“In this room,” he announced, and cracked the door open enough for her to enter. He stayed back and looked thankful that his duties ended there.
Shekib entered, remembering to keep her back straight and her eyes focused. Weariness was blurring her judgment as well as her vision.
In the room, King Habibullah paced behind a handsome wood-carved desk, his fingers pulling at the fringes of his beard. Two men sat anxiously in armchairs to his left, opposites of each other. One was heavyset and short, the other tall and lanky. Had Shekib been less nervous, she might have noticed how ridiculous they looked as a pair. They looked up at Shekib, their lips tightening.
“You!” King Habibullah called out. He had stopped pacing abruptly, his blue chappan flapping as he whirled to a stop.
“As-salaam-alaikum, Your Highness,” she said in a hush, keeping her head bowed and her eyes downcast.
“As-salaam-alaikum, eh? As if nothing has happened? Do you know the meaning of the words, you idiot?”
“I apologize, esteemed sir. I meant no disrespect—”
“Don’t patronize me, guard! You are here to answer questions, to speak up for your actions — or inaction, as it appears! It was you who was on guard tonight, when a man somehow managed to evade your attention and enter my harem!”
A conversation began to take shape in Shekib’s mind. She could imagine Ghafoor standing in this very room, not too long ago, painting a picture of an idle guard, passively allowing a man to violate the king’s sanctuary, to indulge in his private stock of women.
“Dear king, I was on guard tonight but I saw no one enter.”
“You saw no one enter? But someone did enter, didn’t he!” His face was the color of the carpets on the floor. A blue vein pulsed across his forehead like a lightning bolt. He fell into his chair and looked at his two counselors expectantly.
“Guard, did you see someone leave the harem tonight?” The thinner man rose to his feet and spoke up.
Shekib did not have much time to consider her answer. “No, sir.”
“And you saw no one enter?”
“No, sir.”
“Are these the kinds of guards we have for my harem!” The king exploded, his fist rattling the table with a thunderous clap. “We might as well have brought donkeys!”
“Guard, explain to our dear king what happened tonight. Was there a man in the harem?” the lanky man demanded.
Shekib searched for the right answer, her hands trembling at her sides. She was afraid to move. They took turns shouting questions at her.
“Answer!”
“I… I did not see—”
“Don’t tell us what you did not see! Tell us what happened!”
“Tonight we found a hat in one of the chambers.” Shekib was not sure how to phrase such a finding. It was a sensitive matter and the wrong words could be dangerous. They were waiting for her to continue. “There was no one there but the hat… the hat suggested that someone… a person had been there. We asked but—”
“Whose chambers were you in?” the king asked, his eyes slits. He spoke slowly and precisely.
“We were in Khanum… Khanum Benafsha’s chambers,” she answered, her eyes cemented to the marble floor. Benafsha had shamed the palace with her iniquity but Shekib still felt reluctant to expose her. She pictured Benafsha back at the harem, prostrated, her face wet with misery.
Why did you do this? Why did you bring this upon us?
“Benafsha.” Habibullah turned his back and faced the window. Heavy burgundy drapes framed his silhouette. “That vixen.”
“Have you seen anyone before? Coming in and out of the harem?”
What did you tell them, Ghafoor?
“I… I have not.”
“This was the first time you learned of this?”
“Yes, sir.”
Three men brooded. Shekib could hear their measured breaths.
“You. You believe this happened once?”
“I… I… believe so.”
“And who was it guarding the harem tonight?”
“I was, sir.”
“You are a liar. We have heard differently. Ghafoor has already told us that you saw this man before! And you kept it from everyone until tonight!” the short man shouted.
“With respect, agha-sahib, I had not seen—”
“Liar!”
Ghafoor, you scoundrel! You fed me to the lions!
It was clear now. Her word against Ghafoor’s, and they were taking Ghafoor’s. Shekib was not a bystander. She was a guilty party.
“Did you know of Benafsha’s activities? Did she ask you to cover up for her?”
“No, sir! I had no—”
“What about the man? Who is he? Did he bribe you?”
“Please, dearest king, I had nothing to do—”
He barely heard anything she said. He was more interested in how this made him look.
“Know this, guard! An offense this grave does not go unpunished. My name has been besmirched. One look at your face and it is obvious you are damned! Have her locked up! And Benafsha too! We’ll make swift examples of them both.”
CHAPTER 42. SHEKIB
“Why did you have to do such a thing?”
“You wouldn’t understand.”
The room was dark and smelled of rotted meat. The stench reminded Shekib of cholera, of mourning and loneliness.
Benafsha’s face had changed. Shekib was struck by the difference. Just eight hours ago, she had been the most striking woman in the harem. How quickly her face had grayed! Her hair was stringy and her green eyes looked defeated and bloodshot.
One of the king’s most prized concubines. A life of luxury by any standards. The choicest foods, clothes. What had driven her to take all these for granted?
An hour passed in silence. Shekib wanted to ask her about Agha Baraan. She was sure it was him. The hat. The rose petal. But why? He was Amanullah’s friend. Why would a man like him commit such an act against his friend’s family, especially when his father was the most powerful man in Afghanistan?
“I am sorry you are here.”
Shekib looked up. “So am I.”
She thought of Amanullah. What would he think when he heard of the night’s events? How disappointed he would be in her! She wasn’t much of a guard, according to the palace. What made her think she could be much of a wife? Benafsha had ruined everything. She looked at the girl with disgust and pity. Then there was Ghafoor, that split-tongued viper. She had set Shekib up, saving herself. No wonder she had run off. Coward.
The dank room was unfamiliar but the rest of the experience was not. Angry fingers had often pointed at Shekiba.
On the king’s orders, Shekib had been led away — through the hallways, through the kitchen and into the small room where the cooks once kept cured meats and vegetables. The room smelled of flesh and earth. Shekib closed her eyes and imagined her father’s house. Her mind floated to those bare walls, her brother’s shirt thrown across a chair as if he would run through the door looking for it. Her sister’s amulet on the table. Her father, sitting in the corner clicking the beads of his tasbeh while he stared through the window onto fallow fields, a fallow home.
Shekib stood up and began to pace. The walls were tight but light crept in, framing the door with a yellow glow. The palace had electricity courtesy of a foreign company commissioned by the king. All of Afghanistan twinkled by lanterns but the palace shone, a beacon for the rest of the country.
The king must have his way. How much it must burn him that another man has had his way with his precious Benafsha. She’s pretty, I suppose. If she doesn’t show her teeth when she smiles. All pushed together, her teeth look like chickens climbing over one another in a crowded coop.