“Don’t fight me, Felix, please,” she said, as they stood at the porch steps. “I’m not your enemy.”
He looked at her, patted her hand, then released her arm.
“I know, Jo. I just ain’t myself is all.”
“It’s going to be hard walking in there,” she said.
“I reckon I’m glad to be home. I just feel awful tired all of a sudden. I think I need to sleep for a week.”
“We all do,” she said, smiling. She patted his hand, and he did not draw it away.
“You take care, Jo,” he said, and put a boot up on the first step.
“Don’t be a stranger, Felix. You know I care for you.”
“I won’t. And I know you do. I care for you too, I reckon.”
She stood on tiptoe and pecked his lips with a brief kiss. Then she turned and walked away. Dag watched her climb back up on the wagon. Fingers waved to him and he waved back. Jo turned and raised a hand. She moved it in a disconsolate wave and then bowed her head and turned it away from him.
Dag knew she was starting to cry and that was a sadness he carried with him as he walked up onto the porch and opened the front door. He heard the wagon rumble away and turned to look at it one more time. Firefly stood at the hitchrail, its tail switching, swatting at flies, muscles quivering in its shoulders, which were streaked with fresh blood from insect bites.
Dag entered his house and breathed in the perfume of flowers. He adjusted his eyes to the dim light and saw the vases all around the living room, all of them with morning glories, peonies, black-eyed Susans, honeysuckle, and wisteria.
He walked back to the kitchen and looked at how clean it was, the utensils hanging from the wall near the woodstove, the counters clean, the cupboards washed. Carmelita, he thought. Then he forced himself to walk to the bedroom. The empty bed was neatly made and there were cut flowers lying gracefully on the pillows. Laura’s dresses hung in the wardrobe and her baubles were on the highboy dresser as if she would return at any moment and slip on a bracelet or a necklace and turn to him for his approval. He looked into the smoky mirror and saw his shadow there, a ghostly visage of a man he hardly knew anymore. His face was gaunt and peppered with tiny bristles, eyes without expression, hat caked with dust and sweat.
He sat down on the bed, hung his head, and lifted his hands to cover his face.
“Oh, Laura,” he whispered and then began to weep.
Dag paid off Deutsch a month later and took possession of his mortgage papers, much to Deutsch’s displeasure.
“I am sorry about your wife, Dagstaff,” Deuce said when Dag got up to leave.
“Deuce, if you ever mention my wife again, I’ll kill you, hear?”
“I hear. It was not my fault.”
“You’re going to prison at Huntsville, Deuce, damn your hide.”
“What is this you say?”
“I’ve got proof that you hired Don Horton to murder me and I’m taking the evidence to the Texas Rangers up in San Antonio.”
“You lie, Dagstaff.”
“Just watch me, Deuce,” Dag said and left.
He found out later that Deutsch lost most of his herd trying to cross the Red at flood stage and he didn’t get top dollar for what was left of his herd when he got to Sedalia, Missouri.
Three months later, two Texas Rangers rode up to the Rocking D and arrested Deutsch. He was taken to San Antonio and tried before a magistrate.
Dag testified against him and the prosecuting attorney produced the letter of agreement between Horton and Deuce. Cavins and Flagg testified too as corroborating witnesses in the matter of Horton trying to kill Dagstaff and the killer’s subsequent death.
Adolph Deutsch was found guilty of attempted murder and sentenced to twenty years in Huntsville Prison. He would never get out alive.
Dag knelt at his wife’s grave. She was buried on a little hill in a grave surrounded by a copse of crepe myrtles. There was a small headstone that Carmelita’s husband, Jorge Delgado, had made of hard clay with her name engraved before the clay was fired. The legend read: LAURA DAGSTAFF, and underneath, REST IN PEACE.
Simple, Dag thought, and eloquent.
He placed some irises on the little mound of dirt, flowers grown from bulbs Laura had planted shortly after they had married. Fitting. Appropriate.
“Laura,” he said, “I was faithful to you, darling. I never strayed none all the time I was gone.”
He started to choke up and rose to his feet. He turned to walk back to the house, overcome with grief.
He saw Jo riding up, her hair glistening in the sunlight like the back of a crow’s wing.
She lifted a hand and waved to him.
Then he turned back to look at Laura’s grave. He drew a deep breath and turned to meet Jo.
He smiled. Jo’s coming, he thought. Now. At this time. Here.
And then aloud: “I take that as a sign from Laura.”
He heard a meadowlark trilling close by, and up on the hill, in the crepe myrtle, a mourning dove cooed a melodious, throaty curdle of deep-throated notes.
He took that as a sign too.