‘Yes,’ Amy said. ‘Yes, he was.’
‘And what,’ Bernie Harrison said in a jocular voice, ‘do you think of the Frozen North so far?’
Amy put her huge menu down. She turned to look straight at him.
‘I think it’s wonderful.’
He said, laughing, ‘Wel , the station’s wonderful—’
‘ It’s nice of you, dear,’ Margaret said, ‘ but you’ve only seen that and Scott’s flat.’
‘I love Scott’s flat,’ Amy said.
‘Thank you,’ Scott said.
‘And,’ Amy said, deliberately ignoring him, and now looking straight at Margaret, ‘I love North Shields and the river and the metro and the bridges.’
She stopped. There was a brief silence.
‘Excuse me?’ Margaret said.
‘We went to a folk club on Friday,’ Amy said. ‘It was amazing. I – I just loved it. I loved the music. I can’t stop thinking about the music. I think it’s –
it’s so, so great. Up here.’
‘You came up on Friday?’ Margaret said.
‘Yes.’
Margaret looked at Scott.
‘You told me—’
‘Stop it,’ Bernie Harrison said.
‘No,’ Scott said to his mother, ‘you wouldn’t be told.’
‘I promised your mother—’
‘This isn’t about my mother,’ Amy said. ‘It isn’t about any mothers. It’s about us – us children.’
Bernie Harrison reached out and took Margaret’s nearest wrist.
‘There you go—’
Amy said, ‘I’m real y sorry if you thought I was staying with you but I’m not. I’m staying with Scott. I’ve had an amazing time, the best time. I’ve had the best time I’ve had since Dad died. I real y have.’
Margaret was looking at the tablecloth. Scott tried to catch Amy’s eye but she was stil looking at Margaret. So was Bernie Harrison.
‘I don’t forget,’ Amy said. ‘I promise I don’t forget that Dad belonged to you too. To you and Scott.’
‘Oh, pet,’ Margaret said in a whisper.
‘But I’m staying with Scott. I’m staying with Scott til I go – south again.’
With his free hand, Bernie Harrison gestured to attract the attention of the wine waiter.
‘Now, young lady. Young lady who knows her own mind. I suggest we now talk about music. Don’t you?’
‘Did he mean that?’ Amy said.
They were sitting on Scott’s black sofa, Amy curled up at one end with her feet under her.
‘What?’
‘Mr Harrison. Did he mean that about a folk-music degree?’
‘Yes.’
She was holding a mug of tea. She looked at him over the rim.
‘Do you know about it?’
‘Yes.’
‘Why didn’t you say?’
‘You have to make up your own mind.’
‘But—’
‘I didn’t know how you’d feel,’ Scott said. ‘I didn’t know how we’d get on. I mean, al I know about being in your teens is what I knew when I was in them, but I might have got that al wrong, mightn’t I, because you’re a girl, not a boy. I might have thought I was helping you, which is what I wanted to do, and got that wrong too. I just had to wait, and give you time to think for yourself a bit. I couldn’t push you, could I?’
‘No,’ Amy said grateful y.
‘I didn’t know what sort of music you liked, even.’
Amy smiled.
‘Nor did I.’
He leaned forward.
‘Want to look?’
‘Look at what—’
‘This music degree.’
‘Yes,’ she said, ‘ Yes.’
He stood up and went to retrieve his laptop from the kitchen counter. He felt very tired and very, almost unsteadily, happy. It would only be later, when he was alone and stretched out on the sofa, that he could think about the day, unpick it, unravel it, marvel at it. He carried the laptop back to the sofa and sat down close to Amy, so that she could see the screen.
‘OK,’ he said. ‘University of Newcastle. Here we go.’
She watched the screen flicker. ‘You interested in taking this further?’ Bernie Harrison had said at lunchtime. ‘Are you serious about this?’
‘There,’ Scott said.
Amy leaned forward.
‘Read it,’ Scott said. ‘Read it out loud.’
‘“Newcastle University,”’ Amy read, ‘“folk and traditional music. Bmus. Honours UCAS 4 years. Established in 2001, this is the first performance-based degree programme in folk and traditional music to be offered in England and Wales. The course explores folk music in its traditional and revived forms through practical work (composition as wel as performance) and academic work.”’
She stopped.
‘OK?’ Scott said.
‘I can’t believe it,’ Amy said.
‘Look,’ Scott said, ‘look. Teaching’s at the university and at the Sage. Folkworks is at the Sage.’
‘Folkworks?’
‘It’s a charity,’ Scott said. ‘It’s an educational charity for traditional music.’
‘Did – did you know about al this?’
‘Yes.’
‘And were you just waiting?’
‘Hoping,’ Scott said, ‘not waiting. Other people’s expectations give you a headache.’
Amy looked back at the screen.
‘I love this. I love al this. Look at those modules, look at them, songs of struggle, songs from the US Southern states, bal ads – oh boy,’ Amy said, ‘I think I’m going to cry—’
‘Please try not to.’
‘Happy cry—’
‘Not even happy cry.’
She jumped to her feet.
‘This is so brilliant—’
‘You haven’t got in yet.’
‘But I wil . I’l do anything. Anything. You cannot imagine how this makes me feel—’
He grinned at her.
‘I can see it.’
‘Wow,’ Amy said. ‘Wow, wow, mega wow.’
She began to spin down the room, turning like a skater, arms out, hair flying, her canvas boots thudding lightly on the bare boards. He watched her go whirling down the room, behind the piano and back again, until she came to an unsteady halt in front of him.
‘Scott,’ she said. She was panting slightly and her eyes were bright. ‘Scott, I real y, really, don’t want to go home tomorrow.’
CHAPTER NINETEEN
It was the young couple’s third visit to the house. Chrissie had been wary of them at first, convinced that they were part of the deceptive culture of debt-financed outward prosperity, and that they would talk loudly about their enthusiasm and plans for the house, and then suddenly stare at her blankly and say they couldn’t possibly afford such an asking price, as if the fault lay with her.
The asking price had been careful y engineered by Tamsin’s Mr Mundy. He had come to see the house in person, as Tamsin had assured Chrissie he would, and had been very measured and deliberate, and had told Chrissie, over coffee in the kitchen – he had deprecatingly declined the sitting room as if to emphasize that he was merely a man of business – that they would advertise the house at fifty thousand pounds above the price that she should calculate on getting for it, in order to al ow for the bargaining and inevitable reduction that were al part of the current house-buying-and-sel ing market.
Chrissie had not liked Mr Mundy. She did not care for his heaviness, nor his slightly sweaty pal or, nor his patronage, and, most of al , she did not care for the way he was with Tamsin, like a seedily flirtatious uncle. Tamsin, she observed, did not respond to him in kind, but she certainly did nothing to discourage him, to the point where Chrissie made sure that, in going up the stairs to the top floor, it was she who preceded Mr Mundy, and not Tamsin.
When he left, he held her hand fractional y too long in his large, soft grasp, and said that he was very sure he could just about promise her a sale.
‘Good,’ Chrissie said, ‘and soon, please.’