She closed the door behind him. It creaked. No bolt or bar, he saw. Two other doors inside, off the narrow corridor: one beside them, one at the back.
She followed his glance. Whispered, "They're in the taverns. Upstairs is mine. Step over the fourth stair, it's missing."
In the dark, Bern counted, stepped over the fourth stair. The stairs creaked, as well. Each sound made him wince. Her door was ajar. He went in, she was right behind him. This one she closed, slid down a bar to lock it. Bern looked at it. A kick would splinter lock and door.
He turned, saw the candle in the window. A strangeness, to be looking at it now from this side. Not a feeling he could explain. He crossed and looked out at the roof across the lane, where he'd been moments before, the white moon above it, and stars.
He turned back into the room and looked at her. She wore an undyed tunic belted at the waist, no jewellery, paint on her lips and cheeks. She was thin, legs and bones, brown hair, very large eyes, her face thin, too. Not really what a man would want in a woman for the night, though some of the soldiers might like them young, an illusion of innocence. Or like a boy. An illusion of something else.
She wasn't innocent, not living here. There was no furniture to speak of. Her bed, where she worked, was a pallet on the floor in a corner, the coverings spread over it neatly enough. A bundle against the wall beside it would be her clothing, another pile of cooking things, and food. That shouldn't be on the floor, he thought. There'd be rats. A basin, a chamber pot, both on the floor as well. Two wooden stools. A black pot hooked on an iron bar stretched across the fireplace he'd seen from outside. Firewood by that wall. The candle on the window ledge.
She went to the window, took the candle, put it on one of the stools. She sank down on the bedding, crossed her legs, looked up at him. Said nothing, waiting.
Bern said, after a moment, "Why hasn't anyone fixed that stair?"
She shrugged. "We don't pay enough? I like it. If someone wants to come up they need to know the hole's there. No surprises." He nodded. Cleared his throat. "No one else in here?"
"They will be later. In and out. Told you. Both of 'em at the taverns."
"Why… aren't you?"
The same shrug. "I'm new. We go later, after the others start their night. They don't like it if we get there too soon. Beat us up, make scars, you know…"
He didn't, not really. "So… you'll go out soon?"
She raised her eyebrows. "Why? Got a man here, don't I?" He swallowed. "I can't be found, you know that."
"'Course I know. Gurd'll kill you for fun of it."
"Do… any of them… just come up?"
"Sometimes," she said, failing to reassure.
"Why did you help me?" He wasn't used to talking. Not since leaving the isle.
She shrugged again. "Don't know. You want me? What can you pay?"
What could he pay? Bern reached into his trousers and took the purse looped inside them, around his waist. He tossed it to her. "All I have," he said.
He'd had it off the careless merchant north of here. Perhaps the gods would look kindly on his giving it to her.
That vague, new-formed idea that had come to him on the roof was still teasing at the edges of his mind. No use or meaning to it, unless he survived tonight.
She was opening the purse, emptied it on the bedding. Looked up at him.
First glimmering of youth, of surprise, in her. "This is too much," she said.
"All I have," he repeated. "Hide me till morning."
"Doing it anyhow," she said. "Why'd I bring you?"
Bern grinned suddenly, a kind of light-headedness. "I don't know. You haven't told me."
She was looking at the coins on her bed. "Too much," she said again.
"Maybe you're the best whore in Jormsvik," he said.
She looked up quickly. "I'm not," she said, defensively.
"A jest. I'm too afraid right now to take a woman, anyhow."
He doubted she was used to hearing that from the fighters in Jormsvik. She looked at him. "You going to challenge in the morning?"
He nodded. "That's why I came. Made a mistake, going to an inn tonight."
She stared at him, didn't smile. "That's Ingavin's truest truth, it is. Why'd you?"
He tilted the sword back, sat carefully on the stool. It held his weight. "Wasn't thinking. Wanted a drink. A last drink?"
She appeared to be thinking about that. "They don't always kill, in the challenges."
"Me they will," he said glumly.
She nodded. "That's a truth, I guess. After tonight, you mean?" He nodded. "So you might as well have the purse."
"Oh. That's why?"
He shrugged.
"I should at least do you then, shouldn't I?"
"Hide me," Bern said. "It's enough."
She looked at him. "It's a long night. You hungry?" He shook his head.
She laughed, for the first time. A girl, somewhere in there with the Jormsvik whore. "You want to sit and talk all night?" She grinned, and began untying the knotted belt that held her tunic. "Come here," she said. "You're pretty enough for me. I can earn some of this."
Bern had thought, actually, that fear would strip away desire. Watching her begin to undress, seeing that unexpected, amused expression, he discovered that this was wrong. It had been, he thought, a long time since he'd had a woman. And the last one had been lord, the volur, in her cabin on the isle. The serpent coiling somewhere in the room. Not a good memory.
It's a long night. After a moment, he started to remove his sword-belt.
He was later to consider—sometimes soberly, sometimes not so—how a man's life could turn on extremely small things. Had he turned up another alley when he'd left that tavern, found a different roof to climb. Had they begun to disrobe even a little sooner…
"Thira!" they heard, from downstairs. "You still up there?" He knew that voice now. Gurd'll kill you for fun of it, she had said.
"In the fireplace!" she whispered urgently now. "Push up a ways. Hurry!"
"You can turn me in," he said, surprising himself.
"No to that," she said, retying her belt quickly. "Get in there!" Turning to the door, she shouted, "Gurd! Watch fourth step!"
"I know!" Bern heard.
He hurried to the chimney space, bending down and stepping over the rod that held the black pot. Awkward, especially with the stolen sword. He scraped his shoulder on the rough stone, swore. He straightened up inside, cautiously. It was pitch black and very tight. He was sweating again, heart hammering. Should he have stayed in the room, fought the man when he came up? Gurd would kill him, or simply step back and call for friends. Bern would have nowhere to go.
And the girl would die, as well, if he was found here. A bad death, with these men. Should he care about that, if he wanted to be a Jormsvik mercenary? No matter, too late now.
The chimney widened a little, higher up, more than he'd thought. He reached overhead with both hands, scrabbling at stone. Pebbles fell, rattling. He found places to grip, levered himself, got his boots on either side of the bar that stretched across, pushed the sword to hang straight down. He needed to get higher but couldn't see a thing in the blackness of the chimney, no way to check for footholds. He put his boots right to the edges, pressing against the stone. The bar held. For how long, he didn't know, or want to think. Imagined himself crashing down, unable to move in the chimney, spitted like a squealing pig by the man in the room. A glorious death.