Midori flinched as though she'd been slapped. She stared at Delilah for a moment, and the shock and hurt in her eyes were palpable. Then her expression hardened and she stood up.
'I'm sure there's nothing else we have to say to each other,' she said. She turned and walked out.
Delilah watched her go. She felt suddenly off balance. Maybe it had been the abruptness of the woman's departure. Maybe its dignity.
But that was it, then. Rain had killed Midori's father, and Midori knew it. The look in the woman's eyes when Delilah spoke had confirmed it as definitively as a signed affidavit.
That was exactly what Delilah had come here to learn. It suggested that Rain's attachment to the woman had something to do with guilt, which could be managed. And it suggested that no matter what else might attract Rain and Midori to each other, there was one fundamental thing that would always keep them apart.
All of which was good news. She finished her wine and signaled for the check.
Good news, she told herself again.
So why did she feel so horrible?
Midori paced back and forth in her living room. Digne had left. Koichiro was sleeping peacefully.
She felt violated. How could the woman have known about her father? Had she been involved in his murder? No, that didn't seem right, a blonde like her would stand out in Tokyo, and besides, Midori had a feeling the woman's acquaintance with Rain was more recent. But how, then? The only way she could think of was that Rain must have told her. My God, was that his idea of sharing intimacies? Was that their pillow talk?
She sat down and breathed deeply, in and out, trying to quell a rising feeling of nausea. The thought that she had been half-consciously looking for some way to forgive Rain suddenly shamed her. And here he was discussing the source of her shame with some new lover. How could he? How could he?
She tried to focus on her breathing, but she couldn't calm down. Why had the woman come here? To warn Midori off, that was clear. To tell her Rain would always be a danger to her and Koichiro. Tell her, hell, the woman had proven it. What had it been – forty-eight hours since Rain had shown up in Midori's life? And already his world was trailing after him like some foul wake.
And why would the woman have told her that she knew about her father? To get me to react exactly like this, Midori thought.
But that realization didn't change the fundamental fact that Rain had discussed the most intimate secret Midori could imagine, discussed it as though it was just some common problem he'd had with a woman from his past.
She hunched forward, her eyes squeezed shut, fistfuls of hair balled in her hands. She'd actually been hoping. She had. She realized that now.
Maybe she was jumping to conclusions. Maybe Rain didn't tell the woman. Maybe she found out some other way.
But that didn't matter. It didn't even matter what the woman wanted. What mattered was that she had been telling the truth. Rain was a danger. And he always would be.
She wanted him out of her life. Hers and Koichiro's. Forever.
16
The next morning, I used the Watanabe identity to rent a van at a place in Shinjuku. After that, I shopped for some supplemental items: warm, dark clothing; waterproof boots; two-way radios in case cell phone coverage was lacking by the Sea of Japan. I spent the balance of the day sleeping. Not an ideal way to adjust to the local time zone, but I needed the rest and Dox and I were going to be working at night, anyway. I woke up just as the sun was setting, and after the proper procedures to ensure I was alone, I went out to a pay phone to tall Kanezaki.
'Hai,' he said, after the customary single ring.
'You get what I asked for?'
'It's all right here. Oplus-XT Gauged CO2 rifle with AN/PVS-17 Mini night-vision scope, two SOCOM HK Mark 23s each with Trijicon night sights, AN/PEQ-6 infrared laser aiming module, Knight's Armament suppressor, spare mag, one hundred rounds of Federal Hydra-Shok, and Wilcox tactical thigh holster, two pairs of AN/PVS-7 night-vision goggles, Agency-designed GPS transmitter with magnetic mounts for surreptitious emplacement and accompanying monitor with mapping software. The only thing I couldn't do was the ten darts. Turns out we only had five on hand.'
'Shit,' I said, and started running through the plan to see how we could adjust.
'You were lucky we even had the rifle and the five darts. This kind of stuff is used mostly for rendering bad guys in Europe and the Middle East. The only reason we had any of it is because someone in the embassy must have realized there was some counterterror money left over in the budget and wanted to use it up.'
'What's in the darts?'
'Some commercial variation of liquid succinylcholine chloride. There's a small explosive charge that injects the drug on impact, so pulling the dart out won't help. Very fast-acting, depending on where you place the shot. The neck is best.'
'Is weight a factor?'
'No. These things are rated for anything up to a rhinoceros.'
'All right, five will have to do it.'
'This is some expensive equipment, you know. I'm going to be in major shit if any of it goes missing.'
'I can tell you you're not getting the darts back.'
'I'm not talking about the darts. Or the ammo.'
'Where do I pick it up?'
'Wherever you want,' he said, knowing I'd be more comfortable choosing the place.
I considered. I knew I was clean at the moment and didn't need time to run a route. And I didn't want to give Kanezaki time to set anything up. Not that he would – especially if he assumed I was on the hook now for a 'favor' – but it always pays to be careful.
'JR Harajuku Station platform,' I said. 'Thirty minutes from now.'
'Okay.'
Twenty minutes later, I stepped off the Yamanote onto the platform at Harajuku. Nothing pinged my radar. Crowds were moderate, and divided more or less equally between teenagers heading to nearby Takeshita-dori, the grunge/retro/hip-hop shopping strip, and smartly dressed adults heading to the bistros and boutiques of adjacent Omotesando-dori. That the two disparate groups and places existed side by side in parallel dimensions would never cease to please me. It was part of what made Tokyo tick.
Kanezaki arrived on time, stepping off a Shinjuku-bound train with a medium-sized blue duffel slung over his shoulder. He was wearing a dark suit and, but for something detectably western in his posture and gait, could have been just another young Japanese corporate samurai.
He saw me and headed over. I scanned the other people who had gotten off the train. I noted no problems.
He put the duffel down and we shook hands. The bug detector my late friend Harry had made for me slumbered in my pocket. Kanezaki was clean.
'How've you been?' he asked.
'All right,' I said, looking him over. 'You?'
'Fine.'
'How's the Global War on Terrorism?'
He smiled. 'These days we call it the Global Struggle Against Violent Extremism.'
I liked that he didn't get defensive. Not so long before, he would have taken my derisiveness personally. I wondered if his people knew how capable he was becoming. Probably not.
'Yeah, GWOT just wasn't a winning acronym,' I said. 'I'm sure it'll go better now that you've renamed it.'
He chuckled. 'You want to tell me what all the hardware's for? And who you're working with? Two of this, two of that, it's not like you.'
I looked at him. Yeah, he was capable. But maybe getting a little full of himself, too.
'You're charging me a "favor" for this,' I said, my voice cold, 'and now you're asking for freebies?'
He looked taken aback. 'I only meant…'
'Look, are we doing this as an exchange of cooperation and goodwill, or as a sales transaction?'
'I was hoping it could be both.'
'It can't. Choose one. And live with it.'
He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, 'Let me think about it.'