Aspen and I are so much alike, showing the world what we want them to see and hiding everything else away.
Watching Aspen touch Sahara gently between the shoulder blades, I realize she has something I never had—someone to cling to. A sibling. I don’t have one, but I’ve always wondered what it’d be like.
A wave of dizziness rolls over me, because suddenly I understand why I said I wouldn’t leave Aspen. Because she’s just like me. She and I could have been related.
She could have been my sister.
11 
Hell in His Eyes
Aspen and I spend the morning hanging out with Sahara. It’s amazing how easy it is to just kick it when there’s a kid in the room. It’s even easy to forget that last night, a collector was in my room. And that he may still be lurking around, despite Valery’s assurance that there’s nothing to worry about. Or that I have no idea why Aspen is important to Big Guy.
At some point, Lincoln drops by. He scurries around the house like he’s looking for explosives then settles into a chair in Sahara’s room and paints his nails black.
“That’s pretty manly,” I tell him when he shows us the finished product.
“It’s black,” he responds, like this makes any difference.
“Right.” I raise an eyebrow at Sahara, who laughs. She moves toward me like a cat, like she wants to be closer, but also wants me to come to her. I take two quick steps and scoop her up. She’s eight, not exactly a featherweight anymore, but she’s light enough. Her dark hair sprays out as I spin her in a circle. Then I set her down and tickle her until she can hardly breathe.
No mercy for the weak.
Glancing over at Aspen, I expect to see her laughing along with her sister. But instead, she’s staring at the floor with a blank expression on her face. I feel Lincoln studying me and meet his gaze. His forehead is lined with worry, but he doesn’t say anything.
Aspen’s head snaps up. She tilts her ear like she’s listening for something. When the doorbell sounds, I realize it must have been what she heard. She lifts herself off Sahara’s bed and makes for the stairs. Lincoln and I exchange another look, then we both get up to go after her. I don’t need whoever this is breaking her concentration. Hanging out with her sister does something good to Aspen, and if I’m going to liberate her soul, keeping her around Sahara may be my best bet.
I don’t know how long turning a person good will take, because I’ve only ever turned them bad. Convincing someone to embrace their sinister desires isn’t so difficult, but convincing them to forsake those desires may take much longer. I’ll have to be a shining example of purity (not easy) and show her how beautiful life can be when you’re living it clean (kill me). All in all, because I am amazing at All Things, I think I can have this wrapped up in about a week or so.
Aspen reaches the bottom of the stairs and opens the mammoth door. It grinds on its hinges, and I spot Gage and Lyra standing outside. Great. Just what I need is these two snaring her with their jellyfish tentacles.
Gage leans his head inside and sees Lincoln and me on the banister. “What’s up, guys?” he says, all smiles and charm like he’s Boy Wonder. He looks back at Aspen and says something I don’t catch. She nods and gazes up at Lincoln.
“Hey, will you stay with my sister while I go out for a while?”
“No,” he retorts, the chains on his camo jacket rattling. “Just stay here with us, Aspen.”
Her eyes slide over to me. I can tell she wants to ask me to babysit but doesn’t fully trust me yet. Not with her sister. “Come on, man,” she says, her sharp green eyes returning to Lincoln. “I’ll do your hair when I get back.”
I glance at the guy next to me, my brow furrowing. Then I notice the blond roots growing from his scalp. “Don’t cave,” I tell him. I don’t know why I’m so wary of Aspen going off with Gage and Lyra other than what Lincoln told me. How Aspen is worse around them. And also maybe because I see the way they look at her, like she’s part of some agenda they have.
Lincoln shrugs a thin shoulder and mutters, “She’s gonna go no matter what. I don’t want Sahara to be alone.” He narrows his kohl-lined eyes and calls down, “Don’t leave me here forever.”
Aspen blows him a kiss and starts to slink through the door.
“Uh, hold on there, princess.” I descend the stairs, keeping my eyes locked on Gage. “I’m coming, too.”
“I don’t think so,” Lyra snaps.
I hold my palm up to her face and speak to Gage. “I’m coming, or Aspen stays here.”
Gage laughs hard, his neon teeth flashing. “She’s a big girl. If she doesn’t want you along, then you’re not coming.”
Aspen’s jaw is set like she’s pissed I’m acting this way, but there’s something else in her glare—another challenge, maybe. “He can come,” she says. Her mouth pulls into a smile, but the gesture doesn’t reach her eyes.
“Splendid.” I grin at Gage just to piss him off real nice. Then I turn back to Lincoln. I don’t know much about the paranoid, Goth-clad dude, but he seems to care about Aspen, which I may need. And if I’m being honest, I guess I appreciate it, too, because Aspen needs someone to care. I nod in an attempt to tell him I got this, but Lincoln just watches Aspen walk out the door before heading back to Sahara’s room.
When I turn back around, Gage meets my stare. “Ready to roll, pretty boy?”
I cringe, because “pretty boy” is what Max calls me. Max. Not him. I’m going to try and give Gage the benefit of the doubt, but we need to get off on the right foot. “Name’s Dante, asshole. Next time you call me something other than that, I’ll put you in the ground. Got it?” I slap him on the arm like we’re pals and brush past him.
Behind me, I hear Gage laughing, but I’m not sure it’s authentic. If it is, we could end up being friends. Crazier things have happened.
Aspen has already lodged herself in the backseat of the BMW 7 series—or the Regulator, as I’ve named it—and has pulled her knees to her chest. She bobs her head to the angry music Lyra’s flipped on, and I feel the beat rush into my veins.
“Don’t you have a car?” I ask Aspen as I slide in after her.
She nods her head toward the garage. “Old Man took the keys.”
As we pull away from Aspen’s fortress-of-a-house, my eyes cling to the garage, because if this is the casa Aspen calls home, I’d kill to know what her sleigh looks like. I look back at her to ask what she’s packing in there, but she’s already lost to the music, her eyes glassed over.
Gage turns around from the driver’s seat and grins at me. “Buckle up, Dante.”
Lyra cranks the volume, and Gage steps on the accelerator.
He drives fast.
And it feels good.
…
A half hour later, we pull into an overgrown neighborhood that probably keeps Kool-Aid and ramen noodles in business. Gage turns behind a small blue house and into an alleyway. After throwing the car into park, he looks at me in the rearview. Holding a finger to his lips, he winks.
I contemplate popping him in the eye but decide to let his douche lord move slide.
He climbs out of the car, and the rest of us follow along. When we get to a garage immediately outside the alleyway, he turns and faces us. “You guys ready to get stupid?”
Aspen wraps her arms around herself. “Just show us what’s inside,” she deadpans.
Gage glances around and rolls the door open with a rattle. Inside are three motorcycles that look way too tight to be in this part of the city. I don’t know much about rides with only two wheels, but already my blood is pumping, because I appreciate anything with an engine.