“Mr. Horak,” I replied. “So? What is she doing with him?”
“I don't know-I just saw him feeling her titties.” “Well, well,” he laughed, “if that affords him any pleasure, he is welcome.”
After a long time, Zenzi came in. I expected a scene and listened to them. “Where have you been so long?” asked Rudolph. “He poked me already!” she said, laughingly. “Where?” Rudolph asked, astonished. “In the cellar,” he said. “And?” he pressed.
“Two gulden-there it is-” said she, giving him some money.
Rudolph laughed and then sent her for some cigarettes. A few days later, Zenzi came home at dusk, accompanied by a man. Opening the door slightly, she whispered to Rudolph: “Who is there?” “Come into the other room,” Rudolph told me. As we reached it we heard a man walking into the kitchen. Rudolph and I listened at the door.
Zenzi said to the man: “Make yourself comfortable.” “Oh, no,” he said, “I will just unbutton my trousers.” We then heard Zenzi: “Yes-what a nice little shaft-and how it stands-!” He said: “Remove your chemise from your breasts.” She replied: “Shall I undress?” It would be better,” he answered. After a pause we heard a noise as if someone were falling on the bed.
Immediately we heard Zenzi moan: “Ah poke me-poke me nice-there!” The man interrupted, saying: “Keep still; I can't bear talking while I am poking.” The hog!” whispered Rudolph.
Through listening I became amorous and reached for Rudolph's trousers. He pushed me away, saying: “Stop that! I have no time now!”
In the kitchen the bed was creaking, the man grunting and Zenzi breathing hard. Finally she laughed, saying: “Now, it is over!”
The man got out of bed. Zenzi said: “Now, you are already dressed.” We heard money rattle. Then the man opened the door and disappeared. Zenzi came in, naked and laughing. She handed three gulden to Rudolph. “I got three gulden,” she said. Rudolph put the money in his pocket, saying: “Dress yourself!” She put on her clothes, telling us what a nice man she had had and what a short, thick shaft he possessed. Rudolph interrupted her and sent her for some wine and cigarettes. As soon as she was gone, he asked me: “Now do you want to be poked?” Not waiting for an answer, he backed me against the wall and poked me standing up. Then he said: “Tonight you will sleep with me.” Father came home soon, and he and Rudolph both got drunk. Father was continually feeling under Zenzi's clothes. “I would like to-yes, I'd like to-” he stammered. “Undress yourself!” commanded Rudolph, and she obeyed at once. “You too!” father said to me. I took off my clothes, all of them, the same as Zenzi. We kept up until, finally exhausted, we went to sleep. After that night we were fast friends. I often played with her titties like a man, and she with mine. The next day we slept until broad daylight. Lorenz came home from the shop to find out why father did not come to work. Father told him that he was sick. Without even one look at me, he left.
These drunken orgies now were repeated at short intervals. Zenzi brought men to the house quite often. Rudolph did not work any more.
One day Zenzi came in with a man. We judged from his voice that he was old. When he undressed, Zenzi laughed: “Oh, such a little 'root!'“ The old man remonstrated: “Oh, that is nothing; that makes no difference; when he gets stiff, he will get much larger, all right!” After some time, she called out: “But he won't stand!”
He said: 'It only takes a little longer, but he will stand!”
After another long pause, she said in a whisper: “But I can't any more-my hand aches!” He said: “That is nothing. Take it in your mouth!” She asked: “What will you give me if I do?” “What will I give you? I don't mind-I will give you ten gulden- but take it in your mouth!” Rudolph gulped. “Good God!” he mumbled.
I, too, was thunderstruck at so much money. After a long wait, Zenzi finally said: “Now he is standing-come on-!” We heard them fall on the bed. Soon she laughed: “He has gone down again.”
The man mumbled something. They rolled around in the bed, then Zenzi cried: “There-there -yes, that is good-now faster-faster-!”
Rudolph remarked: “He is 'sucking her off'!” And then Zenzi called: “Come quick, now! He is up again!” They rolled again. Zenzi laughed: “Now, he fell down again!” The old man got mad, saying: “It is not so-just put it in!” The bed shook and Zenzi said: “You have not got it in at all! Let me do it I will get it in!”
The bed shook again. Zenzi sobbed and called: “There-at last-! Now-poke hard-real hard-what? -Through already-?” After that we heard them walking around in the kitchen. Soon the door opened and the man departed. Zenzi came running into the room holding her ten guldens in her hand and handed them to Rudolph. Naturally, that night we had a big spree. We all got drunk. I don't remember what we went through. But the next morning father overslept again. After this happened several times, he finally was discharged. He came home scolding and cursing. But Rudolph comforted him: “That is nothing; you soon will find work in some other place. Rest a few days and then look around. It will do you good to have a few day's sleep.” So father began to sleep and rest. In the morning he remained in bed. Then, when he got up, Rudolph and he played cards. In this way they both killed their time. Sometimes they toyed with Zenzi or me. Father now “used me” almost every night, and, when he was able, he also “used” Zenzi, during the day. He was drunk all the time. One day while he was home, Zenzi brought a man. Now we three stood behind the kitchen door and listened as she did her “business” in the kitchen. Father was astonished. His eyes bulged out as he saw Zenzi come in and hand Rudolph three gulden. A few days later the rental agent called and informed us that he could not allow these doings to continue in his home. We either had to move or Zenzi must stop bringing men into the rooms. He was very polite and especially friendly toward Rudolph. I have no doubt that Rudolph had been bribing him with money. Zenzi only laughed. She probably had allowed him to “use her” on different occasions, or undoubtedly he would have put a stop to it long before. He was very sorry that he was obliged to notify us, he said-but that the order came directly from the owner of the building. When the agent had gone, Rudolph took Zenzi into the kitchen where they had a long conference. They did not come out, but we soon heard them on the bed, and, from the noise and Zenzi's sobbing and hard breathing-we knew what was going on. This, of course, had its effect upon us, so, without any wine and fully dressed, Father and I soon were playing the same “game!” After this Zenzi remained away all day, usually returning late at night, sometimes not until the next morning. If Rudolph was at home when she arrived, she handed him her “earnings.” This interested father greatly. He was always eager to know how much she had earned. Since Zenzi now remained away for days and nights at a time and slept most of the time when he was at home, I had to satisfy both father and Rudolph. Often during the night I had to go from one to the other, and sometimes Rudolph came right in and slept in my bed beside father. Father now,, frequently borrowed money from Rudolph, which he never refused to lend. Father was earning nothing and, naturally, in a short time found himself in all lands of difficulties. Once, when he asked Rudolph for money, the reply was: “Why doesn't Pepi earn some too?”