Jean-Paul was quick to offer his thanks when he heard, but Michel brushed it off. ‘You did nothing wrong. You were telling the truth all along — just that with Roman running interference in the middle, it took us a while to realize it.’ Michel felt almost embarrassed how close to the edge his obsession had taken him. If only Jean-Paul knew.
When Michel had gone to visit Georges in the hospital, Georges had squinted up at him quizzically at one point. ‘You know, Roman said the strangest thing just before he died. He said he had nothing to do with my abduction and planned hit; he was trying to make out that you had something to do with it.’
‘Strange.’ Michel shrugged. ‘Roman certainly was losing it towards the end.’
‘He said that you probably knew he was about to kill me, so did it to get me away to a safe-house and save my life.’
Michel smiled tightly back. ‘ I already saved your life once — so let’s not get too carried away.’
From the way Georges’ stare lingered on him a second longer with a challenging wry smile, he could see that Georges wasn’t convinced. But that was probably as far as it would ever go: an ambiguous secret held just between the two of them.
Everything had settled back to normal at the Rue Sherbrooke Club. Azy had phoned him to say that Viana had returned from Haiti within a week of Roman’s death. And hearing her account of events through Azy, his suspicion that Roman had been about to kill Georges was confirmed: no more lingering doubt or guilt whether he’d done the right thing getting Georges away.
At Michel’s side, Sandra gently squeezed his hand as Jean-Paul came to the end of his speech.
The day had hopefully been as much a joy for them as it had been for him and, with the announcement that there’d be a firework display outside in forty minutes, Jean-Paul hoped that they enjoyed the rest of the evening. ‘…And if you see anyone reaching nervously inside their jackets with the first bangs, they’re nothing to do with me.’ As a muted chuckle rose, he closed his eyes briefly, as if in penance. ‘Not any more. From now on, there’s only the future to look forward to. A future that belongs to Simone and Georges…’
Michel squeezed back. They’d started seeing each other socially outside of just when he went to pick the kids up. Nothing too serious, just a dinner date now and then and functions like this — but the kids lived in great hope. It was almost as if his obsession had crowded out everything else in his life, left no space for her and the kids. And now that he’d finally let it go, she’d somehow sensed it: perhaps there was room for them again.
One step at a time, and while his future looked far less bright and certain than Simone’s and Georges’ on this day as almost two hundred strong rose to join Jean-Paul in toasting them, maybe there was some hope for him too.
The star-burst firework lit up the night-sky over the St Lawrence. Elena watched it fade-out in raindrop-tears of light, then another two dazzling bursts exploded in quick succession to its side. Bright sparks of hope among the darkness. The guests had clustered two deep on the open balcony, and the rest had gone downstairs in front of the hotel for a clear view. Elena had managed to get a front position on the balcony next to Georges and Simone. The fireworks were being set off from a barge moored to the jetty. Elena’s first night back in Montreal two nights ago she’d sat only fifty yards away on the terrace of the La Maree restaurant having dinner with Georges and Simone. They’d taken a horse-drawn buggy ride there, and on the way Georges had pointed out the Basilica de Notre Dame where the wedding would take place, the hotel for the reception, then the river as he mentioned Jean-Paul’s firework plans. ‘He got the idea apparently from the Jean-Baptiste day displays.’ Now, as they looked on wide-eyed at the spectacular display, Georges commented: ‘Looks like Jean-Paul’s keeping to his promise of trying to outdo them.’ Then, in a brief lull, he smiled warmly and reached out and clasped Elena’s hand. ‘I’m so glad you could make it, mom.’ ‘That’s okay.’ She felt her eyes mist and flickered them down slightly in acknowledgement. She was about to say not half as glad as she was, but it would have sounded trite. ‘I’m just sorry that it took me so long to get here.’ Georges grimaced tightly and gave one last reassuring grasp before letting go, as if to say ‘It doesn’t matter. You’re here now.’ Mom. Only the second time now he’d said it. The first time had been at the end of the dinner at La Maree, as if she’d finally earned the spurs to the term, enough had now passed between them. The Donatiens were a few people away from them, not close enough for Odette to have heard; though she probably wouldn’t have minded. She’d spoken to them at length earlier, and from the brief acknowledging smile now as she caught their eye, they seemed to approve of this new-found affection between her and Georges. It had been a while in coming, and while the main push had come initially from her, in the end Georges had worked equally towards it. Though this was only her first time back to Montreal since the nightmare night of their first meeting, she’d stayed on an extra five days then while Georges was in hospital, and there’d been hours on the telephone and a chain of letters between them since. He’d asked everything they hadn’t covered at that first meeting: more about her father, her mother, Gordon, her children — which then also included Lorena, the other new-found member of her family. Lorena had looked worse than she actually was when Crowley’s men first arrived. All of the blood was Ryall’s and she was unconscious from the fall; but it was only mild concussion, no skull fractures, and the most serious result of the fall was a broken arm. Nicola Ryall would face a manslaughter charge, but with the mitigating circumstances would probably only get three years. With the prosecution and the disclosure of her lesbianism, there’d been no hope of her keeping Lorena. Elena and Gordon had been granted fostering rights, with the final adoption order expected within six months. Elena had visited Nicola Ryall twice since with Lorena to assure her that she was free to visit Lorena whenever she liked, and Nicola had freely admitted that even without the obstacles she wouldn’t have made the bid to keep Lorena; she lacked the mental strength and ability to even cope with herself, let alone anyone else. It would take some time for those scars to heel. Georges seemed to have shown a special interest in Lorena’s progress. Maybe because like him what she’d been through had been so tumultuous; or perhaps because he shared with her being a new-found family member. Elena had seen her mother practically every other weekend since returning to England — catching up on lost time — and the first couple of meetings had been tearful. She’d gleaned the full story of how painful her father’s final years had been, how deep his regrets had run. She’d reached over and consoled her mother at that point. ‘Well, at least I finally found him. Hopefully for both of us.’ Then they’d hit the Metaxas harder that Uncle Christos had brought with him, and started to laugh out loud as they dredged through fonder family memories and anecdotes. They moved on: the subject of her father’s last years wasn’t raised again between them. Georges and Simone were honeymooning in France, and Elena’s promise to her mother that one day she’d bring Georges to her door for a reunion would be made good when they visited Elena in only three weeks time on their way back. Maybe then the circle broken thirty years ago would once again be complete, though there was nothing Elena could do to make good on all those lost years. Not just with Georges, but with her father too. That still left an empty gap inside Elena, and probably always would. A warm summer breeze wafted against Elena’s skin. Stark contrast to the cold when she’d last been here. And the mayhem she’d been through then also seemed a million miles away from this occasion now. Difficult to correlate the two. But as the last of the fireworks died, she found her eyes drawn into the darkness, a momentary chill running through her as she recalled that night trapped within the darkened visor, going to see Georges. She pushed the thought abruptly away, tried to think of it like the warm and welcoming darkness of the chine. On her last visit to the chine only a week ago, Lorena had asked to join her. Elena had been anxious at first that Lorena would be nervous, would run in panic from the smothering darkness like before. But after an initial trembling that Elena had felt in Lorena’s hand, she’d been fine; maybe the ghosts that Lorena always feared would come for her as darkness settled — the sewers and Patrika and then later Ryall — had finally gone from her mind. For Elena though, while the chine still felt warm and welcoming, a place where she could escape from the madness and pressures of the world outside, the main magic had somehow gone. And only now did she realize why: she had no more secrets to share with the darkness.