Robinton blinked when Gennell, whose wide shoulders shielded him from his father, gave him a solemn wink.
"Thank you, MasterHarper, I'll do my best not to disappoint," Robie said in the silence that fell.
Then everyone began to clear throats or shift feet or stand up. His mother moved to his side, hands on his shoulders, squeezing lightly to indicate her approval.
"Ah, Petiron, there's a drum message request from Igen for a repeat of that programme you put on for them last Turn," Gennell said, taking the MasterComposer by the arm and leading him out of the audition room. "You might make it the debut for your son.
Not surprised he did so well, considering his parentage. You must be proud of him ..." His voice trailed off down the hall.
"The MasterHarper may appear to be asleep from time to time," Master Ogolly remarked in his dry wispy voice, "but he doesn't miss much, does he, Merelan? What with summer schedules and all, I'm short of apprentices when I need them most. Robie, could you give me a few hours and help me catch up on copying manuscripts?"
Robie looked up at his mother for permission and she nodded.
"He writes the clearest hand, you know, Mere. Have you some free time this afternoon perhaps?" he added wistfully to Robinton.
"I'll be there after lunch," Robie said, grateful to be legitimately somewhere other than his own quarters for the rest of the day. Ever since he'd been considered old enough to feed himself, he'd sat at the younglings' table in the dining hall so that he could avoid his father at noon. He'd get a copy from Master Ogolly of the work Londik had sung last turn and memorize it. That way he wouldn't annoy his father.
If Robinton did not realize until he was full grown how deftly the Harper Hall conspired to save him from his father's perfectionism, he was consumed with relief when "protocol' required him to join the other apprentices in their dormitory the day after his twelfth birthday.
Instead of being on better terms with his father after two turns of solo work, he seemed to annoy Petiron even more, no matter how hard he tried. In fact, it got so that everyone noticed, and the other singers made a point of telling him how well he did, loudly enough for his father – who gave him only a nod now and then – to hear.
He knew his transfer upset his mother, and yet he was positive it would make things a lot easier for her. It was only too obvious that his father couldn't wait to see the back of him. And his case wasn't the same as that of other apprentice lads: he'd lived in the Hall all his life, so he wouldn't be homesick in the dormitory. Although he would miss his mother's loving care, he was earnestly looking forward to leaving the family apartment.
"The boy is not going more than two hundred feet away," Petiron said as he watched Merelan taking great care in packing Robinton's belongings. Then he saw the thick roll of music she was stowing away. "What's that?" he demanded suspiciously.
"Rob's done some exercises," she replied indifferently, and tried to place them out of sight in the carton.
"Exercises?"
"Classwork, I think," she added to stress the insignificance. She had it almost packed away when Petiron extracted the roll and pulled it open.
In the exasperating fashion thin hide can have, it resisted, and he was muttering under his breath with frustration. Merelan steeled herself and motioned surreptitiously for Robie to continue folding his clothing into the carisak.
Rob had so hoped that he could leave the apartment without any unpleasantness. Why did his father have to hang around this afternoon when he could have been anywhere else in the Hall just then?
"Exercises? Exercises!" Petiron glared first at his spouse and then through the doorway at his son. His tendency to use scowls as facial expressions had already carved deep lines in his long face.
"These are copies of those ridiculous tunes the apprentices keep asking to sing."
Robinton couldn't see his mother's face because she had risen, hoping to retrieve the roll. Petiron looked from one to the other and, for the first time in his dealings with his son, had a sudden perception.
"You" – he waved the offending roll in his son's direction -"wrote these."
"Yes ..." Robinton had to tell the truth now, if never again. "As exercises," he heard himself adding when he saw the deepening of the scowl on his father's face. "Sort of variations ..."
"Variations which all the Masters use in their classes. Variations which the instrumentalists constantly use. And twaddle at that, silly tunes that anyone can sing or play. Useless nonsense! Just what has been going on behind my back?"
"Since you have heard the Masters using Robie's songs in their classes, and the instrumentalists using them, then nothing has been going on behind your back, has it?" Merelan asked calmly and retrieved the roll from her spouse's hand.
"He's been composing?"
"Yes, he's been composing. Songs." She did not add that Petiron was looking at some of their son's very early work. She hoped he did not remember how long he had been hearing his son's charming, happy tunes. "Wouldn't it be odd for him to be tone-deaf as well as note-blind in this Hall, saturated by music all the days of his life, and two MasterHarpers daily drumming sound into his head? I'd say it is only logical that he would write music and sing well. Don't you?"
Petiron stood, looking from one to the other. He watched as Merelan rolled the songs tight and pushed them back into the box.
"You hide from me the fact that he has perfect pitch, has a good treble voice, and has been writing music?"
"No – one – has – been – hiding – a sharding thing from you, Petiron," Merelan said tensely, enunciating every syllable and using a swear word that shocked Robinton as much as it did his father, who recoiled from Merelan's controlled anger. "You – simply – did not hear, and did not see. Now, act the father for once in your life, and carry this carton to the dormitory. It's much too heavy for Rob." She pointed at the burden and then at the windows to the dormitory that Robinton would be using.
Without a word, Petiron picked it up and made his way out of the room.
Robinton looped two more carisaks over one shoulder and took one step forward, but his mother, her head turned towards the hallway, held up her hand.
"Wait a minute, dear." She turned back to him, her face drawn with sadness and despair. "I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't have lost my patience with the man. But I can't keep on saving his self-esteem, catering to his enormous ego, and always at your expense, Rob."
"It's all right, Mother. I understand."
His mother reached out to caress his cheek – he was nearly her height now – shaking her head sadly, her eyes full of tears. "I'd be surprised if you really did, love, but it shows your good heart and generous spirit. Always keep that, Robie. It's a saving grace."
She let him go then and, though he didn't see his father on the stairs or in the dormitory, the box was on the bed assigned him. He started unpacking, hoping that both the lump in his throat and the sense of having lost something important would go away before any of the other apprentices appeared.