I wish I had done more for you. You and your shellan shall be in my thoughts and prayers.
This is all so wrong.
Sincerely, Abalone, son of Abalone
What a lovely guy, Beth thought as she got out of Outlook. And he probably needed to ditch the guilt. Given the aristocracy’s steamroller approach to everything, he hadn’t stood a damn chance.
The glymera had ways of ruining lives that had nothing to do with coffins.
Checking the clock on the wall, she figured Wrath would be along any minute. And then they would … well, she had no clue. Usually at this time, they were heading up to bed, but that didn’t hold any appeal.
Maybe they could switch bedrooms today. She didn’t think she could handle even seeing that bejeweled suite of rooms.
Idly heading over to Internet Explorer, she stared at the Google screen, shaking her head at the I’m feeling lucky line.
Yeah. Right.
God, if only V didn’t hate everything about the Apple company, she could have had an iPhone in her hand and asked Siri what to do.
She so appreciated Wrath standing by their marriage, but jeez …
For absolutely no reason, that scene from The Princess Bride flashed through her mind—the one where they were getting married at the altar in front of that priest.
Meeeewidge, a dweam wifin a dweam—
Beth froze.
Then typed fast and hit that frickin’ lucky button.
What came up was—
“Hey, you ready to head up?”
Beth slowly lifted her eyes to her husband. “I know what we have to do.”
Wrath recoiled like someone had dropped a piano on his foot. And then promptly looked like his head was pounding. “Beth. For the love of fucking God—”
“Do you love me, all of me?”
He let his huge body fall back against the office’s glass door as George curled in for a lie-down—like he expected this to be another long one. “Beth—”
“Well, do you?”
“Yes,” her hellren groaned.
“All of me, human and vampire.”
“Yes.”
“And you don’t discriminate one side versus the other, right?”
“No.”
“So it’s like Christmas. I mean, you don’t celebrate the holiday, but because it’s what Butch and I are used to, you, like, let us put up Christmas trees and decorations, and now everyone in the household does the present thing, right?”
“Right,” he muttered.
“And when it comes to the winter solstice, I mean, if you were going to ever do one of those balls, you wouldn’t think it was any more or less important or significant than Christmas, right.”
“Right.” This was spoken in a tone that suggested in his head, he was answering the question, If I put the gun right here, and pulled the trigger, I could get myself out of this misery, right?
“No difference. At all.”
“None. Can we stop now?”
“My beliefs, my customs, just as important as yours, no difference, right?”
“Right.”
“At all.”
“Right.”
She burst up from the computer. “Meet me in the front foyer in two hours. Wear something nice.”
“What—what the fuck are you doing?”
“Something we’d talked about a while ago and never followed through on.”
“Beth, what’s going on?”
“Nothing.” She ran for the closet so she could get into the tunnel ahead of him. “Everything.”
“Why aren’t you telling me?”
She hesitated before disappearing. “Because I’m afraid you’ll argue with me. Two hours. The foyer.”
As she bolted out the hidden panel, she heard her hellren cursing, but she didn’t have any time to go into this with her man.
She had to find Lassiter. And John Matthew.
Now.
Selena experienced her first true lockup that morning.
Sitting at the kitchen table of Rehvenge’s great camp, she was nursing a cup of coffee and a homemade scone when her mind began to agitate over the King’s fate, Trez’s kisses, iAm’s hard stare, her own uncertain future …
Most especially Trez’s kisses.
She hadn’t seen him in public or private since they’d left that bathroom and proceeded downstairs to find his brother in the kitchen.
She was kind of glad.
The unfinished business between them—the sexual unfinished business—was too intense for her right now. When she’d been in the moment, it had all seemed so natural, so predestined even—but with a clear head and wide-open eyes in the aftermath, she wondered what she had been thinking.
The future was coming, and it was going to be hard enough without the pressure of falling in love.
And that was where things were headed with him …
As her brain twisted in her skull, she took a sip of coffee, burned her lip, and in her frustration, decided there simply wasn’t enough sugar in with her caffeine. And she’d put too much of the grinds in the filter. And the water hadn’t been cold enough, so there was a tinny aftertaste.
In reality, the mix was pretty perfect. It was her internal sense of self that she was struggling to get into balance.
But she could do something about the java, as the Brothers called it.
Reaching forward for the little sugar pot, she extended her arm from her shoulder, tilted her torso over her hips, and—
Her body didn’t so much stiffen as freeze in that position—as if all the joints that were engaged had become solid at once.
Terror quadrupled her heart rate, sweat flushing across her face and her chest. And when she went to open her mouth to breathe more deeply, she found that even her jaw was stuck in place—although that may have been the fear.
Abruptly, the silence in the house pressed in on her.
There was nobody else in the cedar-shingled camp. The other Chosen had gone up to the Sanctuary to visit with Amalya, the directrix following Wrath’s dethroning. Rehvenge was down in Caldwell. The doggen who now rotated between this location and the Brotherhood mansion had stayed in town in light of the sad news.
In a frantic calculation, she tried to remember how long it had taken her sisters to be permanently affected.
Not days. Maybe months in terms of Earth time?
Dearest Virgin Scribe … what if this was it?
Focusing all her energy, she tried to unhinge the locked doors of her joints, and got nowhere. Indeed, the only thing that moved were the tears that pooled in her eyes and slipped off her lashes. And it was so utterly bizarre: For all her immobility, she could feel everything. The hot paths down her cheeks. The warmth from overhead that drifted by her temples and the tips of her ears. The cool draft across her soft-soled shoes. The lingering burn on her tongue and the back of her throat.
She even felt the hunger she had been drawn to the kitchen to try to satisfy.
What was she going to do if she didn’t—
The trembling began in her thighs, starting with a twitching and then emanating with greater bandwidth. Her arms were next. Then her shoulders.
As if her body were fighting to get out of its prison, shaking the metaphorical bars that had slammed shut around it.
“Hello?”
The male voice was distant, echoing forth from the lake side of the house, and she attempted to answer. What came out was a weak moan, nothing more—everything was vibrating: from her teeth to her toes, she was rattling to the point of violence—
Just as Trez entered, her body burst free of its invisible confines, her limbs exploding out, banging into things, flapping free. And then she collapsed, her head slamming down onto the lip of the coffee mug, the scone bouncing off its plate, the clattering of the sugar bowl and the thunderous impact of her chest on the table like a bomb going off.