He hung his head, shook it wearily. "What can I say? I'm an idiot. I'm sorry."
"Sorry's good." Her hand kept moving across his back. She wasn't mad, though perhaps would prefer if he could remember commitments he'd made that involved her. "But it's all right," she continued. "It went fine. It was lucky I was home, that's all. Abe called, by the way. And some woman named Rebecca, who said it might be important."
Earlier in the day, he might have felt some spark of interest. At the moment, it only felt like more work. "She's a nurse at Portola I talked with today. This new case." He was still furious that Glitsky had gone behind his back to interview his client. He tried to keep the anger out of his voice. "What did Abe want?"
"He said you'd know."
Hardy gave it a second. "He lied." Did he want to get into a long explanation? But her hand felt good on him. They were together. He leaned slightly into her. "He took a statement from my client after I told him not to. Full court press, guns blazing. Maybe he found out my guy didn't do it and wants to say he's sorry. But I doubt it."
"He must think your client did something." This was always an issue. Since Hardy had begun working as a defense attorney, she remained uncomfortable with the fact that her husband consorted not only with people accused of crimes, but often with those who had actually committed them. When the charge was something like a DUI or some kind of thievery or fraud, it wasn't so bad. But when it was murder, Frannie tended to worry on the not unreasonable theory that anyone who had killed once might get angry with somebody else-say, their attorney-and do it again. "So did your client do it after all?"
"He says not," Hardy said simply. "But who doesn't?"
"And you believe him?"
"Always." He faced her. "My problem is Abe. I've got no idea what he's doing."
"That's probably what he called about. To explain."
"I'm sure." Not, Hardy thought. He glanced at his watch. "I'm tempted to call him right now and wake up his sorry ass." He sighed wearily. "What was the other call? Rebecca? The nurse? She said it might be important?"
He could see that Frannie hated to admit it again-she'd already done her duty by telling him once. Clearly, she hoped he'd forget. But no. Hardy didn't forget much about his work-only baby-sitting deals he'd made with relatives. It was Frannie's turn to sigh. "She said no matter what time it was."
"I guess that would include now, huh?"
"I thought you might want to come to bed sometime."
"I'll try to keep it short."
He felt something go out of her. "I left her number by the phone," she said, standing up. "Have you had anything at all to eat?"
He shook his head. "My client's finally started to figure out he's in trouble, but it was all I could do to get him to talk to me on the phone. It was originally supposed to be his night for his kids. He thought the thing with Glitsky was going to take like a half hour. I asked him when he thought we could get a few minutes, maybe talk about some things so I didn't have to find them all out from third parties. So he says he doesn't know-he's got his kids this weekend, too. He works a million hours a day. But I had him with me on the phone. There wasn't going to be any other time. So I told him to call his ex-wife, change his plans, tell her not tonight. We had to talk."
Frannie was just looking down at him. She'd crossed her arms over her chest, her body language expressing it all-disappointment, disapproval. Sadness. "There's leftover spaghetti in the refrigerator," she said.
"I don't know if it's anything," Rebecca Simms said.
"That's all right," Hardy said. "If it's keeping you up, it's probably worth talking about." He sat at his dining room table, his yellow legal pad in front of him, the portable phone at his ear. He'd poured himself a glass of orange juice and drank half of it off in a gulp. "Did you remember something about Dr. Kensing?"
"No, not exactly that. Not that at all, really."
Hardy waited.
"I've been thinking about how I should say this, since I don't really know anything specific, not for sure. I just went back on the floor after we talked and I guess the whole discussion we had-you know? The general conditions here?"
"Sure. I remember."
The line hummed empty for another few seconds. Then Rebecca blurted it out. "The thing is, everybody on the staff knows something is really wrong here. The nurses, I mean. Probably some of the doctors, too. But nobody really talks about it. It's more a feeling, like a ghost is hovering over the place or something."
Hardy closed his heavy eyes. She sounded like she meant it literally. Terrific, he thought. The woman he picked at random in the hospital cafeteria, although she'd seemed like an intelligent person by the light of day, was in fact a nutcase and now she had his home phone number. Frannie was right-he shouldn't have it on his business card.
"Well." Hardy was ready to end the conversation. "I don't know if a feeling-"
"No, no." She cut him off. "That's not it. It's…what I'm saying is that people are dying here."
Hardy had picked up his juice glass and now he put it down. His fatigue was suddenly gone. "What do you mean, people?"
"Patients. People who shouldn't die."
"What kind of patients?"
"Mostly old, I think. Mostly in the ICU."
"But you're not sure?"
"No, not a hundred percent." He could hear the exasperation in her voice. "That's what I said at the beginning. I'm not sure."
"Okay," he said, hoping to keep her moving along this trail. "That's all right. I'm interested."
"But nobody's really sure of anything, or saying if they are…"
"Right. But I'm more interested in general conditions there anyway. It doesn't have to be specific-the low morale and so on…"
"Well, all of that's true, too, the tight money, the job insecurity, all that. But really, when we were talking I couldn't put my finger on exactly what it was, until tonight when I got home and it hit me…"
"What did, though?" This was pulling teeth, but they seemed to be loosening.
She paused a moment. "It sounds stupid to even say."
"Can you try? I won't think it's stupid, no matter what. Promise."
A longer pause. "Well," she said, "if people keep dying when they shouldn't…"
Hardy finished for her. "Maybe somebody's killing them."
"Yes." The relief in her voice was palpable. "That's what I was trying to get at. That's what it is."
"Do you have any idea who it might be?"
"No. Well, maybe, I don't know. As I said, I don't even know if it's true. But the first one I heard about was maybe a year ago, a man had had a stroke, but it was one of those situations, you know, where the family was hoping he'd recover, the prognosis was okay if he came out of his coma, and they didn't want to pull the plug. So they were waiting. Everybody thought he'd be long term, but then two days into it, he suddenly died."
"Okay," Hardy said. "But doesn't that happen?"
"Sometimes. Sure."
"It doesn't necessarily mean somebody killed him."
"No, of course not." She went silent again for a long beat. "If it was that one man, everybody would have probably forgotten about it by now. But he was something like the third patient to die in as many months. So one of the ICU nurses mentioned it in the nurses' lounge. There's this one weird little guy who works up there, a nurse actually. Rajan Bhutan is his name. He was on duty for all of them."
"Somebody thinks he might be killing patients?"
"No, not really. I don't even know why I mentioned that. I mean, nobody thought about it at the time, but then…it kept happening."
"It kept happening," Hardy repeated. "How often?"
"I don't know. I really don't know. But often enough." He heard her breathe out heavily, the load off.
But Hardy put another one right on. "Do you know if anyone's gone to the police about this? About this man Rajan?"