“It’ s from some guy named Sebastian,” she continued just as I was dismissing ‘ rancid’ as being too negative. When I heard the name, little fingers of worry starting to worm their way up my spine.
“Sebastian?”
“Yeah. It’ s strange because he’ s asking one of you, I think you, on a date and I figure Susan’ s married, but as I said, it was from her computer, so”
I snatched the paper from her hands.
Her face got excited. “He’ s inviting you to a book signing. Sounds like the kind of thing you’ d be into, huh? All intellectual and whatnot. Me, I prefer a date with a little action in it, where I can dress up real nice. You know, like going to a club-ooh, there’ s that new one in Hollywood I went to last weekend, and let me tell you, it was off the chain! I wore my new pink leather skirt, and-“
“Brie?” I interrupted. “You said you found this in the printer?”
‘ Yeah. You and Robert break up?’ When I didn’ t answer right away, she narrowed her eyes at me. ‘ You’ re stepping out on him?’
‘ We split, back in August. Give me a sec, will you?’ I paused to read what she’ d brought in, which was a printout of an e-mail. It was from Sebastian all right. He thanked me for writing him, said how excited he was to hear from a fellow copywriter and that he loved the photo I sent him. And then he invited me to a book reading and signing at seven o’ clock on Thursday at Book Soup. There’ ll be wine and cheese there, and we can go out for dinner afterward, the note read. I know that it’ s last minute, but let me know if you can make it. Love to get together and find out more about you.
‘ Susan must have written him,’ I said, and realized it was the wrong thing to say when Brie put up both hands and started to edge away.
‘ You know what? This is none of my business. Whatever kinky kind of things y’ all are into, that’ s for you to know and me to never find out.’
Great. Now Brie was going to tell everyone in the office how Susan and I were into some sort of swinging lifestyle.
‘ Come with me.’ I grabbed Brie’ s arm and dragged her to Susan’ s office, where I marched in and shut the door behind us.
Susan looked up from her desk. Without saying a word, I waved the printout in the air.
‘ Oh, dear,’ she said. ‘ It did print out.’
‘ Yeah. Oh, dear,’ I mocked.
‘ I couldn’ t get the printer to work right last night,’ she went on to explain. ‘ I was going to bring it in to you this morning and talk to you about it. Anyway, I thought I canceled the job-’
‘ You wrote him pretending to be me!’ I cut in.
‘ Yes, and he asked us for a date!’ And then she corrected, ‘ Well, you. I told you that picture of you from the party was gorgeous. He e-mailed me back within minutes. We had a couple back-and-forth e-mails. I’ m no writer, and we know it’ s been forever since I’ ve had to flirt& but obviously I’ ve still got it. A date! A blind date, if you catch my drift.’
‘ Brie here,’ I said pointedly, ‘ found it.’
Susan pulled the corners of her mouth down in an oops face, but just for a second before moving on to berate me. ‘ It’ s ridiculous you’ re being so private about this whole thing anyway. If I were doing something this nice, I’ d sing it from the rooftops.’
I blew out a breath and looked at Brie. For some reason, I didn’ t want her to think badly of me. I admired her ‘ take no bullshit’ style. No one else could handle Lizbeth the way she did.
Brie knew about the accident, of course, so I proceeded to fill her in about Marissa’ s list and how I was completing it for her.
When I was done, Brie gushed, ‘ I saw something like that on The Guiding Light! This lady had a rare blood disease and only had six weeks to live, so she was trying to do everything real fast before she died. Oh, and if you ever want to watch it, I usually book Lizbeth into meetings in the conference room at two o’ clock so I can use that portable TV she keeps on her side table.’
‘ Brie, this is between us, though. Okay?’
‘ Sure. So’ s that thing about watching the Light.’
Before I left, they made me e-mail Sebastian and accept his invitation. What the heck. It wasn’ t as if I had any other offers.
Then Susan picked up a phone call, and Brie walked with me back to my office. ‘ So, what kind of stuff is on this list, anyway?’ she asked.
I rattled off a few of the items, then realized maybe it wasn’ t so bad that Brie found out. Being Lizbeth’ s assistant, she could prove helpful. ‘ That reminds me,’ I said after a moment. ‘ One of the things I have to do is pitch an idea at work. I have an idea for a gas giveaway, but Lizbeth seems so hell-bent on this traffic reporter project, I don’ t know if she’ ll even listen to anything new. Any suggestions?’
Brie paused to consider my question. ‘ The woman’ s a bulldog. If she can’ t get what she wants one way, she’ ll get it another. It’ ll be tough, but don’ t you worry about a thing,’ she said as we parted ways in the hallway, ‘ I got your back.’
Chapter 4
I ‘ ve had eight boyfriends so far in my life, with the average length of relationship being 9.8 months. The mean is 14.4 months. Two out of the eight-a full 25 percent of all of my romantic entanglements-were named Scott.
I came up with these statistics on a girls’ weekend in Palm Springs a while back, when rain kept us indoors with nothing else to do but play cards and calculate our romantic affairs. Linda, a friend of mine from high school, brought a laptop, so we were able to put the whole thing on a spreadsheet.
My track record seemed reasonable until Linda started playing with the numbers a bit more. ‘ Check this out,’ she said. ‘ Your average span of time between boyfriends is 13.4 months. That means& ‘ She clattered away until she pulled up a new report. ‘ You’ ve been single as an adult 150 percent more than you’ ve been with someone.’
Well.
Isn’ t that something?
I cringed to think how almost half a year had already passed since Robert dumped me and yet I’ d made no progress at all toward finding someone new. Granted, I’ d been busy. First, there was all that TV to watch. Then the list to do. But still, I read all the time about celebrities walking down the aisle when the ink is barely dry on reports of how their last affair ended. It just wasn’ t fair.
I want marriage! I want kids! I thought bitterly as I showered the morning of my blind date. Other people seemed to tumble into husbands and children as if they were God-given rights and not the Herculean achievements I seemed to find them to be. It’ s not as if I were being greedy-I wanted only one husband. Some people my age had already had two or three. Probably one of them was supposed to be mine. They probably had my kids, too.
There were times among my eight men (numbers three and seven) I thought I might have found the right guy. Provided we could work out a few kinks. If only he could manage to be more (a) committed, (b) employed, (c) willing to stop that habit of picking his toenail and flicking it on the carpet. If only I could manage to be more of whatever that mystery thing is that men want that apparently-at least for the long haul-I don’ t have.
Ah, well, this shower sure feels like heaven. Nothing like steamy water on a rainy January morning to take the chill out of the bones. Even though I’ d pay for it later. My apartment has only the one hot-water tank. When it’ s out, it’ s out.
Please let him like me. I’ d been on plenty of setup dates before, but they were usually less deliberate than tonight’ s affair. A friend would have a party or a get-together at a bar and invite me as well as the potential love interest. There might be a bit of prodding on the part of the hostess to generate enthusiasm, but overall we were free to pretend we didn’ t know it was a setup if we didn’ t click.