Listen. I could tell you several more uninteresting things about William Shakespeare, in a line with those one or two uninteresting things which have already crept into this book despite my best efforts. As regards the latter, I mean such things as the fact that the poet was the first son and third child of John Shakespeare, a country trader settled in Stratford, and of Mary his wife. And that he was baptised, for instance, on the feast day of Saints Cletus and Marcellinus, about whom next to nothing is known, and that when he was eighteen years old he got with child a woman named Anne or Agnes Hathaway, who was eight years older than himself, and that her relatives saw to it that he married her.
I could tell you, for example, that he had three brothers - Gilbert, Edmund, and Richard - as well as a rather more interesting sister whose name was Joan.
I could tell you also that in 1597 he bought the second largest house in Stratford, and that the death of his father in 1601 brought him possession of the house in Henley Street as well. And that he purchased another hundred acres in Stratford from a family called Combe, and a cottage in Chapel Lane in 1602, and an interest in the tithes of Welcombe and Bishopton as well as Stratford parish.
I could tell you, for example, that he sued in Stratford court for small debts in 1604 (versus Philip Rogers, an apothecary) and in 1608 (versus a man called Addenbrooke).
I could tell you, for instance, of his 10% share in our Company's profits. Or of how he did his bit (without getting his hands dirty) when we had to dismantle the Theatre at the Christmas of 1598, when our lease ran out, carrying each brick across the river, rebuilding our playhouse on Bankside as the Globe.
I could tell you of his various London lodgings: of how he lived for a while in a house on the north side of Fleet Street, two doors west of the end of Chancery Lane - thus under the very shadow of Temple Bar; of how subsequently he removed to the seventh house on the west side of Chancery Lane; then of his later lodging in the Liberty of the Clink just round the corner from where I'm writing now; and of his final property transaction - the purchase of the Gatehouse near King's Wardrobe and Puddle Wharf, which he put on mortgage.
When I say that these things are uninteresting I do not mean to deny that there is a certain piquancy, for instance, in thinking of a poet whose name is wedded with lady-smocks and cuckoo-buds living at certain addresses in the din of the heart of London. I mean only that there are things like this in everyone's life, and that they are not what matters in the end, not what makes each one of us unique, although we like to know them.
What I really have to tell you is quite other. It might also strike you as uninteresting, but it is not uninteresting in the way of these dry facts.
What I really have to tell you is not facts at all.
What I really have to tell you consists of fictions.
Reader, our real lives are fictions.
Be sure that fiction is the best biography.
Procopius knew this. So did Suetonius. So, for that matter, did the four Evangelists. Nothing better confirms the truth of what they tell us, those four, than the way they slightly contradict each other on matters of fact. They knew that the true story is what cannot be told.
Here, then, as my small contribution to the true story of William Shakespeare are several uninteresting things about him which are not facts. These fictions have at least the interest that you will not have heard them before, and that you will not learn them from any other source if Pickleherring does not put them down now in this chapter.
1. Mr Shakespeare was never at home either in London or in Stratford. He didn't say so. He wouldn't. He was reticent. But you could see he was thinking of something else the way he spoke to his dog. When he spoke to me it was as if he knew I was out of earshot but he didn't blame me. He had also a way of looking at me as if he knew I was somebody else. I didn't like days when he looked at me like that. Not that I wanted him to be kind to me, madam. He had no need to be kind to me. You could say I was kind to him, but that is an irrelevance. All right - he was a very great poet, but very great natures are not easy to get on with.
2. Truth, now. Mr Shakespeare used to talk a lot about truth. On the first night of Othello I remember him saying, 'Truth is a whore, who requires some compensation for being summoned.' It is a wise saying, though personally I have never kidneyed with the creatures. You could not hear him speak and not know what he meant. Clarity like that is not achieved in a day. His whole life was one long summer of creation. His very spit was eloquent, by the end. By the time of Othello we had moved from a daylight to a lamplight theatre, which is why I speak of a first night. The lamplight pleased the wits, not so much the groundlings.
3. A day spent with Shakespeare? A day spent with Shakespeare may be in your eyes, madam, something so wonderful to contemplate that you can scarcely understand that I can let many such pass without note or comment. And yet many days we did nothing but rehearse, and then rehearse. And many days we did nothing but sit and watch rats in the river. Those last were the days I felt nearest to him. I cannot recall a word he said about the rats, but I never watched rats so closely when not in his company. With anyone else, I'd have thought I was wasting my time. With Shakespeare, those rats were the meaning of existence.
