‘You are fortunate.’
‘What you should do is serve a penance. Travel, Sir Knight! Go on a pilgrimage, to Canterbury or further afield. It would salve your conscience.’
‘A pilgrimage – me? Perhaps,’ Baldwin smiled.
‘How is Flora?’ Simon asked.
‘Not good. She appears to be suffering a slow, lingering death. She wastes away, but there is no apparent cure, no matter what the leaches prescribe.’
‘She has not recovered from her horrors? It is not surprising,’ Baldwin said. ‘Women are the weaker sex.’
‘Weaker be damned,’ Scut said with surprising force. ‘There’s something else at bottom. Can you think of anything that should have upset her so strongly?’
‘I heard,’ Simon said, ‘that she and Osbert were to marry, but he has not spoken to her since the fire.’
‘Oh. The oldest reason in the world,’ Baldwin sighed. ‘I wish we could cure it.’
Roger Scut sniffed and peered along his nose at the stolid figure of Osbert in the distance. ‘Leave it to me,’ he grunted. ‘If he has strung that girl along, I shall put the fear of Hellfire into him!’
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Simon was almost home again. The events of the last days were, happily, beginning to fade as he rode along the ridge that wound its way to the castle and his own home.
‘Sir?’
‘What, Hugh?’
‘Were you serious, like, about me staying on here when you go to Dartmouth?’
‘Yes. I don’t want to lose you and your support, but I’d rather that than force you so far away.’
‘Oh.’
They reached the yard before his house, and Simon dropped thankfully from his mount. He strode into the house. There, in his hall, he saw his daughter and a youth.
‘Ah. Um… Edith…’
‘Oh! Father!’ she cried, and ran into his arms. ‘You were gone so long. Do you know Peter? He’s apprentice to Master Harold, the merchant. Peter, this is my father.’
‘Sir, er, Bailiff, er, er…’
Simon was ready to blast the fellow for coming here and upsetting the nature of his homecoming, but then he thought again. The lad was gentle, devoted to Edith, from the way he watched her with a hound’s eyes, and if his clothing was anything to go by, his master was wealthy. There were many worse suitors whom Edith could have chosen. He was not, thank God, a priest or an already married man. That was greatly in his favour.
‘I am pleased to meet you, and here’s my hand on that,’ Simon said warmly. ‘Please, take a seat and have a little wine. Hugh? HUGH! Wine here.’
He settled back in his seat, gratefully accepting the cup that Hugh brought to him, and sighed contentedly. His daughter looked very happy, he thought, glancing at Edith, not that she noticed his look; she had eyes only for her man.
Peter, he mused. The same name as his son. Perhaps there was a sign there. Maybe this Peter was to be trusted as a son. And perhaps, he thought, it was no sign at all but merely the fluke of chance. Someone else favoured that saint’s name over all the others.
It would be good to have a son to whom he could speak as an equal, a fellow who would give his daughter a happy home and children, but Simon still felt dubious. This lad was too young. Hell and damnation: Edith was too! She’d been in love with so many others in the last year or two. He watched them covertly. There was something between them, he noted. Edith looked relaxed, and mature. Surprisingly mature.
Perhaps it wasn’t so surprising. She was old enough to marry, to bear her own children, to live with her husband. Simon was the one who was confused about his age and position. He saw a middle-aged man in the mirror, but still felt young. And now, after the case of the mad monk at Gidleigh, he was still more confused. Giving Hugh the freedom to stay with his wife was not something he regretted, but it was a grim thought that he would have to live without Hugh when he moved with his wife to Dartmouth.
Dartmouth! He pursed his lips. That would be a while now. The Abbot wouldn’t mind, because any churchman’s first responsibility had to be to the cure of souls, but Simon did not look forward to telling his master that he would be grateful for a little time free so that he could make a penitential journey. Simon would still move to Dartmouth, but Abbot Robert must allow him to go on pilgrimage first.
The idea of travelling to Spain was daunting, but curiously attractive too. He had heard much of the countries over the sea from Baldwin, and there was a tingling delight at the thought of going and seeing them. It was alarming and exciting all at once. And he certainly owed thanks to God. He and Baldwin had been in danger too many times over the last year. It was time to give thanks.
His soul needed cleansing. He would go with Baldwin on the long journey to Spain. And while he was gone, he thought, surreptitiously eyeing his daughter and Peter once more, perhaps this fellow’s father would take care of his daughter. Hugh would remain and protect the house and Simon’s wife until Simon’s return.
His wife. Right now he was more scared of telling his wife this news than he ever had been during the battle at the castle.
Roger Scut grunted with the effort as he lifted one end of the long plank into place in the socket of the wall. It fitted, he thought, and went to the other end, raising that too. Balancing it on his shoulder, he started up the ladder to set it into the corresponding socket on the opposite wall, but as he climbed, the angle of the ladder made the plank move. It teetered and dropped, all but pulling him from the ladder.
He let his end fall and stood on the ladder without speaking. If he had opened his mouth, he knew that only expletives would have erupted from it. Better by far to remain silent. Only when his temper had returned to an even level did he sniff, clear his throat, and climb back down to the ground.
‘Master cleric! Would you like some help?’
‘Osbert, if I could fall on my knees and shower your feet with kisses, I would do so for that offer, but I fear my knees are a little barked and my back is twisted. If I fell to my knees, I might not be able to rise again.’
Osbert grinned. He had a slash in his flank where a man-at-arms had thrust at him after he opened the door to the hall, but it was healing nicely, according to his physician.
‘I can at least hold one end of the plank up there.’
With his help Roger Scut soon had the timber up. This was the first piece of the roof, the long plank that rested on the two highest points of the walls, and against which he could start to position the roof trusses. ‘That’s better!’ he approved, hands on his hips, when he was once more on the ground and could look up at the new timber.
‘You’re sure the walls will take the weight again? The fire was fierce here.’
‘With God’s support, this little house will remain secure,’ Roger Scut said with a confidence he did not feel. ‘May I offer you some bread and cheese? I have ale, too.’
Osbert nodded at the mention of ale, and the two men went to the monk’s little shelter, a rude dwelling built of branches and twigs with mud caking the gaps to make it windproof. There had been much rain in the last few days, and Osbert knew Scut was having to replenish the mud daily.
‘Now!’ the monk said, leaning back against a post when he had set out all his food and a jug of ale. ‘Tell me all. How is your wife?’
Osbert smiled shyly. ‘She is well, I thank you. Her face is healing, and Lady Annicia has promised us the mill when it is completed. I hope to be able to finish the roof next week.’
Roger Scut nodded, outwardly content, although in reality he was burning with jealousy. It had taken him so long to clear all the debris from the chapel, and all the effort had been his own. Others were not keen to see the little building restored. They preferred to think of it as defiled.