“Hardly flattering to call a woman a mouse, you know.” She knew she was babbling, nervous, but she couldn’t still her tongue.
“You hide behind my curtains and scuttle around my rooms. What else should I call you?”
“You said ferret, once. But you wouldn’t give a diamond necklace to a mouse or a ferret. Well, not unless you were very silly. They’d try to eat it or use it to line their nests.”
“I don’t give a damn what you use the diamonds for.” Cameron slid his arm around her shoulders and kissed the top of her head. “As long as you like them.”
“I do. They’re lovely.”
“No more talk about giving them back or not accepting them?”
“I wouldn’t accept them from any other gentleman, no,” she said in a decided voice. “But for you, I will make an exception.”
“You’d damn well better not accept them from any other gentleman. Any other man tries to give you jewelry, and I’ll pummel him. Right after I pummel Rowlindson for letting you come here tonight.”
She shivered. “He is rather strange.”
“He’s disgusting. He understands only crudity. Not beauty.”
Ainsley touched the velvet wall of the coach. “This is a very comfortable carriage. Quite large and warm.”
“I travel a lot during the horse season. I like a big traveling coach, especially if I have to sleep in it.”
“You could take trains, surely. Even with the horses.”
“The horses don’t like the train, and the coal smoke is bad for their lungs.”
He sounded like a worried father. “You are very kind to your horses.”
Cameron shrugged. “They’re expensive animals, and they give me all they have. Idiots ruin them by not taking care of them.”
“You take good care of Jasmine, even though she’s not yours.”
“Because she’s a damn fine horse.”
His voice held longing. “You truly want her, don’t you?” Ainsley asked.
“Yes.” Cameron’s fingers under her chin tilted her head back. “And I truly want you.”
“I hope not for the same reason. I don’t gallop very fast.”
“You have a lot of the devil in you, Ainsley.”
“So I’m told—”
Cameron silenced her words with a kiss.
Soft lips, trembling and nervous, but determined at the same time. Cameron tasted her need to be held and touched, her laughter. He’d never, ever met a woman like her.
His heart beat faster, his body beginning to perspire in the coach’s heat. Whenever he seduced a woman, Cameron was calm and cool, knowing the steps it took to reach the brief part of coupling that brought him alive. The spark lasted only a short while, but it was heady when he got there.
He always made sure the ladies enjoyed great pleasure, his gift to them for releasing him from numbness. He reflected that the women often had a much better time with the whole thing than he did.
Tonight he was impatient, clumsy with need. He tugged at the waistband of Ainsley’s skirt. “I want this off.”
Pins that held skirt to bodice tinkled to the carpet. When Ainsley reached forward to catch them, Cameron unfastened the clasps on the skirt’s back. The velvet folds came away, so many yards of them.
Cameron knelt on the floor in front of her as he pulled away the last of the skirt. Underneath the skirt’s smothering fabric he found—sofa pillows. He burst out laughing.
“We didn’t have panniers,” Ainsley said. She pulled a cushion out from the sash that tied them around her waist. “It was Morag’s idea.”
Cameron pulled the pillows away and plumped them behind her. “There, now there’s your comfort.”
He laughed again, the sound of it grating, because Cameron had never had the velvet tones of his brothers. Working in the cold outdoors had broken his baritone long ago.
Ainsley lolled against the old sofa pillows in her white stockings and plain cotton pantalets. Cameron’s laughter died away as he put his hand to her bodice. “How many buttons, Mrs. Douglas?”
“They’re clasps.” Her breath was warm on his face. “I suppose that doesn’t sound as enticing.”
“I didn’t ask you what it sounded like, I asked you how many.”
Ainsley’s mischievous smile flashed. “All of them, I think.”
Cameron was already undoing the clasps until the old- fashioned bodice and stomacher came loose in his hands. Ainsley, being her modest self, wore a small corset under it, and under that, her combinations, its lacy straps on her shoulders.
Cameron ran his hand down the corset. “I want this off too.”
“It would be a relief, yes.”
Ainsley shivered as Cameron spread the corset’s laces, as he had that long-ago day in his bedchamber, his big hand like fire on her back. He lifted the corset away, and there Ainsley sat, in nothing but her combinations, undressed in front of a man for the first time in years.
And what a man. Cameron knelt in front of her, his big body filling so much space. His coat followed her corset and bodice to the seat behind him, then his waistcoat and cravat. He unbuttoned his shirt, and she beheld him as she had the night she’d crept into his room looking for the letters—the brown of well-muscled chest, kilt hugging narrow hips, Cameron folding back his loose cuffs to bare his arms.
The scars on his thick wrist came into view, those burns that someone had given him long ago, pain deliberately inflicted. Ainsley hated whoever had done that. From her brothers, she knew that young men at school sometimes tortured each other, she supposed to prove how masculine they were. But Cameron didn’t seem the type to let bullies shove him down and press lighted cigars to his skin.
Ainsley caught his hand, lifted his wrist, and kissed the burn marks. His skin was smooth, the scars puckered.
He pulled away. “Don’t.”
“I dislike to see you hurt,” she said softly.
Cameron rested his hands on either side of her. “Stop being kind, Ainsley. Not while I’m ravishing you.”
Ainsley smiled. “If you’d like me to be unkind, I certainly can be.”
“I doubt that. What I’d like is for you to wrap your legs around my waist.”
“But I’m still wearing my combinations.”
“I know, devil woman.”
Cameron slid his hands under her thighs, lifted her legs, and eased them around his hips. Ainsley felt him through the fabric of her pantalets, warm wool of the kilt and the hardness beneath it.
“That’s my girl.” His hands were hot on her legs, moving around to her buttocks while he rocked against her.
Ainsley felt shivery and hot at the same time, nervous and happy. This was going to happen. She was a wanton courtesan tonight, like her imaginary lady who held salons in Paris and had the most handsome men in France after her. But she didn’t want handsome Parisians, she wanted Cameron, her hard, powerful Scotsman.
“Stop laughing,” he said against her mouth.
Ainsley cupped his cheek. “Not laughing. Wondering how you plan to ravish me in the close confines of this carriage.”
The answering heat in his eyes fired her blood. “I don’t know yet. I’ve never had a lady in this carriage.”
“Never?” Ainsley’s heart beat faster.
“Never until you, vixen.”
“Good.”
Cameron slid one hand through her hair, dislodging pins, letting tendrils tumble to her shoulders.
“I love your hair,” Cameron said. “I’ve always wanted to see it down.”
“A bit difficult to tame, I’ve always found.”
“I don’t want it tame.” Cameron fisted a lock of hair, kissed it. “I want it wild. I want you wild, Ainsley. I know it’s in you.” He put his hand between her breasts, right over her heart.
“Wild? Me?” She contrived to look innocent.
“I work with horses all day, every day. I know which ones are happy to plod along and which ones are bursting to throw off their fetters and run free.”