Margaret had counted on being able to reorganise the buttery and prepare for their next brew of cider, but every time she had tried to have a word with Hugh she had found Edith nearby and wanting attention. Every time she had gone out into the kitchen Edith had followed and asked her to join in a game or simply kept asking questions until Margaret had lost her temper and told her to play outside and leave her alone.
It was then that her diminutive and tyrannical daughter had told her that her father would never say that to her and that she hated her.
Margaret had been shocked and deeply hurt – for all that she knew it to be untrue, that it was just a sudden flaring of temper that would soon be forgotten, and that she, the mother, would be expected to forget it too. But she could not. And it had made her resentful that Simon had been able to spend his day, yet again, out of the house and involved in uninterrupted work. Why was it considered right that the father should be free from his encumbrances when the wife, with as much work to do, was not?
So, after being able to leave her anger and annoyance to establish themselves and develop for the afternoon, she felt justified in lashing out at him on his return. But as she glowered at him, her anger undiminished by the absence of the cause of her afternoon’s disturbance, he started to grin, and she soon found herself torn between fury that he could still have this effect on her and pleasure at his happiness.
“Why don’t you come here and tell me what’s the matter?” he said, motioning to the bench seat beside him.
So she did. She wandered over to him, sat, and told him of her day. As she knew it would, the telling made her feel better – calmer and more at peace. “But what were you doing? Why were you so long? It was only a house fire, wasn’t it?”
As soon as she said it she felt him stiffen, and, sitting upright, she rested her hands in her lap and concentrated on him as she listened. “Tell me about it.”
And he did. He started to tell her all about the body they had found in the house, the charred and unrecognisable figure of old Brewer, who had died so alone that no one even knew where his son was, or if he was alive. His face calm, yet distant, she watched him and listened as he told of Baldwin, the new knight, and how he had taken a different view of the fire. She frowned in concentration as he told of the men who had been there, of the Carters and Roger Ulton, who seemed to know nothing, and of Cenred, whom he hoped to question soon. At first she listened in disbelief, but then with a feeling of growing concern, as if in simply being told of Baldwin’s suspicions, she could be similarly persuaded that a crime had been committed.
“So do you think it was murder?” she asked at last.
“I don’t know what to think. It could have been, like Baldwin says, but I really don’t know. It seems so unlikely. I could understand it happening in a city like Exeter, but in a quiet hamlet like Blackway? It just doesn’t seem possible.”
While he gazed thoughtfully into the fire, she asked, “What if Cenred says he knows nothing as well? What will you do then?”
“I don’t know. I think Baldwin will want to speak to the whole village – question everyone there and try to find out that way. The trouble is, there’s no proof that there has been a crime! How can we expect people to accuse someone when there’s nothing to show that there’s been a crime?” He stopped and frowned at the flames as if he could divine the answer there.
“So what are you going to do tomorrow?” she asked.
“Oh, I’ll have to go back there and see if I can make any sense of it. I’ll have to speak to Cenred, at the very least, and then maybe to the others again. Baldwin will meet me there, he said, and I suppose we’ll know what to do afterwards.”
Jane Black cuddled closer to her husband in their bed, trying to help him calm with the warmth and promise of her body, but it did not seem to help. It was the same when he had lost his favourite dog, Ulfrith the mastiff, to a wolf two years before. Then too he had lain in bed until late, not moving, hardly breathing, but not sleeping either, as she knew all too well.
It was obvious from the rigid set of his body, from the tautness that was as far removed from rest as she could imagine, and she was desperate to help him, but how?
“John,” she said softly, “why don’t you tell me about it? I might be able to help.”
She could feel his chest catch, as if he was holding his breath to listen better, as she had seen him when he was out hunting. But this was different, this was more as if she had broken a chain of thought and he was concentrating on her words and assessing their worth. But then she felt his chest move again and he slowly turned towards her. She could feel the rasp of his bristly beard, and then the smell of his breath.
“They think that Brewer was murdered. They think it had to be someone who was out late last night. That means they think it could have been me.”
She froze. “But you wouldn’t do something like that, you had no reason to kill him. Why should they think you could-”
“I was out. They knew that, how could I hide it? I was the one that found the fire!”
“But John, John, if it was you there would be no point in telling anyone about the fire. They’ll see that, you’ll see. Don’t worry about it.”
“But I am worried. Apart from anything else, who did do it? It must have been late in the evening. Who could have done it? Who was it that took Brewer back from the inn?”
“Well, what about Roger Ulton?”
“Roger? What, while he was on his way back from Emma’s? But he wouldn’t even have gone near the inn on his way back from the Boundstone place.”
She withdrew a little, peering towards him in the dark, and when she spoke her voice was low and troubled. “But he didn’t. I saw him walking back up the lane, and he wasn’t coming from the south, from Hollowbrook or his house, he was coming from the north, going home.”
“What?” He moved suddenly, his arm gripping her shoulder tightly. “Are you sure? But… what time was that?”
“I don’t know, just before I went to bed. I think it must have been almost eleven, but-”
“And you’re sure it was Ulton?”
“Oh, yes. Of course.”
“And he was going back towards his house?”
“Yes.”
The hunter released her, settling back to stare up towards the ceiling. If Ulton had been coming down the lane, he must have lied about coming back from Emma’s house. Why? Could it have been him that killed Brewer? He must tell the knight tomorrow. That should take the suspicion away from him.
To his wife’s relief, she soon heard his breathing slow and felt the tenseness in his body relax. Only then did she settle herself and, with a smile in her husband’s direction, she rested her head on her crooked arm and searched for sleep.
Chapter Eight
Simon arrived at the warrener’s house in the mid-morning of the next day. As the sunset had promised, it was a bright and clear day with no hint of rain in the air.
The journey, by the same roads he had taken the previous evening, made him sneer at himself. Where were the fearsome terrors he had imagined?
In the morning sunlight he rode along between the trees and looked in among their leaves with sardonic self-deprecation. Now they looked like friendly guards -sentinels standing watchfully to protect travellers from the perils of their journey. In the warm daylight they lost all sign of that menace that had seemed so clear and terrifying the night before; now they appeared friendly, a sign of security and comfort on his way, and he welcomed them as he might a companion.