On the first morning of the summer holiday, Marie is up at dawn so she can be the first to arrive at the farmers’ market in the neighbouring town. After a number of fruitless attempts she has learned that the early bird gets the well-ripened cherry and the unblemished tomato. Holding her shopping bag, she pokes her head into the bedroom for a wordless goodbye. Ariel is still asleep; in the half-light of the shuttered room, a small flame seems to be playing over his ribs. But it’s only a sunbeam that has slipped in between the wooden slats. Marie kisses her fingertips and blows the kiss toward Ariel. She turns away too quickly to glimpse the tremor in his sleep, his hand limply gesturing toward his lips.
At the market she finds the first heads of lettuce already shedding their youth like some girls who, barely out of adolescence, already walk with a stoop. She sifts through the pale strawberries and brushes away the insects hovering over a basket of figs come from afar. A wasp reacts to this provocation by stinging her. She cries out and lifts her hand to her mouth. She misses the bees.
On the way home she bumps into several colleagues and greets them with a nod of the head. Back in downtown Rockfield, she spots Monette’s car. Sitting in the back, Angel casts a worried look at the main street and its boarded-up windows. When Marie waves hello Monette stops her car in the middle of the road and dashes over to Marie.
“Anne, thank God! I’ve been trying to reach you for the last hour.”
“I was at the market. Is everything okay?”
“No! Your husband is in danger!”
Unable to say any more, the woman breaks down in tears and her head seems to retreat into her plump torso. Marie opens the passenger door and motions for her to sit down. To their left, drivers honk and steer their way past the car parked at the intersection. Monette doesn’t appear to mind this, or the fact her daughter is stuck inside the vehicle.
“It’s Richard. He found out your husband’s identity. He knows he’s the former prime minister. He rushed out of the house saying you were his sister and the two of you were in an incestuous relationship that’s an affront to God.”
Marie feels all the blood draining out of her body through one of the thousand invisible doorways through which life comes and goes; without thinking, she squeezes Monette’s hand.
“I’m so sorry. I was the one who recognized him the night of the meeting. I should never have said anything to Richard. Anne, he took his gun. He’s heading toward your house.”
The straight road between the centre of town and their house is a fifteen-minute drive. Marie covers the distance in nine minutes that seem an eternity to her. The asphalt sticks to the wheels, the false flatness turns into a steep mountain. Her head is swimming, her skin itches as if a nestful of wasps were planting their stings in it at once. When she arrives there’s a van parked in front of the soundless dwelling. Darting from room to room, she shouts Ariel’s name. There is no sign of Vernon either.
Only when she reaches the porch does she catch sight of him in the distance, to the west, where the plain lies. She runs toward him for a few seconds then slows down, unable to go any farther. Richard Vernon is walking toward her with a pistol in his hand and reeking of turpentine. His strides are slow but he is moving at superhuman speed. He soon reaches Marie, who can do nothing but lift her hand to her throat as if to protect herself from the fatal gunshot, from a lack of air. But he does not raise either his fist or his weapon. His look transfixes her, a look damning her for the rest of her days. Then he disappears from her field of vision. All that’s left is a small fire in the distance, its heat distorting the horizon and the threshold of reality. Marie treads toward the flames like a zombie.
They say the smoke produced by a burning man is black if he was bad and white if he was good. Ariel emits no smoke at all. Only the golden birds escaping from his chest, his skin already almost completely consumed, his boiling organs, his bones devoured by the fire. Kneeling beside him, Marie tries to take hold of whatever is left of him, the incandescent limbs of which she has licked every square centimetre, the heart that seems to be still beating inside the flames, and the head she has loved with an epileptic rage. She thrusts her fingers into the fire and she is not burned.
RAT’S TAIL (MONETTE AND ANGIE)
A final gust sprays the two little girls’ faces with fine soot, and all at once the horizon becomes visible again.
“Thirty-nine! Thirty-nine wagons!” Monette exclaims in a voice whose enthusiasm never waned as the train rolled by.
Angie does not respond. She was not counting. She was preparing to confront whatever she thought she had seen through the fleeting gaps between the wagons. She diverts Monette’s attention to the flutter of butterflies the train has stirred up and discovers what the train was hiding from her. A few metres away, two half-naked people are rubbing against each other. The man is tall and tanned except for his buttocks, which move back and forth while he presses the girl against a tree. A long, thin braid whips his dirty T-shirt with every movement. A rat’s tail, Mam would say in disgust.
He appears not to have noticed Angie and Monette and grunts, “Lie down, I’m getting tired.” The girl obediently stretches out on the grass, which Angie guesses is strewn with rocks and traps. Her body, slender and very fair, is a weave of delicate ovals. Only when she turns her inscrutable face toward the two girls does Angie recognize her. It’s Eva Volant, a ninth grader who lives near them. Their eyes meet and Eva looks like she’s received an electric shock. She murmurs something in the man’s ear.
This has the effect of a detonation. The man jumps to his feet and into his pants. Angie grabs Monette by the arm and yanks her onto the train tracks.
“We didn’t pick up the penny!”
“It doesn’t matter. Hurry up!”
Behind them she hears Eva.
“Don’t worry, I know them! They won’t say anything!”
Monette hops from one tie to the next holding a daisy. The sun has planted itself directly overhead. The scent of lunch reaches them from the little houses backed on the railroad. Angie quickens the pace. Behind them Eva begs the man not to leave. Angie does not turn around.
The wind picks up as they come to the bridge. The pong of seaweed and fish skeletons prickles their noses. Thirty metres below, the river has carved a ravine.
“It’s dangerous!” Monette protests.
“Nah, the train just went by. Come on, hurry.”
Monette grasps her big sister’s hand as they set foot on the dizzying structure that straddles the precipice. Everything happening below is visible through the tracks: the flow of muddy water, the circling of bees gone astray, the snake skins scattered on the rocks. With her eyes glued to the void beneath her feet, the little girl walks on bravely. Angie can’t hear Eva or the man with the rat’s tail anymore.
Halfway across the bridge she realizes her mistake. The wind had covered the rumbling, and the impulse to run away had kept her from thinking. She excluded the possibility of two trains coming through within fifteen minutes of each other as if this were mathematically impossible. A serious error of judgment. She turns around. The locomotive has not yet rounded the bend. But if the vibrations rising from the tracks to her legs are any indication, it’s a matter of mere seconds.