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Strangers, who are you? Where did you sail from?

Are you on business, or just scouting round

like pirates on the sea, who risk their lives

to ravage foreign homes?”

Telemachus

was thoughtful but not shy. Athena gave him

the confidence deep in his heart to ask

about his absent father, and to gain

a noble reputation for himself.

“Great Nestor, son of Neleus,” he said,

“You ask where I am from. I will be frank.80

I come from Ithaca, beneath Mount Neion,

and I am here on private, family business.

I came to gather news about my father,

long-suffering Odysseus. They say

he fought with you to sack the town of Troy.

We know the place where all the other men

who battled with the Trojans lost their lives.

But Zeus still keeps Odysseus’ fate

in darkness; no one knows where he was lost.

Maybe some hostile men killed him on land,90

or he was drowned in Amphitrite’s waves.

I beg you, tell me, did you see him die

with your own eyes? Or have you any news

about where he may be? He must be lost.

His mother surely bore him for misfortune.

You need not sweeten what you say, in pity

or from embarrassment. Just tell me straight

what your eyes saw of him, my noble father.

If ever he made promises to you

and kept his word at Troy, in times of trouble,100

remember those times now. Tell me the truth!”

Gerenian Nestor, horse-lord, answered him,

“Dear boy, you call to mind how much we suffered,

with strong, unyielding hearts, in distant lands

when we were sailing over misty seas,

led by Achilles on a hunt for spoils,

and when we fought around the mighty city

of Priam. Our best warriors were killed.

Ajax lies dead there, and there lies Achilles;

there lies his godlike friend and guide, Patroclus;110

my own strong, matchless son lies dead there too,

Antilochus, who fought and ran so well.

More pain, more grief—our sufferings increased.

Who could recount so many, many losses?

If you stayed here five years and kept on asking

how many things the fighters suffered there,

you would get bored and go back home again

before the story ended. Nine long years

we schemed to bring them down, and finally

Zeus made our plots succeed. Odysseus,120

your father, if you really are his son—

well, no one dared to try to equal him

in cleverness. That man was always best

at every kind of trick. And seeing you,

I am amazed at how you talk like him.

One would not think so young a man could do it.

Well, back in Troy, Odysseus and I

always agreed in councils, with one mind.

We gave the Argives all the best advice.

After we conquered Priam’s lofty town,130

a god dispersed the ships of the Achaeans.

Zeus planned a bitter journey home for us,

since some of us had neither sense nor morals.

Gray-eyed Athena, daughter of the Thunder,

became enraged and brought about disaster.

She set the sons of Atreus to fight

each other. Hastily, they called the people

at sunset, not observing proper norms.

The men arrived already drunk on wine;

the brothers told them why they called the meeting.140

Then Menelaus said that it was time

to sail back home across the open sea.

But Agamemnon disagreed entirely.

He wanted them to stay and sacrifice

to heal the sickness of Athena’s wrath—

pointless! He did not know she would not yield.

The minds of the immortals rarely change.

So those two stood and argued angrily,

and with a dreadful clash of arms the Greeks

leapt up on two opposing sides. We slept150

that eerie night with hearts intent on hatred

against each other—since Zeus meant us harm.

At dawn one group of us dragged down our ships

into the sea piled high with loot and women,

while half the army still remained there, stationed

with Agamemnon, shepherd of the people.

My friends and I set sail with all good speed—

a god had made the choppy sea lie calm.

We came to Tenedos and sacrificed,

praying to get back home—but Zeus refused;160

the cruel god roused yet more strife among us.

Your father’s plans were always flexible:

his men turned round their prows and sailed right back

to make their peace again with Agamemnon.

But I assembled all my fleet, and fled—

I understood some god must mean us harm.

Then Diomedes roused his men to come,

and ruddy Menelaus quickly sailed

to meet with us on Lesbos, and we pondered

our long sea journey. Should we travel north,170

go past the rocks of Chios to our left,

to Psyria, or under Chios, passing

blustery Mimas? So we prayed for signs.

The god told us to cross the open sea

towards Euboea, to escape disaster.

A fair wind whistled and our ships sped on

across the journey-ways of fish, and landed

at nightfall in Geraestus. To Poseidon

we offered many bulls, since we had crossed

safely across wide waters. The fourth day180

the men of Diomedes moored their ships

at Argos; I kept going on, to Pylos.

The wind the god had sent kept holding strong

the whole way home. So, my dear boy, I have

no news about what happened next. I do not

know which of them has died and who is safe.

But I can tell you what I heard while sitting

here in my halls. You ought to know. They say

Achilles’ son led home the Myrmidons,

and Philoctetes came back home with glory.190

And Idomeneus led back his crew

to Crete; no man of his who had survived

the war was lost at sea. And Agamemnon?

You must have heard, though you live far away.

Aegisthus murdered him! But he has paid

a bitter price. How fortunate the dead man

had left a son to take revenge upon

the wicked, scheming killer, that Aegisthus,

who killed Orestes’ father. My dear boy,

I see that you are tall and strong. Be brave,200

so you will be remembered.”

Thoughtfully

Telemachus replied, “Your Majesty,

King Nestor, yes. Orestes took revenge.

The Greeks will make him famous through the world

and into future times. I wish the gods

would grant me that much power against those men

who threaten and insult me—those cruel suitors!

The gods have not yet granted us this blessing,

my father and myself. We must endure.”

Gerenian Nestor, lord of horses, answered,210

“Dear boy, since you have brought the subject up,

I have been told about your mother’s suitors,

how badly they are treating you at home.

But do you willingly submit to it?

Or has a god’s voice led the townspeople

to hate you? Well, who knows, perhaps one day

he will come home and take revenge, alone,

or with an army of the Greeks. If only

Athena loved you, as she used to care

for glorious Odysseus at Troy 220

when we were doing badly. I have never

seen gods display such favor as she gave

when she stood by your father. If she helped you

with that much love, the suitors would forget

their hopes for marriage.”

Then Telemachus

replied, “My lord, I doubt that this will happen.

I am surprised you have such confidence.

I would not be so hopeful, even if

the gods were willing.”

Then the goddess spoke.

“Telemachus, what do you mean? A god230

can easily save anyone, at will,

no matter what the distance. I would rather

suffer immensely, but then get home safe,

than die on my return like Agamemnon,

murdered by his own wife, and by Aegisthus.

But death is universal. Even gods

cannot protect the people that they love,