The woman's coat and hat had gone, and her hair was loose about her face; the evening-gloves were smooth and unmarked, still, on her dangling arms. Her silk dress, silvered by the moonlight, was pooled about her on the pavement as though she were curtseying; but the flesh of her bare back bulged where the iron pressed at it from within.
'The last set of railings in the street,' said the warden, as he took Kay and Mickey down the area steps. 'What luck was that, eh? Left here, I think, because they were rusty… I'll be quite honest with you, I didn't want to try and move her. I could see she was dead, though. Killed at the first blow, I hope. Her husband, believe it or not, was sitting up twenty minutes ago, having a conversation with me. That's why I put in the call to you lot. But look at the state of him.'
He moved aside a piece of rubbish and they saw the man's body: he was sitting with his legs drawn up and his back to the area wall. Like the woman, he was dressed in evening gear-the neck-tie in a neat bow, still, around his collar, but the collar itself, and most of his shirt-front, stained ghastly red. Dust had settled, like a cap, on the brilliantine in his hair, but where the light of the torch played over the side of his head Kay could see his torn-up scalp, and more blood, thick and glistening as jam.
'Nice bit of muck,' said the warden, tutting, 'for the people of the house to come out to, eh, when they show their heads?' He looked Kay and Mickey over. 'Not much of a job for women, this. Got anything to wrap 'em in?'
'Only blankets.'
'Fine mess,' he said in his grumbling way, as they went back up the steps, 'they'll make of blankets…' He kicked his way along the street, and found a length of something. 'Look here, what's this? The lady's cloak, blown off her back. We could- Oh, by jiminy!'
He and Kay ducked, instinctively. But the blast was a mile or two away, somewhere to the north: not so much a bang as a muffled sort of whump. It was followed by a series of crashes, from somewhere closer to hand: falling timbers, slithering slates, the almost musical sound of shattering glass. A couple of dogs began barking.
'What was it?' called Mickey. She had gone to the ambulance and was bringing out stretchers. 'Something going up?'
'Sounds like it,' said Kay.
'A gas-main?'
'Factory, I'll bet,' said the warden, rubbing his chin.
They looked at the sky. There were searchlights playing, thinned-out by the moonlight, but making it difficult to see; but when the beams went down, the warden pointed: 'Look.' There had come, on the underside of clouds, the first reflection of some great fire. Where smoke rose up in whorls and tangles it was lit a dark, unhealthy pink.
'A grand view that'll give to Jerry, too,' said the warden.
'Where do you think it is?' Mickey asked him. 'King's Cross?'
'Could be,' he answered doubtfully. 'Could be further south than that, though. I'd say it was Bloomsbury.'
'Bloomsbury?' said Kay.
'Know the area?'
'Yes.' She narrowed her eyes-scanning the sky-line, suddenly afraid. She was looking for landmarks-spires, chimneys, something she knew. But she could see nothing-and anyway, she forgot for the moment which way she was facing, north-east or north-west, the curve of the street made things confusing… Then the searchlights went up again, and the sky became a mess of shadow and colour. She turned away, went back to the woman's body. 'Come on,' she said to Mickey.
She must have sounded odd. Mickey looked at her. 'What's the matter?'
'I don't know. Got the creeps, that's all. Christ, this is awful! Give me a hand, can you? It's no good just lifting her, there are barbs; she must be caught on them.'
By rocking the woman's body back and forth they managed to free it; but the grinding of the iron against her ribs, and the lurching about of the point of the spike beneath the skin of her back, were ghastly to feel and hear. She came away wetly. They didn't turn her over, didn't try to close her eyes, but laid her quickly on a stretcher and wrapped her around with the torn curtain that had covered her before. Her hair was fair, tangled as if from sleep-like Helen's hair, Kay thought, when Helen woke, or when she rose from a bed after making love.
'Christ,' she said again, wiping her mouth with the back of her cuff. 'This is bloody!' She moved a little way off and lit a cigarette.
But while she stood smoking it, she became anxious. She looked at the sky. The play of colour was as wild as before, the glow sometimes more intense, sometimes dimmer, as the flames producing it must have been bucking and leaping about in the breeze beneath. Again she was afraid, without quite knowing why. She threw her cigarette away after two or three puffs; the warden saw and said, 'Hey!' He picked it up and started smoking it himself.
Kay caught up the second stretcher from beside the body of the woman, and carried it down the area steps. She took a roll of bandage with her, and used it to bind up the dead man's head. Mickey came to help her-holding the head rather gingerly while Kay passed the dressing around it. Then they laid the stretcher flat, and tried to lift the body on to it. There was not much space, and the ground was cluttered, with soil thrown up from the garden, with branches and broken slates. They started to kick the rubbish aside; they began to breathe more harshly as they did it, to mutter and curse. Even so, when Kay's name was said in the street above-said urgently, but not called, or shrieked-she heard it. She heard it, and knew. She straightened up, grew still for a second; then simply stepped over the body of the man and went quickly back up the steps.
Someone was talking with the warden. She recognised him, in the darkness, by the leanness of his face, and by his glasses. It was Hughes, from the station. He'd been running. He'd taken his hat off, to come more quickly, and was pressing at his side. He saw her and said, 'Kay'-and that made it worse, for she didn't think he had ever called her Kay before; usually he called her Langrish. 'Kay-'
'What is it?' she said. 'Tell me!'
He blew out his breath. 'I've been with Cole and O'Neil, three streets away. The warden took a call, from Station 58… Kay, I'm sorry. They think it was a packet of three that was aimed at Broadcasting House but went east. One was caught before it could do much damage. The other two have started fires-'
'Helen,' she said.
He caught at her arm. 'I wanted to let you know. But they couldn't say where, exactly. Kay, it might not be-'
'Helen,' she said again.
It was what she had dreaded, every single day of the war; and she'd told herself that, by dreading it, she'd be calm when it finally came. Now she understood that the dread had been, for her, a sort of pact: she'd imagined that, if her fear was only sharp enough and unbroken, it would earn Helen's safety. But that was nonsense. She'd been afraid-and the terrible thing had happened anyway. How could she be calm? She drew her arm from Hughes's grip and covered her face; and she shook, right through. She wanted to sink to her knees, cry out. The violence of her weakness appalled her… Then she thought, How will this help Helen? She lowered her hands, and saw that Mickey had come, and was reaching for her, as Hughes had reached. Kay shrugged her off, beginning to move.