Clad in my all-weather coat, thermal gear and gloves, I could endure the wind. A black watch cap pulled over my ears. As preparation, I’d filled a thermos with coffee and brandy. Music and laughter floated across the water. I nipped from the flask. My legs were aching with stiffness, and I did some exercises to free them. At four, fatigue came calling and I popped the amphetamines. For twenty minutes, nothing; figured the guy had sold me a dud. Well, I’d have his ass. Next thing, I was near catapulted to my feet with a jolt of energy. Cranked? I was in hyperspace. Into my mind came “Speed kills”, followed by “Who gives a toss?” My heart was accelerating by the second, and I was digging it. You’re in serious bother when massive palpitations are a buzz.
And buzzing it was. Felt I could bend iron bars with my teeth. The inspiration for a novel came roaring down the pike and I speed-wrote it in jig time. Wanted to shout,
“It’s going to be a classic.”
Kept hopping up and down like Johnny Rotten at his zenith. Jumped up on the road, begging the swan killer to show. He didn’t. Eight o’clock, winding down, I headed home. My face felt raw with twitches, the nerve ends were electric. A milkman said, “Good morning,” and I roared, “GOOD MORNING TO YOU.” Tried to rein it in but shouted at a postman and a cleaner. Took me two hours to get to the house as my feet propelled me into hundred metre dashes. Finally home, I ran up and down the stairs in a frenzy. With the thermal gear on! The crash when it came was nasty and brutish. Collapsed on the sofa, totally wiped. Focused on the clock and saw it was noon, muttered,
“Not-High Noon.”
Slept then till ten at night. Coming round, thought,
“You are no way up to speed.”
Tried the restoration stuff: shower, food, coffee, fresh clothes. Barely dented the speed afterburn.
Come midnight, I prepared again. When this was done, I checked the mirror. Not good. The skin on my face was grey, my eyes like high points of lunacy. Trudged again to the Claddagh. Whatever else happened, I wouldn’t be using the speed. Took my place against the wall as heavy rain began. If the attacker showed up, the very best I could do was call him names. He didn’t show. Odd times, I dozed, just enough to run through a nightmare. Round four, I woke to two swans pecking at my feet. I shouted,
“…the fuck away!”
They hissed and seemed set to strike. The sound they make is truly intimidating. I forced myself to stay still, and finally they waddled away. I was fast losing my fondness for them. The early hours of the morning, cold wet and depressed, I muttered,
“Am I too old for Tesco?”
The swans were beginning to scare the bejaysus out of me. In the half light, they appeared so menacing. I drank often from the flask, begging the brandy to ignite. As dawn began to break, I swore.
“No more; I’m through with this.”
At nine, I moved from my vigil and climbed wearily on to the walk. A spasm of dizziness, and I barely made it to the bench. Tried to light a cig but they were sodden. A short time later, I heard,
“Jack Taylor?”
Turned to see the swan guy. I nodded and he said,
“My God, you look awful.”
“It’s my disguise.”
“Have you been here all night?”
“Yea.”
He indicated the houses behind, said,
“Look, I live over there…St Jude’s. I’ll get you breakfast, a hot shower.”
“No, I’m OK.”
“I apologise for the outburst the other day. I see now you’re a conscientious person.”
I stood up, said,
“I’ll have to go.”
He put out his hand, said,
“Thank you for helping.”
I’d gotten about a hundred yards when he shouted,
“I’m going to personally see to it that you get another pound.”
I was tempted to go,
“My cup overfloweth.”
But he was, as the Irish say, “a harmless idiot”, so I simply waved my hand. My bile could be better directed.
Laura came by the next evening. She’d bought Chinese and we’d a mini feast. With a shy expression she said,
“I bought wine.”
“Great.”
“I don’t know anything about it.”
“Me neither.”
Big smile.
“You’re a lovely man.”
“So, what did you get?”
“ Beaujolais, is that all right?”
“Perfect.”
Later, she said,
“Something odd happened last night.”
“Tell me.”
“I went out for a jar with Vicky…you know, my friend?”
“Right.”
“So, we were in Busker’s and these two guys, they kept bothering us, just wouldn’t let up. Anyway, when we left, they tried to grab us on the street. Then this man came out of nowhere and…” she opened her arms wide, “banged…” she brought her palms together, smack, “their heads together, ran them into the wall. He turned to us and said, ‘Miss Nealon, you can carry on now.’ We were like gobsmacked.”
I thought Bill was keeping his word, could only hope when the time came, I’d be able to keep mine. I said,
“Old Galwegians, they look out for each other.”
“Oh, it isn’t anyone you know?”
“Me? No.”
What was I going to tell her, that I’d hired protection. No, I’d keep that deal on the need-to-know basis. There was no way in hell she needed to know. I raised my glass, said,
“Sláinte.”
Third night and I’m crouched against the wall. A driving rain found me at every turn. The swans were huddled towards the shore; felt I’d gotten caught in some episode of The Twilight Zone, for ever surrounded by unpredictable swans. Had decided to cut out early on this vigil, maybe fuck off home at five. Just after four, a figure stopped at the wall, directly above me. I could hear troubled breathing, like asthma or something. I watched as he approached the slipway…
And stepped down.
All I could make out was a long overcoat, wellingtons and, then, a flash of metal. Machete.
He began to walk towards the water. I was up, trying to ease the pain in my joints. I could hear identical sounds to the swans. He was calling them. That spooked me more than anything. Two of the birds were approaching. He raised the knife. I said,
“Yo, shithead.”
He turned and I moved nearer. He couldn’t have been more than sixteen, blond hair cut short, an ordinary face, nothing to distinguish it, till you saw the eyes. I once read how Hemingway described Wyndham Lewis as having “the eyes of a professional rapist”. Here they were. He said,
“Fuck off or I’ll cut you.”
“Why are you doing this?”
“For me exams.”
“What?”
“Lucifer will give me all A’s for eighteen heads.”
“Eighteen?”
Annoyance crossed his face and he spat,
“Six six six, the number of the beast.”
“Jesus.”
He ran at me. I let him come, then hit him with the stun gun. The voltage took him off his feet and into the water. I was astonished at the power. As the kid thrashed, it crossed my mind to let him drown. Then the swans went at him. I’d a battle to fend them off as I dragged him out. Took a second to catch my breath and then heaved him over my shoulder. He was groaning as I made my way across the road. I banged on the door of St Jude’s till a light came on. Tate opened it and went,
“Oh my God.”
“Here’s your swan killer.”
“What am I supposed to do?”
I laid the kid on the ground, said,
“You better do it quick, whatever it is, as I think the swans took his eye out.”
I turned and started to walk. He shouted,
“Where are you going?”