And then a voice broke the silence like a string of bubbles in clear water. At first he perceived it as pure music, and took a while to realize that it was addressing him. But the words remained graven on his memory as though it had been washed, made new, and was eager to be filled with knowledge.
“So you’re a war criminal, then!”
After a moment’s consideration, he answered, “And you’re a god.”
The voice started to laugh. It sounded almost childlike, but also as though among an infinity of echoes, overlapping so that one could hardly be distinguished from the next, he was hearing only the nearest and most comprehensible to him. And among that maze of sound other voices were concealed, some of them very horrible.
Yes, the voice was much like a child’s. But it could also be that of a lizard, or a spider, the fiery siren call of a star, the squeak of a rat, the stridulation of wing cases rubbed together, the whistle of the wind endowed with speech.
“We have more powers than any gods you can imagine.”
Corson hesitated. This conversation had begun very strangely. Surely he could not have been brought here for a theological argument? Or maybe that was the custom, here in heaven. He wanted to change the subject, yet at the same time he felt drawn along by the natural course of the dialogue.
I’ve been drugged, he thought, as though that accounted for everything. Then he realized what a thin explanation it was.
Curiosity, and also an urge to challenge the unknown, made him continue.
“Gods are all-powerful,” he said.
“All-powerful?” the voice repeated. “That’s just a word, an empty word. You can only endow them with powers you are capable of defining, and hence of acquiring.”
Corson pondered again. The statement did seem to make a weird kind of sense. He decided, “You’re immortal.”
Once again the voice seemed to be amused.
“Yes and no. You make no distinction between what is infinite and what is boundless. We are not immortal if you mean that our lives are infinite. Nothing is infinite in that sense, not even the universe, not even what includes the universe. But our lives are boundless.”
“Boundless?” The concept escaped him.
“We can take them back, relive them differently, modify their course. Nothing which happens during our lives is outside our control.”
“I see,” Corson said, and this time he did. Existence, for these beings, was not a fixed form cast like bronze in the mold of the past and blindly stretching ahead into the mists of the future. From end to end their existence was a malleable continuum, capable of being reshaped. They could know nothing of “before” and “after.” Their lives would have no “length.” And in fact, he asked himself, what is the “width” of a human life, or its “thickness”? These beings would view their lives as a unity, coherent and susceptible of being altered. As a result of the consequences they would change the causes. For them the present would be only a particular point of view. Therefore they must control time. Their power must stem from that ability. Just as human beings, for ages imprisoned by the limits of the distance they could cover on foot, petty even given a lifetime of a century, had conquered space and flown to the stars, so these beings had conquered time. For them men must be no more than pitiable hobbled creatures, crippled, to be regarded much as Corson himself regarded those of his ancestors who had been confined to one narrow patch of ground.
That’s a fearful power, Corson thought, and then—as though someone had offered him the chance—I’m not ready to exercise it.
“You can’t be human,” he said.
Who are they to gamble with our lives? Invaders from another galaxy, or another dimension? Pure mind, our creators, the deities of mythology?
“You will be as we are,” the voice declared.
Is that a promise or a statement of fact? How can I become like you and still remain myself when I can’t even imagine how to use a power like yours? Or could these be the distant descendants of mankind? The talent Antonella’s people have: could that foreshadow the master power? How many billions of years lie between the primitive being Corson and this unheard-of posterity which judges him?
“Did you appear—after us?” he asked.
The amusement in the voice this time calmed him instead of irritating him.
“We did not appear ‘after’ you,” it said. “We are in the same time as you because we fill the whole of duration. Our two existences are coextensive, as you might say. But in a very special sense, if it will comfort you—yes, we did come after you. We were born from you.”
So they are our descendants. And at the same time far, far older than us. From that point in the future where their branch and ours separated, they have invaded the whole of the universe of which we occupy a petty little corner. They were born of us, yet they have been there since our beginning.
“What about other species—the Urians, for example?”
“There is no difference,” said the voice.
No difference! That was a categorical answer. And it’s too soon to ask for an answer to the answer.
“Where are we?” Corson asked diffidently.
“Outside the universe, on its surface, on its skin. One must step outside a totality before one can comprehend and alter it.”
The crust of the universe. Is that why ordinary laws of physics don’t apply at Aergistal, why these beings can do whatever they choose? And what lies beyond?
He posed the question. The voice replied, “The universe in its own right. Something which has nothing to do with time or space. The exterior never influences the interior and therefore is not directly knowable.”
Dead end. Is there a limit to the power of these beings, or does the only limit lie in the poverty of the concepts I have at my disposal?
Corson decided to return to the subject of his predicament.
“Are you going to sentence me?”
“You have already been sentenced.”
“I’m no criminal!” Corson protested with sudden impatience. “I never had any choice—”
“But you will have the choice. You will have the chance to undo what you did, to break the chain of violence, cancel out a series of wars. You are going back to Uria. There you will be cured of war.”
“Why do you need me? Why can’t you use your own powers to suppress all wars?”
“War is part of the history of this universe,” the voice said. “In one sense, we too were born of war. We want to wipe out war, and we shall succeed—we have succeeded—with the help of those who wage it, in their own interest, in order to become what they could be. But we cannot share our powers with beings who have not overcome war. Perhaps in the ultimate analysis we could suppress war by using our powers, by using force. But that would be a contradiction in terms, for we would be struggling against ourselves. We have undertaken to remake this universe. A universe is remade with what it is made of. Aergistal is a means to an end. It has three functions. The first is to eliminate war. Aergistal breeds, sooner or later, dedicated devotees of peace. To eliminate war you must comprehend it, so Aergistal contains an immense number of battlefields. Conflicts between empires, worlds, or species do not exist at Aergistal except as background, as far-off motivations. For we know that war is not only kept going by actual conflict of interest, but spreads and perpetuates itself of its own accord, even when the proximate causes have disappeared, and well beyond what is justified by the stakes. War possesses a structure whose aspects are manifold, but only its aspects. The test tubes of Aergistal enable us to comprehend war and make those who fight comprehend it too.”
War as an organism! Something endowed with a modicum of autonomy, born perhaps at the moment of actual combat but feeding thereafter on the substance and energy of those involved!