It wasn’t that she loved Rick; frankly, she didn’t even like him that much. But she was angry at her mom, and it felt right at the time. But when she got to Rick’s place, he was already stoned and drunk again, just as he’d been at the concert, and she realized that if she continued to see him, he’d continue to pressure her to try whatever it was he was taking, just as he’d done the night before. She spent only a few minutes at his place before heading to Union Square for the rest of the afternoon, knowing it was over between them.
She wasn’t naive about drugs. Some of her friends smoked pot, a few did cocaine or ecstasy, and one even had a nasty meth habit. Everyone but her drank on the weekends. Every club and party she went to offered easy access to all of it. Still, it seemed that whenever her friends smoked or drank or popped the pills they swore made the evening worthwhile, they’d spend the rest of the night slurring their words or staggering or vomiting or losing control completely and doing something really stupid. Something usually involving a guy.
Ronnie didn’t want to go there. Not after what happened to Kayla last winter. Someone-Kayla never knew who-slipped some GHB into her drink, and though she had only a vague recollection of what happened next, she was pretty sure she remembered being in a room with three guys she’d met for the first time that night. When she woke the following morning, her clothes were strewn around the room. Kayla never said anything more-she preferred to pretend it had never happened at all and regretted having told Ronnie even that much-but it wasn’t hard to connect the dots.
When she reached the pier, Ronnie set down her half-empty drink cup and dabbed furiously at her shirt with her wet napkin. It seemed to be working, but the napkin was disintegrating into tiny white flakes that resembled dandruff.
Great.
She wished the guy had rammed into someone else. She was only there for what, ten minutes? What were the odds that she’d turn away at the same instant the ball came flying her way? And that she’d be holding a soda in a crowd at a volleyball game she didn’t even want to watch, in a place she didn’t want to be? In a million years, the same thing could probably never happen again. With odds like that, she should have bought a lottery ticket.
And then there was the guy who did it. Brown-haired, brown-eyed cute guy. Up close, she realized he was way better looking than cute, especially when he got that expression of… concern. He might have been part of the popular crowd, but in the nanosecond their eyes had met, she’d had the strangest sense that he was as real as they came.
Ronnie shook her head to clear her mind of such crazy thoughts. Clearly the sun was affecting her brain. Satisfied that she’d done the best she could with the napkin, she picked up the cup of soda. She planned to throw the rest away, but as she spun around, she felt the cup get jammed between her and someone else. This time, nothing happened in slow motion; the soda instantly covered the front of her shirt.
She froze, staring down at her shirt in disbelief. You’ve got to be kidding.
Standing before her was a girl her age holding a Slurpee, seemingly as surprised as she was. She was dressed in black, and her stringy dark hair hung in unruly curls framing her face. Like Kayla, she had at least half a dozen piercings in each ear, highlighted with a couple of miniature skulls that dangled from her earlobes, and her dark eye shadow and eyeliner gave her an almost feral appearance. As the remains of her soda soaked through Ronnie’s shirt, Goth-looking chick motioned with her Slurpee toward the spreading stain.
“Sucks being you,” she said.
“Ya think?”
“At least the other side matches now.”
“Oh, I get it. You’re trying to be funny.”
“‘Witty’ is more like it.”
“Then you might have said something like ‘Maybe you should stick with sippy-cups.’”
Goth-chick laughed, a surprisingly girlish sound. “You’re not from around here, are you?”
“No, I’m from New York. I’m here visiting my dad.”
“For the weekend?”
“No. For the summer.”
“It does suck being you.”
This time, it was Ronnie’s turn to laugh. “I’m Ronnie. It’s short for Veronica.”
“Call me Blaze.”
“Blaze?”
“My real name’s Galadriel. It’s from Lord of the Rings. My mom’s weird like that.”
“At least she didn’t name you Gollum.”
“Or Ronnie.” With a tilt of her head, she motioned over her shoulder. “If you want something dry, there are some Nemo shirts in the booth over there.”
“Nemo?”
“Yeah, Nemo. From the movie? Orange-and-white fish, gimpy flipper? Gets stuck in a fish tank and his dad goes to find him?”
“I don’t want a Nemo shirt, okay?”
“Nemo’s cool.”
“Maybe if you’re six,” Ronnie retorted.
“Suit yourself.”
Before Ronnie could respond, she spied three guys pushing their way through a parting mob. They stood out from the beach crowd with their torn shorts and tattoos, bare chests showing beneath heavy leather jackets. One had a pierced eyebrow and was carrying an old-fashioned boom box; another had a bleached Mohawk and arms completely covered with tattoos. The third, like Blaze, had long black hair offset by milky white skin. Ronnie turned instinctively to Blaze, only to realize that Blaze was gone. In her place stood Jonah.
“What did you spill on your shirt?” he asked. “You’re all wet and sticky.”
Ronnie searched for Blaze, wondering where she’d gone. And why. “Just go away, okay?”
“I can’t. Dad’s looking for you. I think he wants you to come home.”
“Where is he?”
“He stopped to go to the bathroom, but he should be here any minute.”
“Tell him you didn’t see me.”
Jonah thought about it. “Five bucks.”
“What?”
“Gimme five bucks and I’ll forget you were here.”
“Are you serious?”
“You don’t have much time,” he said. “Now it’s ten bucks.”
Over Jonah’s head, she spotted her dad searching the crowd around him. Instinctively she ducked, knowing there was no way she could sneak past him. She glared at her brother, the blackmailer, who’d obviously realized it as well. He was cute and she loved him and she respected his blackmailing abilities, but still, he was her little brother. In a perfect world, he would be on her side. But was he? Of course not.
“I hate you, you know,” she said.
“Yeah, I hate you, too. But it’s still gonna cost you ten bucks.”
“How about five?”
“You missed your chance. But your secret will be safe with me.”
Her dad still hadn’t seen them, but he was getting closer.
“Fine,” she hissed, digging through her pockets. She passed over a crumpled bill and Jonah pocketed the money. Glancing over her shoulder, she saw her father moving in her direction, his head still going from side to side, and she ducked around the booth. Surprising her, Blaze was leaning against the side of the booth, smoking a cigarette.
She smirked. “Problems with your dad?”
“How do I get out of here?”
“That’s up to you.” Blaze shrugged. “But he knows what shirt you’re wearing.”
An hour later, Ronnie was sitting beside Blaze on one of the benches near the end of the pier, still bored, but not quite as bored as she’d been before. Blaze turned out to be a good listener, with a quirky sense of humor-and best of all, she seemed to love New York as much as Ronnie did, even though she’d never been there. She asked questions about the basics: Times Square and the Empire State Building and the Statue of Liberty-tourist traps that Ronnie tried to avoid at all costs. But Ronnie humored her before describing the real New York: the clubs in Chelsea, the music scene in Brooklyn, and the street vendors in Chinatown, where it was possible to buy bootlegged recordings or fake Prada purses or pretty much anything else for pennies on the dollar.