4. Mr Shakespeare in his youth heard singing masons building roofs of gold. Mr Shakespeare in his middle years drank a drop of happiness, an old brown drop of golden wine. Mr Shakespeare in his last years looked down a well of eternity - the joyous, awful noontide abyss.
5. I never caught William Shakespeare looking at the new moon through glass. He was not fond of the moon, not overmuch. He was fastidious regarding her. But the full moon in the Thames, Mr Shakespeare would smile at that. And the sunsets over the Pool of London, sometimes. Let me get this right, what did Mr Shakespeare say about sunsets? 'I detest sunsets: their composition is careless.' But a moonless night now, that was a different story. Once, about the time when storms destroyed the second Armada, we were looking at the sky above the Curtain, the audience gone home, the stage in darkness, and I made bold to ask him which star he had fixed his eye on, and he answered, 'I am not looking at a star; I am looking past the stars.' His eyes were like icicles, and when I looked into them I saw that it was true - I, Pickleherring, saw beyond the stars, but only in the eyes of William Shakespeare.
6. The day that Mr Shakespeare drank himself blind. He wore a black coat, white gloves, in his hat-band a red rose. His hat itself was grey. It was that sleek copataine, high-crowned, he had been wearing when first I met him. He met John Florio in the park, who was jealous of him. John Florio had cause. They did not speak. Not a word was exchanged between them on this occasion. Mr Shakespeare had a hawk upon his wrist, and he let it fly at the white turtle doves that fluttered about Mr Florio. Blood and white feathers fell about the two men's heads, but they never moved. Mr Shakespeare raised his hat when the slaughter was over.
7. I remember when I played the flute for him at Windsor and he said, 'Don't'. He was right, of course, he had reason. The music made his ear bleed. Though I had something of a reputation, madam, I may say. (All flute-players are mad: In comes music at one ear, out goes wit at the other.) As I was playing I saw Mr Shakespeare's left hand go bloodless. And he never used it well, I think, after that night. Not that it was a blemish. It was an act of criticism.
8. I shall never forget the day he (almost) shook hands with the Earl of Essex. He had been writing Henry V, and inventing helmets. Essex was cross. He liked the helmets, certainly. But he said, quote When the sun shines upon them it will give away the disposition of our troops unquote. But Mr Shakespeare was ready for Robert Devereux. He replied, 'If your dispositions are such that they can be interpreted by the enemy I shall take my helmets elsewhere.' The Earl was thunderstruck. It was then that they shook hands, almost. In sight of the whole army. Essex approached from the east. The sun was glinting on his helmet (he had put it on at once). Mr Shakespeare came at him from the north, limping ever so slightly. The plume in my master's hat, green, green as goose turd, tossed in the light summer breeze. Mr Shakespeare never wore a helmet, to my knowledge. Essex marched at a lope. Mr Shakespeare, at a canter. The dogs were scratching themselves in the sun. Towards the end, the Earl, alarmed, saw that the necessary junction of soldier and poet was by no means inevitable. His right hand, outstretched, brushed the shining back of Mr Shakespeare's coat as he sped downhill. Let us recapitulate. Mr Shakespeare is speeding down the hillock towards the south, and indeed towards the Irish rebels. The Earl of Essex, Robert Devereux, is, as it were, unreturnably advanced towards the west, laying his shadow behind him on the evening turf, but nonetheless at some risk. He is already within gunshot of Tyrone's battery on that monticle. The English troops, at a loss, have the sun in their eyes. The Lord Lieutenant and his friend's poet are being unaccountably careless. Then both men halt, as the bagpipes skirl. They laugh, Mr Shakespeare first, then the Earl joining in, though separated by no less than a furlong of bogland. Tyrone and his cartload of priests are surprised and vexed. I forget what happened next, but it was first-class. Tyrone stamps his foot and all hell's let loose. The Earl of Essex laid men upon the turf, to left and right, until his troops came up, and then sought out Southampton's pet once more. Mr Shakespeare danced among the cannonballs. He spat upon them where they landed, to hear the hot iron hiss. It was against all the proper usages of war.