The woman's eyes never left the computer terminal. "To a Mary Converse."
Keith's eyes narrowed angrily. "How could you do that? I'm his father, for Christ sake. How come nobody called me?"
The woman behind the counter shrugged helplessly. "Mrs. Converse was listed as his next of kin in all our records, sir. Either her, or a Keith Converse." She glanced at him almost disinterestedly. "I guess that would be you?"
"You guess right," Keith growled. "And you better get whoever authorized this down here right now." The woman's expression hardened, and Keith realized his mistake. "Look," he added, trying to mollify her. "I didn't really mean it the way it sounded. But he was my son! It just seems like-"
The woman softened slightly. "I'm sorry," she said, "but all the procedures were followed. If you like, I can tell you where the body was sent." Before Keith could answer, her efficient fingers tapped at the keyboard once more. "Ah, here it is." She copied down the address on a card and pushed it across the counter. "Vogler's," she said. "They're up on Sixth Street, I think. They picked up the body at-let me see-yes, here it is. Five twenty-three." She smiled brightly, as if having come up with the precise minute at which the body had left the Medical Examiner's should somehow mollify him.
Keith, though, was already out the door, and as soon as he was back on the sidewalk, he punched in Mary's number.
"What the hell are you doing?" he demanded. "You want to tell me what the hell is going on?"
Mary, understanding what must have happened, sighed heavily. "I should have called you, I suppose, but I just didn't want to get into another argument. And knowing how you feel-what you think-" She fell silent for a moment, then went on. "I decided to take care of it myself." Her voice took on the faintly superior tone that he knew meant she was about to wrap her religion around herself as a protective, and utterly impenetrable, shield. "He was my son, and no matter what he did, I have an obligation to him. There's going to be a memorial mass at St. Barnabas next week."
Keith frowned. Memorial mass? What was she talking about? If she was sure it was Jeff who had died, wasn't she going to have a funeral? But before he could ask the question, she answered it.
"I decided a funeral would just be too hard"-too hard for everyone. And now that he's gone…"
Keith's anger smoldered as her voice trailed off. But even though she wouldn't do it herself, he had no trouble finishing her thought: now that he's gone, I don't have to deal with him anymore. "Where's the body?" he demanded. "Is it still at this Vogler place?"
There was another silence, then she said, "There isn't any body, Keith," her voice breaking. "I-I had him cremated. After what happened, I just couldn't stand the thought of- well-" There was a short silence before she concluded, "It just seemed like the best thing to do, that's all."
But Keith was no longer listening.
Cremated.
The body-whoever it was-was gone, and gone with it was any possibility of proving whether it had been Jeff.
So all he had left were the words of the drunk.
And a subway station.
Wondering if he shouldn't go back home and just try to do as Mary wanted-try to accept what had happened-he started back toward the garage where he'd parked the car. But instead of going into the garage, he kept on walking.
Kept walking until he was back at the subway station on Delancey Street.
CHAPTER 13
By seven o'clock Eve Harris was almost four hours behind in her work. Not surprising, considering that she'd managed to fit two committee meetings into the day, along with lunch with the mayor and a carefully planned but apparently impromptu drop-in on Perry Randall-in which she'd succeeded in extracting the check he'd promised at last night's banquet. She was now wrapping up a meeting on Delancey Street, at Montrose House itself, where she'd been pleased to be able to deliver Perry Randall's check in person.
"By the way, did you hear about Al Kelly?" Sheila Hay asked as Eve was pulling on her coat. The councilwoman's brows rose questioningly, and Sheila unconsciously brushed a strand of her prematurely graying hair from her forehead as she pulled off her glasses and let them drop on their gold chain to rest on her ample bosom, as she did at the end of every meeting. "Louise and Harry found him in an alley this morning."
The words hung in the air: "found him."
Not "found his body," or even "found him dead."
Just "found him."
The rest was implied.
What kind of world are we living in? Eve wondered. What kind of world is it that we just assume that if someone was found, they were dead? But she knew what kind of world it was-it was the world she'd been dealing with all her life. "Did they say what happened to him?" she asked.
Sheila Hay shook her head as much in resignation as in sadness. "You know how these things go-unless there's someone around to make a fuss, who's going to ask?"
Again Eve knew exactly what the other woman meant without having it spelled out. "Did the police even take a look?"
Sheila rolled her eyes. "Sure-that's their job, isn't it? And I'll bet I can tell you exactly what the report says, too- ‘assailant unknown.' There'll be enough gobbledy-gook to make it look like a report, and that'll be that." Her eyes met Eve's, and now Eve saw the sadness in them. "Who can even say they're wrong-it probably was some junkie looking for money, and how many thousands of those do we have? Like Al would have had any money. He didn't even have a place to live, for God's sake!"
"Louise and Harry didn't see anything?"
Sheila shrugged. "Come on, Eve. You know what they're like-even if they saw it happen, they wouldn't tell the police. Or me. Or you, either. They don't trust us."
"Is there a reason why they should?" Eve asked. Then, seeing the hurt in Sheila Hay's eyes, she quickly softened her words. "I don't mean you, Sheila. You know how it is-it's us. All of us. I mean, there they are, living like animals, and all they ever hear are promises. But they never see anything change! They-" She cut off her words as quickly as they'd come. "What am I telling you for? You know it all as well as I do."
Saying good-bye to Sheila, she considered going back to the office, then quickly changed her mind. Whatever messages were waiting for her could wait until tomorrow, and the two reports she had to review by tomorrow morning-one on the need for more public housing, the other on the failure of the public housing that already existed-were already in the ever-present leather bag she carried slung over her shoulder. Not that she needed to read them to know what was in them, since she was fairly certain that both reports contained far more lobbyists' arguments than actual facts. Indeed, she'd weighed the option of leaving them on her desk unread, but in the end the weight of her own conscience was far heavier, so she'd stuffed the two thick reports into her bag.
Two minutes later she was hurrying down the stairs to the subway station, barely looking around as she passed through the turnstile and descended to the platform. Though rush hour was over, there were still a few dozen people waiting for trains, and Eve moved toward the far end of the platform where the crowd was thinnest before reaching into her bag and pulling out one of the reports. She was just starting to leaf through it when she heard an insistent voice from farther down the platform.
"All I'm asking is if you were here yesterday morning!" The man sounded strident, almost angry. "A little after five."
"What's it to you?" another voice said, sounding even angrier than the first. "I got a right to be anywhere I want-"
Eve looked up from the report to see two men. One of them-a black man who could have been anywhere between forty and sixty-was wearing the uniform of the homeless: several layers of bulky clothes, all of them threadbare, none of them clean.