“But it was an accident, wasn’t it?”
“Well, I doubt your father infected you on purpose!”
“No, that is not what I… I mean, sir, what happened to my father. It was an accident, wasn’t it?”
He frowned. “What are you asking, Will Henry? Are you suggesting your father was intentionally infected?”
I made no reply, since no reply was necessary. The doctor placed his hand on my shoulder and said, “Look at me, Will Henry. You know I do not lie. You know that about me, yes?”
“Yes, sir.”
“I am not the midwife to your affliction, if affliction and not boon it turns out to be. I do not know how or when your father picked up this contagion, though undoubtedly it was a by-product of his service to me. In that sense, I suppose, it was no accident what happened to him and what is now happening to you. You are his son, Will Henry, and as his son you bear his burden.” He looked away. “As do all sons.”
Later that same afternoon, the doctor retreated to his study to prepare a paper he intended to present at the annual congress of the Society, cautioning me he was not to be disturbed. The week before he had received by post an early draft of a monograph to be delivered by a fellow monstrumologist-the chief presiding officer of the Society, no less-forwarded to him anonymously by a concerned colleague, who urged Warthrop to compose a public reply.
I vouch it is no hyperbole to aver that the very future of our discipline is at stake, wrote his friend. And I can think of no better man to contest our esteemed president’s alarming and dangerous disquisitions.
After perusing the draft of the venerable Dr. Abram von Helrung, Warthrop found himself in complete agreement with his colleague on both counts: The president’s paper was dangerous and there was no better man to avert the anticipated catastrophe than Warthrop himself. He set about the task with his usual single-mindedness. On that particular afternoon, he was working on the twelfth version of his reply to von Helrung.
While he toiled away in the vineyard of his considerable intellectual acumen, I retreated to my little loft to change for a quick trip to town. My purpose was simple: to pick up some raspberry scones from the baker’s, for I knew he would ask for one when he awoke on the morrow and would not be able, for the life of him, to understand why the sconeless condition persisted despite my having knowledge of the deficiency.
I did not notice it at first in my haste (the baker’s would be closing in less than an hour). I had changed and was reaching for my little hat upon its peg, when I happened to glance down and see it hanging on the bedpost: It was a brand-new hat, noticeably larger than the tattered, mud-stained cousin now in my quivering hand. What was this? I picked it up, turned it over, and saw embroidered on the inner lining, in golden thread, my initials: W.J.H.
For a moment I remained there, frozen to the spot, my heart for some reason pounding as if I’d raced up a steep hill, holding in one hand my little hat, which still smelled faintly of wood smoke from a fire long since quenched, and in the other the new one that seemed to have appeared out of nowhere, but of course did come from somewhere-from someone.
Bareheaded, a hat-one old, one new-in either hand, I trooped back downstairs. From the library I heard the sound of a heavy object hitting the carpet, and I dashed into the room to investigate. I had assumed Warthrop was still in his study.
The doctor was sitting on the floor before the hearth, stoking the fire. Beside him sat his father’s old trunk. If he noticed my appearance, he gave no sign of it, as he threw open the lid and, one by one, began tossing the contents into the crackling conflagration. The flames leaped and spat with each addition (the smell of the shrunken head’s hair was particularly pungent). I came to his side and sat down. He barely took notice.
The heat intensified upon our faces. He tossed in the old letters, one by one. If he noticed one had been opened (I am quite lonely at times and do not feel entirely at home here), he gave no sign. In fact, his face betrayed no emotion at all, neither sorrow nor anger, regret or resignation. He might have been engaged in a mundane chore rather than the destruction of the sole remaining evidence of his father’s existence.
“What have you got there, Will Henry?” he inquired without taking his eyes from the purifying pyre.
I looked down at the two hats lying side by side in my lap. I raised my head and studied his face, turned away from my own, turned toward the fire. Upon his angular profile shadow warred with light, the obscured visible, the hidden revealed. His father had named him Pellinore in honor of the mythical king who quested after a beast that could not be caught, an act of thoughtless cruelty, perhaps; at the least a fateful portent, the passing on of a hereditary malady, the familial curse.
“My hat, sir,” I answered.
“Which one, Will Henry? That is the question.”
The fire popped and crackled, snapped and growled. That is it, thought I. A fire destroys, but it also purifies.
I tossed my old hat into the center of the flames. Warthrop gave merely the slightest of nods, and in silence we watched the fire consume it.
“Who knows, Will Henry,” he said after it had been reduced, like the effluvia of his father’s life, to ashes. “Perhaps this burden you bear will prove a blessing.”
“A blessing, sir?”
“My colleague nicknamed arawakus the ‘Fountain of Youth Contagion.’”
“Does that mean I’ll never grow up?”
He lifted my new hat, his first gift to me, from my lap and dropped it upon my head. “Or that you will live forever-to carry on my work. Talk about turning burdens into blessings!”
The monstrumologist laughed.
EPILOGUE. May 2008
One hundred and twenty years after the conclusion of the “Anthropophagi Affair,” I called the director of facilities to tell him I had finished reading the first three volumes of William Henry’s remarkable journal.
“And?” he asked.
“And it’s definitely fiction.”
“Well, of course it is.” He sounded annoyed. “You didn’t find anything that might help us identify him?”
“Nothing substantial.”
“His hometown…?”
“He calls it ‘New Jerusalem,’ but there’s no such town, at least not in New England.”
“He changed the name. He has to be from somewhere.”
“Well,” I said, “he mentions two towns, Dedham and Swampscott. Those are actual places in Massachusetts.”
“What about family? Brothers, sisters, cousins… anyone?”
“I’ve only read the first three notebooks,” I answered. “But he indicates his only relatives were his parents.” I cleared my throat. “I guess the police ran his prints when they found him?”
“Yes, of course. No matches.”
“He was given a full physical when they brought him in, right?”
“That’s standard, yes.”
“Did they-Do you normally run any kind of blood test?”
“What do you mean, like DNA?”
“Well. That too, but as part of the physical, do you guys perform a full workup on a person’s blood?”
“Of course. Why do you ask?”
“And there wasn’t anything… unusual about the sample?”
“I’d have to pull the file, but I’d remember if the doctor had told me there was. What are you getting at?”
“What about an autopsy? Is that SOP?”
“Not unless there’s suspicions of foul play or the family requests it.”
“Neither of which applies to Will Henry,” I said. “What was the cause of death?”
“Heart failure.”
“He wasn’t sick right before he died, though? No fever, or maybe a rash?”
“He died peacefully in his sleep. Why?”
“He kind of gives an explanation for his age. Must have made it up, like everything else.”