I suppose he used pictures to make the copy. He said he thought you’d like to have someone who looked like her.”
“And what else? What were you supposed to do? Talk me into helping him? He wants my help in an important matter.”
“No, sir.” She met his eyes steadily. “I was only to obey your wishes. It—” A tiny frown creased her brow, so much like Peggy’s that Langley felt his heart crack within him. “It may be he was relying on your gratitude.”
“Fat chance!” Langley tried to think. It wasn’t like Brannoch, who must be a cynical realist, to assume that this would make the spaceman come slobbering to him. Or was it? Some traits of human nature had changed with the change in all society. Maybe a present-day Earthman would react like that.
“Do you expect me to feel obligated to him?” he asked slowly.
“No, sir. Why should you? I’m not a very expensive gift.”
Langley wished for his old pipe. He’d have to have some tobacco cut for it special one of these days, he thought vaguely; nobody smoked pipes any more. He stroked her bronze hair with a hand which the drug had again made steady.
“Tell me something about yourself, Marin,” he said. “What sort of life did you lead?”
She described it, competently, without resentment and not without humor. The center didn’t meet any of Langley’s preconceived notions; far from being a hole of lust, it sounded like a rather easy-going institution. There had been woods and fields to stroll in between the walls, there had been an excellent education, there had been no attempt -except for conditioning to acceptance of being property—to prevent each personality from growing its own way. But of course, those girls were meant for high-class concubines.
With the detachment lent him by the sedative, Langley perceived that Marin could be very useful to him. He asked her a few questions about history and current events, and she gave him intelligent answers. Maybe her knowledge could help him decide what to do.
“Marin,” he asked dreamily, “have you ever ridden a horse?”
“No, sir. I can pilot a car or flier, but I was never on an animal. It would be fun to try.” She smiled, completely at ease now.
“Look,” he said, “drop that superior pronoun and stop calling me ‘sir’. My name’s Edward—plain Ed.”
“Yes, sir... Edwy.” She frowned with a childlike seriousness. “I’ll try to remember. Excuse me if I forget. And in public, it would be better to stay by the usual rules.”
“O. K. Now—” Langley couldn’t face the clear eyes, he stared out at the rain instead. “Would you like to be free?”
“Sir?”
“Ed! I suppose I can manumit you. Wouldn’t you like to be a free agent?”
“It’s... very kind of you,” she replied slowly. “But—”
“Well?”
“But what could I do? I’d have to go to low-level, become a Commoner’s wife or a servant or a prostitute. There isn’t any other choice.”
“Nice system. Up here, you’re at least protected, and among your intellectual equals. O. K., it was just a thought. Consider yourself part of the furniture.”
She chuckled. “You’re... nice,” she said. “I was very lucky.”
“Like hell you were. Look, I’m going to keep you around because I haven’t the heart to turn you out. But there may well be danger. I’m right in the middle of an interstellar poker game and—I’ll try to get you out from under if things go sour, but I may not be able to. Tell me honestly, can you face the prospect of getting killed or... or anything?”
“Yes, Edwy. That is of the essence of my training. We cannot know our future—so we must learn the courage to accept it.”
“I wish you wouldn’t talk that way,” he said gloomily. “But I suppose you can’t help it. People may still be the same underneath, but they think different on top. Well—”
“What is your danger, Edwy? Can I help?” She laid a hand on his knee it was a slim hand but with strong blunt like fingers-“I want to, I really do.”
“Uh-huh.” He shook his head. “I’m not going to tell you more than I must, because if people realize you know anything you’ll become a poker chip, too.” He had to use the English phrase, only chess had survived of the games he knew, but she got the idea. “And don’t try to deduce things either. I tell you, it’s dangerous.”
There was no calculation in the way she got up and leaned over him and brushed his cheek with one hand. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “It must be dreadful for you.”
“I’ll survive. Let’s continue the roundup. I mean you well, but right now I’m under a sedative. It was a shock seeing you, and it’s going to go on being a shock for a while. Keep in the background, Marin; duck for cover if I start throwing things. Don’t try to be sympathetic, just let me alone. Savvy?”
She nodded mutely.
In spite of the drug, his voice roughened. There was still a knife in him. “You can sleep in that room there.”
“All right,” she said quietly. “I understand. If you change your mind, I’ll understand that, too.” After a moment: “You could have my appearance altered again, you know.”
He didn’t reply, but sat wondering. It was the logical answer- No. He would always remember. He didn’t believe in hiding from a fact.
The door chimed and said: “Minister Chanthavar Tang vo Lurin wishes to see you, sir.” The scanner screen flashed an image of the agent’s face; it was taut and cold with a choked anger.
“All right. Send him in.” Marin went into another room. Langley did not rise as Chanthavar entered, and sat waiting for the other to speak first.
“You saw Brannoch today.”
Langley raised his brows. The coolness was still on him, but it only made his stiff-necked resentment more controlled. “Is that illegal?” he asked.
“What did he want of you?”
“What do you think? The same as Valti and you and everybody else wants. I told him no, because I haven’t anything to give.”
Chanthavar’s sleek dark head cocked forward. “Haven’t you?” he snapped. “I wonder! I wonder very much. So far my superiors have kept me from opening your mind. They claim that if you don’t know, if you really haven’t figured it out, the procedure will keep you from ever doing so. It’s not a pleasant experience. You won’t be quite the same man afterward.”
“Go ahead,” challenged Langley. “I can’t stop you.”
“If I had time to argue my chiefs down, I would,” said Chanthavar bluntly. “But everything’s happening at once. A munitions plant on Venus was blown up today. I’m on the track of a ring which is trying to stir up the Commons and arm them. It’s—Brannoch’s work, of course. He’s gambling his whole organization, just to keep me too busy to find Saris. Which suggests he has reason to believe Saris can be found.”
“I tell you, I’ve thought about it till I’m blue in the face, and... I... don’t... know.” Langley met the wrathful black eyes with a hard gray stare. “Don’t you think I’m smart enough to save myself a lot of trouble? If I did know, I’d tell somebody or other, I wouldn’t horse around this way.”
“That may be,” said Chanthavar grimly. “Nevertheless, I warn you that if you haven’t offered some logical suggestion within another couple of days, I’ll take it on myself to have you interrogated. The hunt’s going on, but we can’t scour every nook and cranny of a whole world—especially with so many powerful Ministers fussy about having their private estates searched. But Saris will be found if I have to rip the planet apart—and you with it.”
“I’ll do my best,” said Langley. “This is my planet too, you know.”
“All right. I’ll settle for that, but very temporarily. Now, one other thing. My watchers report a female slave was sent you by Brannoch. I want to see her.”
“Look here—”
“Shut up. Fetch her out.”
Marin entered of herself. She bowed to Chanthavar and then stood quietly under the rake of his eyes. There was a long stillness.