They were nearly out of the press; Phoinix was starting to breathe more easily, then found him gone. How not, indeed? But no; there he was not twenty feet off, near a huddle of talking men. Phoinix heard their laughter; he ran, but was still too late.
The man who had spoken the last and unambiguous word, had been aware of nothing amiss. But another, whose back was to the boy, felt a quick low tug at his sword belt. Looking about at man-height, he was only just in time to knock up the boy’s arm. The man who had spoken got the dagger along his side, instead of straight in his belly.
It had been so swift and silent, no bystander had turned. The group stood stock-still; the stabbed man with a snake of blood running down his leg; the dagger’s owner, who had grabbed the boy before he saw who it was, gazing blankly at the stained weapon in his hand; Phoinix behind the boy, both hands on his shoulders; the boy staring into the face of the wounded man, and finding it one he knew. The man, clutching the warm ooze from his side, stared back in astonishment and pain; then with a shock of recognition.
Breath was drawn in all round. Before anyone spoke, Phoinix lifted his hand as if he had been at war; his square face grew bulllike, they would hardly have known him. “It will be better for you all to keep your mouths shut.” He pulled at the boy, breaking off the exchange of looks still unresolved, and led him away.
Knowing nowhere else to hide him, he took him to his own lodging in the one good street of the little town. The small room was frowsty with old wool, old scrolls, old bedding, and the ointment Phoinix rubbed on his stiff knees. On the bed, with its blanket of blue and red squares, the boy fell face down and lay soundless. Phoinix patted his shoulders and his head, and, when he broke into convulsive weeping, gathered him up.
Beyond this instant and its needs, the man saw no call to look. His love, being sexless, seemed to him proved selfless. Certainly he would have given all he had, shed his own blood. Much less was wanted now, only comfort and a healing word.
“A filthy fellow. Small loss if you had killed him. No man of honor could let it pass…A godless fellow who mocks a dedication…There, my Achilles, don’t weep that the warrior came out in you. He’ll mend, it’s more than he deserves; and keep quiet if he knows what’s good for him. No one shall hear a word from me.”
The boy choked into Phoinix’ shoulder. “He made me my bow.”
“Throw it out, I’ll get you a better.”
There was a pause. “It wasn’t said to me. He didn’t know I was there.”
“And who wants such a friend?”
“He wasn’t ready.”
“Nor were you, to hear him.”
Gently, with a careful courtesy, the boy disengaged himself, and lay down again with his face hidden. Presently he sat up, wiping his hand across his eyes and nose. Phoinix wrung out a towel from the ewer and cleaned his face. He sat staring, saying “Thank you” now and then.
Phoinix got out his best silver cup from his pillow-box, and the last of his breakfast wine. The boy drank, with a little coaxing; it seemed to run straight through to his skin, flushing his drawn face, his throat and breast. Presently he said, “He insulted my kin. But he wasn’t ready.” He shook out his hair, pulled down his creased chiton, retied a loosened sandal string. “Thank you for having me in your house. Now I am going to ride.”
“Now that’s foolish. You’ve had no breakfast yet.”
“I have had enough, thank you. Goodbye.”
“Wait, then, I’ll change and go with you.”
“No, thank you. I want to go alone.”
“No, no; let’s be quiet awhile, read, or go walking—”
“Let me go.”
Phoinix’ hand withdrew like a scared child’s.
Later, going to see, he found the boy’s riding-boots gone, his pony, his practice javelins. Phoinix hurried about for word of him. He had been seen above the town, riding towards Mount Olympos.
It still wanted some hours to noon. Phoinix, waiting his return, heard people agree that the Queen had done this outlandish thing as an offering. Epirotes were mystai with their mothers’ milk, but it would do her no good with Macedonians. The King had put the best face he could on it for the guests, and been civil to Neoptolemos the tragedian. And where was young Alexander?
Oh, gone riding, answered Phoinix, hiding his mounting fear. What had possessed him, to let the boy walk off like a grown man? He should not have let him a moment out of his sight. No use to follow; in the huge Olympian massif, two armies could be hidden from one another. There were fathomless crags, whose feet were inaccessible; there were boar, wolves, leopards; even lions lived there still.
The sun westered; the steep eastern faces, under which Dion stood, grew darker; cloud swirled round the hidden summits. Phoinix rode about, quartering the cleared land above the town. At the foot of a sacred oak he stretched up his arms to the ever-sunlit peak, King Zeus’ throne bathed in its clear aether. Weeping he prayed and vowed his offerings. When night came, he would be able to hide the truth no longer.
The great shadow of Olympos crept beyond the shoreline, and quenched the sea’s evening glow. Dusk filled the oak grove; further in, the woods were already black. Between the dusk and the night, something moved. He flung himself on his horse, his stiff joints stabbing him, and rode towards it.
The boy came down through the trees, walking at the pony’s head. The beast, bone-weary, head down, plodded beside him, pecking a little with one foot. They moved steadily down the glade; when the boy saw Phoinix, he raised his hand in greeting, but did not speak.
His javelins were tied across his saddlecloth; he did not yet own a holster. The pony like a conspirator leaned its cheek to his. His clothes were torn, his knees grazed and caked with dirt, his arms and legs scribbled with scratches; he seemed, since morning, visibly to have lost weight. His chiton was darkened all down the front with blood. He came calmly forward between the trees, his eyes hollow and dilated; walking lightly, floatingly; inhumanly tranquil and serene.
Phoinix dismounted by him, grasping, scolding, questioning. The boy ran his hand over the pony’s nose and said, “He was going lame.”
“I have been running about here, half out of my mind. What have you done to yourself? Where are you bleeding? Where have you been?”
“I’m not bleeding.” He held out his hands, which he had rinsed in some mountain stream; there was blood around the nails. His eyes dwelt on Phoinix’, revealing only the impenetrable. “I made an altar and a shrine, and sacrificed to Zeus.” He lifted his head; his white brow under the springing peak of hair looked transparent, almost luminous. His eyes widened and glowed in their deep sockets. “I sacrificed to the god. And he spoke to me. He spoke to me.”
3
KING ARCHELAOS’ STUDY WAS more splendid than the Perseus Room, having been nearer his heart. Here he had received the poets and philosophers whom his open-handed hospitality and rich guest-gifts had tempted up to Pella. On the sphinx-headed arms of the chair from Egypt had rested the hands of Agathon and of Euripides.
The Muses, to whom the room was dedicate, sang round Apollo in a vast mural which filled the inner wall. Apollo, as he played his lyre, gazed out inscrutably at the polished shelving with its precious books and scrolls. Tooled binding, cases gilded and jeweled; finials of ivory, agate and sardonyx; tassels of silk and bullion; from reign to reign, even during the succession wars, these treasures had been dusted and tended by well-trained slaves. It was a generation since anyone else had read in them. They were too valuable; the real books were in the library.
There was an exquisite Athenian bronze of Hermes inventing the lyre, bought from some bankrupt in the last years of the city’s greatness; two standing lamps, in the form of columns twined with laurel boughs, stood by the huge writing-table inlaid with lapis and chalcedony, and supported on lions’ feet. All this was little changed since Archelaos’ day. But through the door at the far end, the painted walls of the reading-cell had vanished behind racks and shelves, stuffed with the documents of administration; its couch and table given place to a laden desk, where the Chief Secretary was working through the day’s letter-bag.