts spraying it over Charlie.
CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
Yeah, he likes it out here, yeah, he likes it out here a lot. That’s why he’s come back, to the home of his failure, the home of his nightmare. He’s come to right the wrongs and, this time, this time, there will be no wrongs. He likes it out here, yet he hates it too, because it represents all that’s bad in his life: the wound to his stomach, the money that he lost. His mind isn’t operating the way it ought to be; his thoughts aren’t balanced-or are they? Hate and like balance each other out, don’t they? He isn’t sure, and this ought to really scare him, but the night is warm, the wind has died down, the pasture is silent, and revenge is at hand. Life is good.
Life is bad. Because the headache is back and it’s raging out of control and it’s all Charlie Feldman’s fault. Charlie is really going to pay-big time. He’s going to wish he was dead and he’s going to keep on wishing that. Death lasts a long time, yeah, a real long time, but for Charlie the dying itself will last forever.
His body is fucked up and once he gets home tonight, he’ll call his brother-in-law. He’ll get help. He can’t go on like this any longer. The tin of lighter fluid is half-empty and he wishes he had brought along more. He wishes he had several liters so he could make Charlie cook for hours, but all he had access to was the last tin in the car. Maybe he ought to just burn a limb at a time. Or maybe he ought to burn the bitch first and make him watch. Setting them alight at the same time would be a waste, and anyway, he doesn’t have enough fluid for both. His hands shake at the prospect of having so many things he can do, and he has plenty of time to decide. He’s experiencing something he hasn’t felt in a long time-excitement.
His mind is throbbing and he raises a hand to the side of his head. When all this is over he will go home and take more painkillers. He doesn’t know where he’ll get them, but he’ll find a way. Maybe he should call his brother-in-law. Shit-didn’t he just think that?
His mind is wandering. He looks at Charlie. Charlie is starting to come to. Then he looks down at the lighter fluid in his hand. It would be a waste of money if he didn’t use the entire tin.
So many options. Life is good.
CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
My world is upside down.
I remember seeing those contraptions on TV where you can hang upside down from a bar, clipped on with special shoes. It’s supposed to be relaxing, to do something positive for your body-maybe realign your spine or soul or consolidate your positive energy. It’s pretty obvious the person who invented it wasn’t soaked in lighter fluid at the time.
Cyris has his eyes fixed on me, but he’s not really seeing me. I think he’s gone somewhere, he’s gone to whatever place his mind sometimes takes him. Could be a happy place, but I hate to think what a happy place for a guy like this could be. He has my KA-BAR knife tucked into the waistband of his pants.
The fluid smells like eroding batteries. It comes at me in sharp little streams, splashing onto my face. My nose begins to burn. It leaks into my sinuses as I cough. The back of my mouth feels like it’s been ripped to shreds. My eyes are burning a hole through to the back of my skull.
The pain spreads like ripples in a pool of gasoline. I cry out and clutch my hands to my nose. I start shaking my head, hard enough to become disorientated. I’m desperate to suck in more air, but I can’t. Cyris keeps spraying more fluid at me. I wriggle around on the rope like a worm on a hook, knowing the more I scream, the more fluid he’ll get into my mouth. Then suddenly he stops. He’s either got tired or he’s thought of something else to do. He takes a few steps back and holds a hand against the side of his head. Does he have the same headache I have? My breath tastes of fire and feels ragged, as if I’m swallowing a well-used chisel.
I start to choke. He starts to laugh. I wonder how far away the police are. I phoned them just before I got here. I fought with the decision the whole drive. They’ll come here, won’t they? All I have to do is keep Cyris talking.
“It’ll hurt more once I’ve lit it. You do know that, right?”
“Listen, Cyris-”
“They say the true torture is in the anticipation. I’m interested in your opinion.”
I look over to Jo. I blink away the tears, but more keep coming. A sharp pain continues to race back and forth from behind my nose to my brain.
I grit my teeth, then spit out a sentence. “I know why you killed them.”
He shrugs. “What are you talking about?”
“Frank McClory paid you to kill his wife.” My head is throbbing. Just how long can a person live hanging upside down? Before being set on fire? “Frank knew he’d be the prime suspect so he wanted you to kill Kathy in a unique way. Killing Luciana diverted focus away from Frank because it made the women look like they’d caught the attention of a complete psychopath. He didn’t want them killed at home because he didn’t want to be the first one on the scene. He wanted them found together, but I ruined your plans.”
“The plans,” he says, his burnt face contorting so he can fit the words out in one large clump. “You-ruined-more-than-just-my-plan, you-ruined-my-fucking-life.” Then, relaxed all of a sudden, he’s waving his hands like a conductor, as if his small outburst never happened. “Go on.”
“This sadistic lunatic thing is just a facade to hide what you really are.”
“And what would that be?”
“A cold-blooded killer. A paid hit man.”
He starts clapping. A slow, patronizing round of applause that would make stage actors sick to their stomachs. “Ladies and gentlemen,” he says, “the one and only Charlie Feldman.”
“I just hope my handwriting wasn’t too messy on that hundred-dollar note.”
The clapping stops as if some invisible force has just grabbed his arms and frozen them in the air. His lips become a thin scar. They stay that way for a few more seconds before forming into a grin. It becomes the sort of smile I’d expect to see on a demon.
“You took my money?”
I nod and my body begins to swing around in a small arc.
“You took the money.” He starts to laugh, but I doubt he finds it that funny.
“You killed Frank for nothing,” I point out.
He seems to think about this. “His bad luck, I suppose.”
I suppose it was. Just like it was Kathy and Luciana’s bad luck. Just like it’s Jo’s bad luck, and mine. What can you do against it? Carry a four-leaf clover? A gun?
“Do you know what I had to go through to earn that?” he asks.
“I know.”
“You think it was easy?”
“I think you enjoyed it.”
He shakes his head. “No,” he says. “I don’t enjoy any of this. It’s just a job.”