‘The brothel burned down.’
Gabriela’s eyelids grew heavy. ‘Yes.’
‘Two people, burned alive.’ Aunt Doxie, and the man she would not name. Who did not deserve a name. Lost and unmourned for ever. ‘James did this for you?’
‘Yes.’ And there was love in her voice.
‘But he spared Joseph Burden.’
‘No, sir. We did not spare him.’ She hugged her knees to her chest. ‘I still dream of that night. So many times. I had escaped that room, you understand? But he dragged me back there. He held me down. You think to kill him was enough? A few moments of pain?
‘The night James burned down the brothel we could not find him. He’d fucked one of the new country girls. A fresh maid. Worth good money. Aunt Doxie found out and she have him kicked from the door. James and Samuel, they search the town and at last they find him. On his knees in church, sobbing like a child. He knows why the brothel burns down. He knows that now is his turn. James was going to slit his throat, but Samuel… Well. You knew Samuel, sir.’
Oh, yes. I knew Samuel Fleet. Never once chose a straight path if a crooked one were on offer. Or better yet, a maze of his own devising, full of twists and turns and general confusion.
‘Samuel said, “Think, Brother, is it not better to let the man live and suffer? Why should he escape the miseries of existence?” You remember, this is how he talks?’
‘I remember.’
‘He says, “Mr Burden – you train as a carpenter, yes? So you will take up your trade once more. You will become a respectable citizen, go to church, read the Bible. You will marry and have children. All that you earn, you will pay to us. And one day we will come back and we will finish what was begun today. We will take your life. But not today. And perhaps not tomorrow. If you run, we will find you. If you try to speak of this, we take you and we kill you slowly. So you think that burning alive is a mercy.” ’
Only Samuel Fleet could have dreamed up such a plan. It was so elegant, so cruel. So profitable. How he must have enjoyed watching Burden, trapped all those years in a dull, virtuous life. I doubted Fleet could imagine a worse torture for any man.
‘Twenty years, we let him live. He works like a dog and we take his money. Twenty years – always afraid one night my husband will come for him. I wonder sometimes if his heart burst from fear. But he lives. He marries and has children.’
‘Ned said his mother was a whore.’
‘His mother was a young girl. The country girl that Joseph Burden took for himself. Aunt Doxie threw her out too. She have nothing, so she steals. And she is caught.’
I sighed at the thought of another broken life. Ned’s mother had pled her belly at Newgate. Her son had saved her for that short while, but then she had died on her way to the colonies. ‘You made Burden take Ned in.’
Gabriela drained her glass. She was tired, of a sudden. ‘So. There is my story.’
‘But it is not finished.’
‘No.’ A long pause. ‘Samuel was killed in gaol. Of course he had lived next door to Burden for several years. He found it amusing. He would say, “Good morrow, neighbour, what – has my brother not killed you yet?” He said to Burden, “you must thank me”. That he was the only one who could persuade James to spare his life. And this was true. Samuel said to James, let the children grow up first. I agreed with this; they are innocent. When Samuel died, Burden knew his own death was coming.’
And now I understood Burden’s strange behaviour in the weeks preceding his murder. He knew he could be killed at any moment. He brought his son home from school to be close to him in his last days. He refused to move house, knowing that all the profits from his business had drained into James Fleet’s pocket. He refused to give Ned a position for the same reason. And – my God, of course. He forced himself on Alice. Ned couldn’t understand Burden’s behaviour in the last weeks of his life – it had seemed so out of character. The truth was quite the reverse. It was the previous twenty years that had been out of character for Burden. He may have gained some bullying satisfaction from his work with Gonson and the Society, but his natural inclination was very different. Why not fuck his maid, when Death lurked around every corner? When Gabriela’s son moved in next door, silent and watchful?
Sam Fleet, with his mother’s curls, his father’s black-eyed stare, and his uncle’s name. Sam Fleet, who crept into Burden’s house in the middle of the night. Practising.
Sam had grown up looking into his mother’s scarred face every day. He must have heard her screaming at night, when the dreams came. I had rejected him as the killer because he had no reason for it and because of the ferocity of the attack. In fact he had the strongest motive to kill Joseph Burden. Beneath that still surface he must have been in turmoil for weeks.
I must accept the truth, much as it pained me. Sam was Burden’s killer. Hadn’t I asked the boy that night, when we stood over the butchered, bloody corpse?
Did you do this, Sam?
And he had answered with his own question.
Why would I kill him?
Gabriela’s story had woven a spell upon me, while the snow storm blew through the town. Or perhaps it was just that I was exhausted, and sickened to my soul. I understood why she and James would seek revenge upon Burden. I could almost applaud them for the way they had extracted that revenge over the past twenty years, as long as I did not think upon Burden’s children and the dismal effect it had had on their own, blameless lives. But to send Sam to live next door… they must have known what would happen.
‘Did you order your son to kill Burden?’
Gabriela untucked her feet and stretched. ‘I think he is too young. But James say, “He cannot be apprentice all his life”, and I understand. It is a mother’s wish to keep her children always young, and safe. But Sam is fourteen. He is not a boy.’
So it was as I had feared. Sam had been sent to live at the Cocked Pistol in order to murder Joseph Burden. James Fleet had never wanted a gentleman for a son – he’d wanted a killer. It was, after all, a family business.
We both fell silent. Downstairs, Fleet’s men were still caught in a rowdy game of cards. Someone was playing a tune on a penny whistle, shrill and jaunty. My head was throbbing from the wine, and the heat of the fire. I should leave. Fleet would return home soon. If he knew that I suspected Sam, I was sure he would kill me. I had begun to wonder about Gabriela, too. Had she kept me here all this time, waiting for her husband to arrive?
‘You wonder how to leave,’ Gabriela said, toying with the gold brooch at her chest. ‘You are afraid.’
‘Foolish not to be.’
‘Foolish.’ A half-smile. ‘You are clever in your own world. A gentleman’s world. But here… Ahh, sir. How I wish you had not come here. I wished it from the first moment you walked into this room. I am thinking, thinking…’ She tapped her forehead. ‘How to save you. I should like to save you, Mr Hawkins. A shame for you to die.’
I shifted slowly in my seat, thinking of the dagger tucked in my coat. I could reach for it in a heartbeat. And, what? Stab her? Could I really do such a thing?
‘I must protect Sam,’ she said. ‘And you are fond of him too, I think.’
‘Yes.’
Her smile deepened. ‘You are a good man.’
‘Sometimes.’And what splendid rewards it brought me. ‘You shouldn’t have sent him to me. I thought I was helping him. I knew he was the thief, that night. In my heart I knew it. I should have stopped him.’
‘You cannot stop a tiger, Mr Hawkins.’