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A mad sort of noise began to reach her now, a crackety-crack-crack-crack!-it was like the bursting of midget shells. She went quickly down a corridor and opened a door, and the noise grew almost defeaning: the room beyond was crowded with desks, each with a girl at it, furiously typing. Some wore earphones; most were typing from shorthand notes. They were plunging away so vigorously because their machines held not just one sheet of paper, but two or three and sometimes four, with carbons in between. The room was large, but stuffy. The windows had been gas-proofed years before. The panes had strips of brown paper gummed to them in case of blast.

The smell was a rather overpowering one: a mixture of talcum powder, permanent waves, typewriter ink, cigarette smoke, BO. On the walls were posters from various Ministry campaigns: pictures of Potato Pete and other cheery root vegetables, imploring you to boil them up and eat them; slogans, like old religious samplers.

PLANT NOW!

SPRING and SUMMER will come as usual-EVEN in WARTIME.

At the head of the room was a table, separated from the others; its chair was empty. But a minute after Viv had sat down, taken off her typewriter's cover and started work, the door to Mr Archer's office opened and Miss Gibson looked in. She glanced once around the room and, seeing the girls all typing away, disappeared again.

The moment the door was closed, Viv felt something small and light strike her on the shoulder and bounce to the floor. Betty had thrown a paperclip at her from her desk ten feet away.

'You lead a charmed life, Pearce,' she mouthed, when Viv looked over.

Viv stuck out her tongue, and went back to her work.

She was typing up a table, a list of foodstuffs and their calorific values-a fiddly job, since you had to type the vertical columns first, with the right sort of space between them, and then you had to take the papers out and put them back in horizontally and type the lines. And you had to do it all, of course, without letting the papers slide about against each other, otherwise the top sheet would look all right, but the copies underneath would turn out crazy…

What with the effort of getting it right, and the noisiness and stuffiness of the room, you might as well, Viv thought, be working in a factory, making precision parts for planes. You'd probably earn more in a factory. And yet people thought it glamorous, when you told them you were a typist at a Ministry; and lots of the girls were upper-class-they had names like Nancy, Minty, Felicity, Daphne, Faye. Viv had nothing much in common with any of them. Even Betty-who chewed gum, and liked to talk like a wise-cracking New York waitress in a film-even Betty had been to a finishing school, and had money coming out of her ears.

Viv, by contrast, had come to the job after completing a secretarial course at a college in Balham; she'd had a nice instructor there, who'd encouraged her to apply. 'There's really no reason, these days,' the instructor had said, 'why a girl with a background like yours shouldn't do just as well for herself as a girl from a better sort of family.' She'd advised Viv to take elocution lessons, that was all; and so, for half an hour each week for three months, Viv had stood blushing in front of an elderly actress in a basement room in Kennington, reciting poetry. She could still remember whole chunks of Walter de la Mare.

'Is there anybody there?' said the traveller, Knocking on the moonlit door; And his horse in the silence champ'd the grasses Of the forest's ferny floor.

On the day of her interview, the sight and sound of the well-bred young women in the Ministry waiting-room had absolutely appalled her. One had said carelessly, 'Oh, it'll be a cinch, girls! They'll just want to see that our hair's not dyed, and that we don't use words like dad and toilet and horrors like that.'

The interview had passed off all right, as it happened. But Viv could never hear the word 'toilet', even now, after so long, without remembering that moment, and that girl.

When all the trouble with Duncan had started up, she had kept it to herself. No-one, not even Betty, knew she had a brother at all. Early on in the war girls at John Adam House had now and then asked her, in the blunt, casual way that people asked you things like that: 'Don't you have a brother, Viv? Lucky you! Brothers are awful, I can't bear mine.' These days, however, no-one asked after brothers, boyfriends, husbands-just in case.

She finished the table she'd been typing, and started on another. The girl at the desk in front of her-a girl named Millicent-leaned back in her chair and shook her head. A hair came flying on to the paper in Viv's machine: it was long, and brown, quite dry through having been over-waved, but it had a blob of grease on it like a pin-head, where it had been fixed to Millicent's scalp. Viv blew it to the floor. She'd discovered that if you looked closely at the floor at this time of day, you could see that it was full of hairs like that. She thought, sometimes, of the amazing amount of tangled hair that must end up in the char ladies' brooms, when they'd gone through the building and finished sweeping… The thought, just now-on top of the smells and general stuffiness of the room-depressed her rather. For how fed-up she was, she realised, of living with women! How absolutely sick to death she was, of the closeness of so many girls! Of powder! Of scent! Of lipstick marks on the rims of cups and the ends of pencils! Of razored armpits and razored legs! Of bottles of veramon and boxes of aspirin!

That made her think of the aspirin in her bag; and her mind moved from that to Reggie's card. She pictured Reggie writing it, posting it. She saw his face, heard his voice, felt the touch of him-and began to miss him, dreadfully. She started to count up all the different dingy hotel rooms they'd made love in. She thought of all the times he'd had to leave her, to go to his mother-in-law's, to his wife. 'I wish it was you I was going home to,' he always said… She knew he meant it. God knows what his wife thought about it. Viv wouldn't let herself wonder. She'd never been the sort to ask things about his family, to pry and make digs. She'd seen a picture of his wife and little boy, but that was years ago. Since then, she might have passed them on the street! She might meet them in a bus, on a train, get talking. 'What nice, handsome children.'-'Do you think so? They're the image of their dad. Let me show you a snapshot-'

Milk, eggs, cheese, bugger, she had typed. She quickly looked up, embarassed; and had to pull the papers out and start again… What was Reggie doing, she wondered, as she turned the reel, right now? Was he thinking of her? She tried to reach out to him with her mind. My darling, she called him, in her thoughts. She'd never call him that to his face. My darling, my darling… She flicked closed the paper guard and started typing again; but she typed fluently, and one of the advantages-or disadvantages-of being able to type so well was that, while your fingers flew over the keys, your thoughts could start racing. If you had something on your mind, it could seem to pick up the typewriter's rhythm and run like a train… Now her mind ran with the idea of Reggie. She remembered the feel of him in her arms. She remembered the working of his hands over her thighs. She felt the memory in her own fingers, in her breasts, her mouth, and in between her legs… Awful to be thinking things like that, so vividly, with all these upper-class girls about, and in the arid crack-crack-cracking of so many typewriters. But- She glanced around the room. Weren't any of these girls in love? Really in love, like she was with Reggie? Even Miss Gibson must once have been kissed. A man must have wanted her; a man might have lain with her on a bedroom floor, taken off her knickers, put himself inside her, pushed and pushed-