Peripheral considerations: she might have time to cry out and for that reason I should make the secondary target her throat; she might drop the gun if I didn't control it before her fingers came open in shock; one or more of the Kobra might come on to the balcony across the courtyard before I could gain conclusive dominance, and I should therefore go in very fast indeed to the primary and secondary targets and use the remaining momentum to pull her bodily away from the door.
In the last few microseconds before any physical action the mind enacts it first, leaving the blueprint for the nervous system to follow. This was happening now but I wasn't conscious of it. Consciously I was tensing the diaphragm, blocking the breath and bracing the right foot against the doorpost But she began shooting before I could move.
Chapter Fourteen: MANTIS
In extreme danger the senses are very alert and I could hear the whine of the mosquito loudening, either because it was coming closer to my face or because the muffled explosion of the first shot had left the eardrum desensitized and hearing was now coming back.
Phutt
Two.
The muzzle of the gun scarcely wavered.
I watched her shadow.
If her shadow moved, I must move, and faster.
Phutt
Three.
The mosquito net shook again, and was still.
This was why excitement had sounded in her breathing.
She held the gun with great steadiness.
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Four.
Her shadow was misshapen on the floorboards: her arm looked grotesquely thin, reminding me of a praying mantis.
This was what she hadn't been able to do when she was with me. It was what she'd never been able to do, with any man.
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Five.
Orgasm, The mantis devours its mate, following copulation.
My spine crept.
In my trade we are frequently a target, and when we are quick or lucky we live to remember, and learn to be even quicker next time and to hope for more luck. But our very proximity to the bullet and to death lends an almost banal reality: there's nothing for the spirit to dream on, in the potential smashing open of a skull by a hurtling object.
This was different I wasn't there.
I was some distance away from the target of murderous intent, even though that target was myself. As if removed from my real body by some altered state of consciousness, I was a mere observer, a witness to my own dying; and it occurred to me, as the bullets went regularly into the mosquito net, that this was the mechanism of the voodoo killer who sticks pins in the effigy of his victim.
By small degrees I felt drained of life as each bullet smashed into the bed.
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'I hate you'
Six.
I know.
The reek of cordite was on the humid air.
In the silence her breath was trembling.
The mosquito whined faintly in the room.
In a moment she went away, closing the door.
'Information,' he said.
I listened for bugs.
'We're blown,' I told him.
There was another silence.
Ferris thought fast but he never spoke fast I waited. 'Where are you?'
His tone was under a lot of controclass="underline" I'd told him the mission was blown and he knew I wouldn't say a thing like that for a giggle.
'Manaus Airport.'
I could see the plane as I talked to him. It was a DC-6, one of the three listed in the Amazonas Airlines flight schedules, and the departure board had it down for 04:20 today, My watch read 04:07.
It was a four-engined propeller aircraft: Amazonas Air' lines was a shoestring outfit flying animal trappers, gold mine-; and Indian jute farmers from Manaus to Belem and back One of the engines was now being started up.
'All right,' Ferris said.
He meant talk.
'The girl has a fever. They're flying her out in thirteen minutes from now.'
'Where to?'
'Somewhere in the United States, as far as I could learn.'
'Washington?'
'I heard it mentioned but I don't know in what connection.'
The four-bladed prop of the second engine, port side, began turning.
'Do you think they're moving to the exchange point?'
'Yes.'
He was listening carefully and I watched what I said: if I'd known they were moving to the exchange point I would have said so and he understood that.
This looked like being the final signal of a blown mission and if there were anything to be rescued we didn't intend throwing it away on sloppy communications, 'How did you get to the airport?'
'I took the hotel jeep.'
'Did they know about that?'
'No. Listen, for Christ's sake, I can't-'
'Don't worry-'
'If London thinks I'm going to waste time-.'
'Relax.'
But he said it like a whiplash.
Sweat ran down my sides and I looked across the tarmac again at the DC-6. The second engine was running now, pouring out a stream of unburnt oil towards the group of passengers.
London's terribly fussy about private property and if you're stuck for transport you're meant to call a cab or Avis or someone and hang around while the objective slips the hook and leaves you with a blown operation and I do not know why those bloody idiots can't see the problem of the executive in the field when-all right, relax, he's right.
Sweat it out.
Third engine running.
Eleven minutes to go.
And all Ferris could do was worry about letting the hotel know where to find their bloody jeep. I'd left two hundred-cruzeiro notes in the glove pocket and a scribbled note so what more did anyone expect me to-
'Would they recognize you if they saw you?'
'Of course they'd-'
'Easy,' he said.
I shut up.
This wasn't very good. If that aeroplane took off in ten minutes from now the Kobra cell and their hostage would be on board and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I couldn't believe I'd blown the whole operation so easily as this, but I'd better start getting used to it. They were going to walk away and I was going to watch them do it.
'Can you delay the take-off?'
'Of course. But it wouldn't do any good.'
You can always stop a plane taking off at the last minute and there's a dozen ways of doing it-start a fire, call up and say there's a bomb on board, so forth — but in normal circumstances it's an extreme measure and too clumsy to give you more than a few minutes' advantage. In the present circumstances it would blow the mission sky-high instead of letting it die a natural death because this was a group of international terrorists we were handling and at the first sign of anything unusual they'd close up and start using their guns on the first target they could see and from that point onwards the situation could explode into fatal dimensions and the first one to die could be Pat Burdick.
The only way to control Kobra was to do it quietly, without their even knowing.
'The next plane out,' Ferris said on the phone, 'is at noon tomorrow.'
I knew that.
I didn't say anything.
They'd got number 4 running and the slipstream blew a sheet of newspaper across the tarmac and I watched it, and didn't see it.
All I saw was Egerton picking up the yellow telephone.
'Yes?'
'Signal from Ferris, sir'
'Well?'
'They've blown Kobra.'
The newspaper drifted upwards again in the rush of air, and caught against the railings by the emergency bay.