To protect his bald pate from the sun he wore a floppy sennit hat that was much cooler than using a tightly curled white wig to disguise his bare scalp. There was a down coming back in now, a sign that he would recover, and within a week more would have a head of hair no shorter than most people had it cut generally under their own fashionable wigs for coolness and the easy detection of pests.
Once out of sight of the house he would peel off his stockings and shoes and undo the knee buckles and buttons of his oldest, tarriest breeches. He would open his shirt and roll up the sleeves, then revel in the warm winds that blew steadily off the Atlantic, would wade in the surf sometimes up to his waist, in the crystal-clear inrush from the ocean. When he got too hot and sweaty he would plunge into the shallows, or squat and duck himself, to come up snorting and refreshed.
There were plenty of crabs to watch and chase after at a slow walk. There were shells to discover and wash clean in the shallows. There were seabirds to admire, the little sandpipers that dug in the wet sand as the waves hissed to nothing and the hiding places of small morsels plopped and bubbled before the waves rolled back in, and the sandpipers ran away from a soaking on a blur of spindly legs. There were seagulls that hung motionless against the steady breeze and cried for bits of bread.
And when they wished to rest there was always a bottle of ale or beer in Old Isaac’s bottomless leather sack, a stone jug of Lady Maude’s cold tea, fruit to peel and eat, a rusk or a slice of something sweet and special that Lucy had packed as a tiny gift to him, which he always insisted they share.
Old Isaac kept a wary eye on him. He was, after all, a slave that Lucy’s father had sent along with her from Jamaica when the latest slave revolt had broken out, an old family retainer with specific instructions to protect her from just such a potential danger as Lewrie. Alan speculated on how big was the knife Old Isaac might have in the bottom of that sack of his, should he make a move on his lovely young charge.
Old Isaac swore he was part Caribe, the ancient Indians of the West Indies, but he looked as blue-black as any import from Dahomey—even his gums were blue. But he did know a lot about the shells they found, the birds, the fish, the sea urchins to avoid, what trees were unsafe to take shade under, such as the manchineel, which continually misted a sap like acid. He had been a fisherman for the Beauman family for years at their plantation on Portland Bight on Jamaica, until too old to work so hard at the oars and deep nets.
Lucy said that Old Isaac was making him a juju bag that would keep him safe from the dangers of the sea, but he was never to inspect the inside of the bag, and wear it forever. It would save him from drowning, Old Isaac assured him. Lewrie told him of the belief that a tatoo of a certain cross would do the same, but Old Isaac had only laughed at how gullible white people could be. He could not say anything such as that, but from the way he had tittered openmouthed and walked off, muttering to himself and laughing, he said volumes.
* * *
Two weeks later, one bright and sunny and pleasantly cool morning on the beach, basking bare-chested under a mild sun, Lewrie began to realize that his idyll might come to an end. He looked up the beach at Lucy, walking barefoot in the surf, a fashionable sunshade in one hand to retain her paleness, the other holding up the skirt of her gown. She wore no stays and no petticoats, like a poor country wench, and the gown was old and shabby enough to allow her to wade if she wished. The bottom two feet of hem was soaking wet and clinging to her bare legs, and he felt his groin stir pleasantly at the sight.
If he felt well enough to think about bedding a wench, and Lucy was the only dell in sight, then he was well enough to go back to the harbor and resume his duties. In a way it would be a relief, for she was openly fond of him. But she was only sixteen years old, coltish and lovely, but not his sort of pigeon, and being the recipient of so much open adoration, without being able to take advantage of it, was driving him to distraction.
I’m just a toy to her, anyway, he thought. Young girls like to play with dolls to feed and nurse, and all I am to her is a doll that can talk back. And if I did get into her mutton, Admiral Matthews would have me flogged round the Fleet …
He stood up and walked into the gentle surf at low tide, wading out until he was waist-deep, then ducked under and splashed up and down several times to take his mind off how virginal she was, and how much he’d enjoy ending that condition. Damme, she’s built for sport, though …
“Sah,” he heard Old Isaac yell as though in command.
Lewrie took time to see three pelicans rise from the water, and a boil of fingerling fish break the surface perhaps a musket shot away farther out, and began to wade back ashore immediately. He had seen sharks on this beach, rolling openmouthed and hungry in the face of a wave, black eyes seemingly aiming at him. Perhaps it was nothing, but it was better to be safe than sorry, and supposedly Old Isaac thought so as well.
“You must be careful, Alan,” Lucy told him as he gained the dry sand. “It might have been a shark out there!”
“Thank you, Isaac,” he said as the old man settled back to rest.
“Except for the sharks, this would be ideal,” Lucy said, angling her parasol against the morning sun. Old Isaac had resumed his reclining position at the top of the beach in the shade of a tree, and Lucy led him down the beach by her very presence.
“Would it not be idyllic, Alan, to stay here like this forever,” she went on. “It would be just like the tale of the lotus-eaters from the Odyssey.”
“Sand and sun. Fish to eat…”
“Wine … goats and cheese, and all the fresh fruit and nectar one could want forever. Never too cold, never too hot, time never passing,” she enthused on her theme, swinging her skirt more boldly as they left Old Isaac farther behind.
“Now that would be boring,” Alan scoffed. While in his delirium, he had turned eighteen, and Lucy was sixteen. While such a fantasy was nice, that meant she would remain a feckless child forever, and instead of a good romp in the bushes she would most likely want to stroll hand in hand and get orange juice on her bodice from all that damned fruit!
“It would not,” she said. “There would be music and books, and interesting people to talk to. Perhaps even someone such as your Mrs. Hillwood?”
“What?” He spun to face her, feeling faintish.
“One raves during a fever … just imagine what I heard you say,” Lucy coyly teased.
He followed her up the beach as she twirled and skipped ahead of him, teasing him on. “So what did I say?”
“Lots of silly things,” she replied, seeming cross. “Hateful things. I believe you really must be a very bad person inside, to have done so many sinful acts so young.”
God, I hate perceptive women, he thought. “Where did you hear all this, Lucy?”
“You were raving, I told you. I heard you when we washed you.”
“Andromeda told you, didn’t she?” he scoffed.
“She did not!”
“Your good aunt wouldn’t let a little girl like you see me naked. They keep people like you under toadstools until they’re grown—”
“I am not a little girl, Alan Lewrie…”
“I doubt if they let you even come to balls, yet,” he went on. “Most likely you listen from the top of the stairs, with your nurse.”
She dropped the parasol to her side and stepped up to him. She flung her arms around him and kissed him most expertly, raising the sunshade to screen their activities from Old Isaac up the beach.