Tarn wrinkled his nose. He nodded. Then, when Berren didn’t say anything, he shrugged and pulled his cart slowly away into the rain. Talon watched him go.
‘We both have a lot to be sorry for,’ he said without looking at Berren. ‘Syannis couldn’t bring back your sword-monk and you can’t bring back Syannis. You said Saffran Kuy made you kill Radek?’
‘Yeh.’ Berren spoke softly, words almost lost in the rain. He remembered perfectly how the warlock had come, a thing made of shadows, how he’d wrapped a part of himself around Radek’s neck, and the voice inside Berren’s head: Kill! Kill him now! A voice he’d had no choice but to obey.
‘Princess Gelisya’s bondswoman is here of her own accord. She ran away. If we lose, she’ll be hanged. She ran away because, she says, Saffran Kuy is turning her mistress into something terrible.’ He wrenched his eyes away from wherever they were and looked at Berren instead. ‘I’ve not forgotten that you once said the same. If it were down to me, I’d make peace with Meridian long enough to have Kuy and his like hunted down and strung up. Too late for that now, but Kuy still has to be stopped.’
‘Tell me how!’ said Berren. ‘I’ll hunt him down and I’ll kill him.’
Talon’s eyes strayed back to the horizon. ‘It won’t be easy. I know he’s touched you. He’ll feel you coming.’
‘So be it.’
The Prince of Swords nodded and sniffed. ‘Meridian is no fool. Beating him will be difficult. But it’s my homeland. I will know the battlefield. But I do not know which side Saffran Kuy will be on. I do not want him on mine. But I do not want him on Meridian’s either. If he’s near when we come to battle, I want him gone. Forever.’
‘I’m a thief,’ whispered Berren. ‘I’ll slip in like a shadow, put a knife through his eye and slip away again.’
Talon half-smiled. He slipped his sword out of its scabbard and stared at the blade. ‘Killing a warlock isn’t such an easy thing. I thought you knew that already. And I have little advice to offer. Come with me!’
He jerked his head towards the town and strode away from the cursing men on the waterfront, through the Forgenver streets.
‘The bondswoman is in here. Make whatever deal you like with her. Maybe she can help you. When Meridian is dead you can have her if you want her. Do with her what you will. Release her if you wish. I will see to it she doesn’t hang for abandoning her mistress.’ His restless eyes settled on Berren again as he stopped at a travellers’ tavern and pushed open the door. ‘When this war is over, Aimes will still be king of Tethis. She will belong to him. He’s simple and will be easily swayed.’
He led Berren inside, through the commons and up some stairs. There were soldiers here, lots of them, not all in their armour or carrying their spears, but he saw them nonetheless. Lancers from Aria. Talon stopped at an arched door.
‘Here. I don’t know what she wants, save that Saffran Kuy’s head on a pike is a part of it. Freedom, I suppose. Her life. Don’t we all?’ His eyes glittered. ‘Although it’s possible she wants to murder you for that flogging you gave her, so keep your on guard and keep your wits with you in there, Berren of Deephaven.’
With that he left. Berren watched him go, and when Talon was out of sight, he pushed on the door. He knew this place. The rooms were comfortable, the sort used by traders come to Forgenver for a few days to buy and sell before moving on to the next port up the coast. A hovel beside the Captains’ Rest and the Watchman’s Arms of Deephaven, but immeasurably better than a soldier’s tent. It even had a bathtub.
Gelisya’s bonds-maid was sitting on the bed. Clad in white with a veil over her face, she could have been anyone. Berren took off his cloak and his coat, shaking rain onto the floor; as he did, she turned to look at him. Between the dark of the room and her veil, all Berren could see of her was a sinuous shape that once again made him think of Tasahre. This was a woman he’d whipped. His jaw locked. He struggled for words. I’m sorry. I didn’t want to. I had no choice. But they all died in his throat. Sorry wouldn’t take away the scars. Didn’t want to? But he’d done it anyway. Had no choice? None at all? They both knew that wasn’t true, not really.
She lifted her veil and her eyes were wide and sad. She stared at Berren and Berren stared back. He tried to remember Tasahre, to put the two of them side by side, and found he couldn’t. The sword-monk’s face kept slipping between the fingers of his memory; and sometimes he thought it was a wilful thing, that her memories had slowly chosen to leave him because of the awful things he’d done: for the old woman after the battle of the beach, for the bloody whipping in the castle yard of Tethis and for the guard under the castle whose throat he hadn’t slit.
‘My mistress says your name is Berren,’ she said.
Berren nodded.
‘Bondsmen don’t have names.’ Her eyes bored into him. ‘But when I did have one, it was Fasha. Master Berren, I have not been truthful. I have not run away. I have come to humbly petition you on behalf of my mistress, Princess Gelisya of Tethis, daughter of the regent Meridian, for your aid.’
‘My aid? In what?’ He was staring at her. He couldn’t help it.
Fasha’s voice grew urgent. ‘The warlock. He has touched my mistress. I fear for her. He will ruin her. He’s touched you too.’ She sank carefully to her knees and bowed her head. ‘Master Berren, my mistress pleads with you: she begs you to help her. Will you do this?’
‘Why ask me?’
When she looked up, her face was torn with grief. ‘My mistress says you are the only one who can stop him. She says she has seen it, that it must be you. I will give you gold.’
‘I don’t want gold. Not for this. I’ll kill Saffran Kuy out of spite.’
‘You will help us?’ Berren nodded. A moment later she was on her feet. She stood right in front of him, so close that they were almost touching and he could smell her skin, a slight tang of rain and sweat. She looked up at him, face brimming with hope. ‘Truly? You will help us?’
‘If the help you seek is the murder of Saffran Kuy, then yes.’ When did it become so easy to be a killer?
She took a step away from him. ‘Best not speak it aloud.’
‘This is a war.’ Berren tore his eyes off her. ‘Wars are filled with vicious deeds. When it’s done, I’ll free you. Both of you. And I’ll not take your gold, but I might take some from your mistress.’ Her closeness was making his heart beat fast. Two years at sea and then another as a soldier and he’d almost forgotten what it was like to be close to a woman. What it had been like with Tasahre, standing among the stolen relics of the House of Cats and Gulls; but now he felt it again, a hunger and a longing almost too great to hold back.
‘Thank you.’ Fasha reached a hand to touch his face and Berren took it in his own, pressing her fingers against his skin. His other hand touched her hip, drawing her gently closer. She put a hand over his heart. ‘If you will help us, I am to give you a gift.’
‘I don’t a need a gift.’ But he did. His hand went from her fingers to her face, cupping her cheek, tilting back her chin, running slowly down the pale naked skin of her neck; and if she’d pulled away now, he wasn’t sure he could have stopped himself from pulling her back, and what sort of monster was he for that? But she didn’t. She pressed herself closer and his hand on her neck slipped to her breast and felt the stiffness and the beating heart beneath as she drew his head to hers and closed her eyes.
‘Berren,’ she murmured. ‘Berren. Whisper your name to me.’ And he did, and she kissed him, slowly at first and then with a desperate passion, the both of them like starving men stumbling upon an unexpected feast. She moaned and cried out as Berren’s fingers found her, and Berren gasped as hers did the same, as they tore each other naked and devoured one another, clawing and urgent and oblivious to the world beyond the circles of their embrace. And when their first throes of passion were done, Fasha took his face in her hands and led him to the bed and they lay down together, one beside the other, and simply stared into one another and stroked and touched and explored with fingers and tongues, all through the night until the first cracks of morning eased their way through the shutters on the window and the dawn roosters crowed.