“Damn!” Her voice sounded as if it were coming from far away.
Then she saw salvation in the squat, plain building that was Cincinnati police headquarters. She swung onto Ezzard Charles Drive and stopped directly behind a police car where the officer was getting out. She slammed the gearshift into park and leapt from the car.
“Help me!” Cheryl Beth ran to the cop. “I’m being followed.”
She saw in terror that the black sedan had stopped right behind her.
“That’s the car.”
The cop was an overweight man in his forties in a dark uniform jacket and the white peaked cap that always made her think of an ice-cream man. She pointed again, seeing that the car had turned off its headlights. She could see one silhouette behind the wheel. She looked at the gun in the officer’s belt for comfort.
He arched his black flashlight against his shoulder and pointed at the car.
“I can understand, ma’am,” he said. “Black male. Menacing behavior. He’s been a problem before.”
She was about to speak but then saw he was smiling at her. Then she saw Detective Dodds emerge from the sedan.
“What’s the matter with you!” She had stomped over to him and was yelling before any prudent centers of her brain could take hold. “Are you crazy? What were you trying to do?”
The big man adjusted the collar on his camel hair coat and arched his eyebrows.
“You took quite a way home, Cheryl Beth. And why were you digging in other people’s trash?”
“Damn you! Why were you spying on me, following me!”
“Since you left the hospital.” He looked at her with easy suspicion.
She could feel herself close to crying, which she did when she was really mad. She hated it because it made her seem weak. She shook her head vigorously to stop it and let herself feel the cold. Her foggy breath was coming out in quick, angry bursts.
“I’m sure you won’t mind if I search your car.”
She stared at him, suddenly afraid, feeling naked. “I sure as hell might mind.” She struggled to keep her voice calm. She settled herself down with an effort, like riding a bicycle uphill. “What’s going on?”
He was about to speak when his cell phone rang. He held out a finger and answered it.
“What do you want? What the hell?” This was followed by worse profanities, his face pinched with rage. He put away the phone and rested his hands on his hips, looking uncertain. Then he gave her arm a light but firm pull.
“Come with me.”
She felt her pager buzz and pulled back, studying the number on the readout.
“Sorry, I’ve got to go back to the hospital.”
He took her arm again, gripping more tightly this time. “That’s fine. I do, too.”
Chapter Eighteen
“So what does a pain nurse do? I’ve never heard of a pain nurse.”
“Maybe that’s a good thing.”
“Never spent a day of my life in the hospital.”
Cheryl Beth glanced across the seat at Detective Dodds. He stared ahead, one big hand on the steering wheel. He drove across Central Parkway and through the dense, narrow streets of Over-the-Rhine.
“Then it’s your good luck,” she said.
“So what does a pain nurse do?”
“You keep asking that question.” Cheryl Beth stared ahead, too. She made herself put her hands flat on the tops of her thighs. It was a posture she had learned to keep calm.
“I’m just curious,” he said. “My daughter has talked about going to nursing school.”
“Well, we need good nurses. Now pain management is a recognized specialty. You have nurse practitioners doing it, too. She could look at the American Society for Pain Management Nursing…”
“Is that what you studied in school?”
“No. It took a long time for pain management to get respect. A lot of doctors didn’t think pain was a critical issue. But I scrubbed in with a fabulous surgeon. What a character! He was a tyrant. Every day he would scream at me, ‘Had enough?!’ I would scream back, ‘I like you!’” She looked at Dodds to see if he was capable of a smile. His face stared ahead like the bow of a battleship. “But he was a big patient advocate and really cared about pain. I would check on his patients the day after surgery. He taught me a lot. I worked in the OR for eight years. Then I worked in a hospice for three years. They were doing cutting-edge stuff. Eventually, I ended up doing pain management seminars and Memorial hired me.”
“But why pain?”
“It really matters. I hate to see people suffer.”
“So this is personal. You had some experience with this in your life?”
“Yes,” she said, her mouth dry. “Someone I loved.”
They rode several minutes in silence before he spoke again. She didn’t like being alone with her thoughts and the silence.
“Where do you work?”
She looked at him quizzically.
“Do you work in a ward, in the recovery room?”
“I work all over.”
“So you have the run of the hospital. Interesting.”
The way he said it made her uncomfortable again. He wasn’t just making conversation.
“Detective…”
Just then something dark raced across the windshield and shattered on the roof of the car. She visibly jumped. Around them were lovely derelict buildings and an empty street, no sign of an assailant.
“Just the neighborhood knuckleheads.” Dodds drove on at the same steady pace. “I don’t have time to go start a riot tonight.”
He wasn’t smiling. He looked as if he never smiled. She looked back to see several silhouettes emerge into the street behind them. He drove two blocks over to Main Street and turned north. It was a cold night but people were on the sidewalks, nicely dressed and holding hands, going from bar to bar. The restored old storefronts glittered, a startling difference from the disrepair and neglect of even three blocks away. She looked the other way when they passed the bar where she had met Christine that night. They sat in a rear booth and drank. Christine had a martini, and Cheryl Beth ordered her usual Bushmills on the rocks. One was enough. Two was probably more than she could handle. She had drunk two. Christine had downed three martinis. A pair of handsome young men had actually hit on them. Cheryl Beth pulled her coat tighter against her.
“Detective.” She recovered her voice. “Why are you taking me to the hospital? Why were you following me tonight? I thought you had arrested the man who…”
“I still consider it an open case.” He spoke calmly, no malice in his voice, but Cheryl Beth felt her limbs go cold.
“That nutball didn’t do it,” he went on. “You might have. You have motive, because you were sleeping with her husband. You have opportunity: you have the run of the hospital. You can be anywhere, any time. Apparently you met with her the night she was killed. Maybe you two fought, and you followed her back to the hospital…”
“Wait a minute!”
“I haven’t read you your rights,” he said-same calm but domineering voice. “So if I were you, I’d just listen. Now it turns out that your lover lied about where he was that night. He has no alibi. So tonight I ask myself, what happens when Cheryl Beth Wilson leaves work? As it turns out, she drives out to Kenwood and trash picks. I find that very interesting.”
“I can explain.” She had no idea what she would say next.
Dodds ignored her. “Now maybe on television, something like this happens and the story makes it out to be some boogeyman, some serial killer. In the real world, it’s almost always somebody who knows ’em. Estranged spouses and romantic triangles. It’s usually that simple.”