In her message, Ballard had not mentioned the case she wanted to talk to Talis about because it might have given him a reason not to call.
“Actually, I want to talk to you about John Hilton,” she said now.
There was a pause before Talis replied.
“John Hilton,” he said. “You need to help me out with that one.”
Ballard gave the date of the murder.
“White male, twenty-four, shot once in his Toyota Corolla in a drug alley off of Melrose,” she added. “One behind the ear. You and Hunter caught it. I just inherited it.”
“Wow, yeah, ‘Hilton’ like the hotel. I remember now we got that ID and thought, I hope this guy isn’t related, you know? Then we’d have a media firestorm on our hands.”
“So you remember the case?”
“I don’t remember everything but I remember that we never got anywhere with it. Just a street robbery gone bad, you know? Drug-related, gang-related — hard to clear.”
“There are aspects of it that make it look different to me. Are you okay to talk now? I know it’s late.”
“Yeah, I’m at work. I got plenty of time.”
“Really? What do you do?”
“You said on the message you work the midnight shift. We used to call that the late show. Anyway, I’m the same. Night watchman. The late show.”
“Really. What kind of place is it?”
“It’s just a truck stop. I got bored, you know? So I’m out here three nights a week, keepin’ the peace — and keeping the piece, if you know what I mean.”
He was an armed security guard. To Ballard it seemed like a steep fall from LAPD homicide detective.
“Well, I hope you stay safe,” she said. “Can I ask you about the Hilton case?”
“You can ask,” Talis said. “But I’m not sure I’m going to remember anything.”
“Let’s see. My first question is about the murder book. The summary report with the victim’s parents has a couple lines blacked out. I’m wondering why that happened and what was blacked out.”
“You mean like on the page, somebody blacked it out?”
“That’s right. It wasn’t you or Hunter?”
“No, why would we do that? You mean redacted like the feds did with the Russia thing?”
“Yes, redacted. It’s only two lines but it stood out, you know? I’d never seen that before. I could read you the page or maybe fax it to you. Maybe it would help you—”
“No, that won’t help. If I can’t remember, I can’t remember.”
Ballard detected a tonal change in Talis’s voice. She thought maybe he had just recalled something about the case and he was shutting down.
“Let me pull the book and read it to you,” she said.
“No, honey, I just told you,” Talis said. “I don’t remember the case and I’m kind of busy here.”
“Okay, let me ask you this. Do you remember John Jack Thompson?”
“Sure. Everybody knew John Jack. What’s he got—”
“Did you ever discuss this case with him?”
“Why would we do that?”
“I don’t know. That’s why I’m asking. He ended up with the murder book on this. When he retired he took it home with him — he stole it — and I’m trying to figure out why.”
“You gotta ask him about that, then.”
“I can’t. He died last week and his wife turned in the murder book. Now I have it and I’m trying to figure out why he took it.”
“I’m sorry to hear John Jack is gone, but I can’t help you. I have no idea why he had the book. Maybe he talked to my partner about it, but he never talked to me.”
Ballard instinctively knew that Talis was dissembling. He knew something but wasn’t sharing it. She took one last try at digging it out.
“Detective Talis, are you sure you can’t help me?” she asked. “It sounds to me like you do remember this case. Are you protecting somebody or some secret? You don’t need—”
“Hold it right there, girl,” Talis said, his voice angry. “You’re saying I’m protecting somebody, keeping secrets? Then this is where I say fuck you. Nobody talks to me like that. I gave the department and that city—”
“Detective, I am not trying to insult you.”
“—twenty-five years of my life and I was putting people in jail when you were giving boys blow jobs under the bleachers. You insult me and you insult everything I ever did down there. Goodbye, Detective Ballard.”
Talis disconnected.
Ballard sat there, her face turning red with anger and embarrassment.
“Then fuck you,” she said to the empty room.
She was saved from the moment when she heard her name come from the ceiling speaker. It was Lieutenant Washington requesting her presence in the watch office.
She got up to go.
15
Some calls come with a deep feeling of dread that hits long before any crime scene is viewed or question asked. This was one of those. Lieutenant Washington had sent Ballard out to a house in lower Beachwood Canyon, where a suicide had been reported. Patrol wanted a detective to confirm and sign off on it. The L-T told Ballard that it was a kid.
The house was a block north of Franklin on Van Ness. It was an old Craftsman that looked like its wood siding was being chewed up from the inside out by termites. There were two patrol cars out front and a white van with a blue stripe down the side that belonged to the coroner’s office. Ballard pulled behind it and got out.
Two officers were waiting on the front porch. Ballard had seen them earlier at roll call and knew their names were Willard and Hoskins. They had long-distance looks in their eyes and had been horrified by whatever the scene was inside.
“What have we got?” Ballard asked.
“Eleven-year-old girl hung herself in the bedroom,” Willard said. “It’s a bad scene.”
“Her mother found her when she came home from work around eleven,” Hoskins added.
“Anybody else in the house?” Ballard asked. “Where’s the father?”
“Not here,” Hoskins said. “We don’t know his story.”
Ballard walked past them and opened the front door. Immediately she heard a woman crying. She stepped in and to her right saw a female officer named Robards on a couch next to a woman whose face was buried in her hands as she wept. Ballard nodded to Robards and pointed to the stairway in the front hall. Robards nodded — the body was upstairs.
Ballard went up the stairs and heard a commotion from the open door on the right of the landing. She entered a pink-walled bedroom and saw the body of a girl hanging from a noose made of neckties looped over a crossbeam. On the floor in front of a queen bed was a kicked-over chair that came from a small homework desk. There was urine on the rug beneath the body and the odor of excrement in the room.
An officer named Dautre was in the room, his hands in his pockets to make sure he didn’t touch anything, as well as a forensic criminalist named Potter and two coroner’s investigators whom Ballard did not know. They had stuck a thermometer into the body through an incision to take liver temperature and determine an estimated time of death.
“Ballard,” Dautre said. “This is fucked up. She’s just a girl.”
Ballard had been at death scenes before with Dautre — she had told him the trick of keeping his hands in his pockets — and he had never seemed fazed by what he saw. But he did now. He was of mixed race but his face was blanched nearly white and his eyes were wide. She nodded and started to move in a circle around the room. She didn’t want to look at the dead girl’s face but knew she had to. It was contorted, her eyes slits. Ballard’s gaze moved down the body looking for any sign of a struggle, getting to the fingers last. Many times suicides changed their mind and grappled with the rope or strap around their neck, breaking fingernails or leaving lacerations. There was no sign of this. The girl apparently never wavered in her decision.